Please let everything be well today.
And that very strong sense of insecurity kept haunting me.
Just go away kayyyy!
I'm super not in the mood today and my eyes are still painful.
but i really do hope today will be a better day.
If only...
i would want to rebel but ya cause you are my mum.
and its like ya i know you've been through alot and all.
i thank you for that.
but have you spare a thought for us when we really did try our best to help and what we got back is your attitude.
i know i'm not suppose to rant about my mum here but i really don't know who else can stand all my naggings.
its not that we didn't help when you've requested know.
this is so idk la rubbish.
its just a super mixed and fcuked up feeling.
i dont like.
maybe or perhaps one day i should not even interfere or speak up for anything ok.
thats like the best for both sides.
ok, i'm glad that you've kinda accepted alr.
but kindly, if you are unhappy about something. speak up.
if you don't, i won't know and i would do even more
I wouldn't say i'm the best but i've tried right at least.
i do not have to do for others to see but only you have to feel it.
but did you even try? obviously not.
thanks ah, for all the scoldings ytd.
you know what, nothing's gonna stop me.
this is me. you know if this is a rebound, i'm going to do double.
seriously, don't try.
i'm not trying to condemn her here ya, its just idk who else i could say to already.
Thanks love for coming down ytd to accompany(:
*** ALL THESE ARE JUST RANTINGS, I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING.
I STILL LOVE HER, DON'T WORRY.