<body>


BEHIND HER MASKED SELF


Photobucket

QIANYU
Read between the lines
and you will get what i meant.
The truth brings insanity;
SOULS
TO UNDERSTAND

THE LOVELY PEOPLE


Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
i will update the address again if i have time(: ANYING. AUDREY. BERNADATTE. CAROLINE. CECELIA. CHERIE. CHOI YAN. CINDY. CLARA. CYNTHIA. DELIA. DENYSE. ESTHER. ESTHERhow. EUNICE. EVELYN. FAIRUS. GLENDA. GRACE. GRACE. GUIDES. HAN PING. HELENA. HUIQI. HUIYING. IRIS. JACLYN. JASMINE. JASMINE. JIA YI. JIEYING. JINMING. JO-LYN. JOSELEEN. JULIA. KARIN. KARYLAN. KENDRA. LANCE,SPECIALFRIEND. LORAINE. MARIE. MELISSA ONG. MELISSA TAN. PEARLYNN. PEI SI. PEITING. PRISCILLA. PRISKA. QIANYU. RACHEL. RAUDAH. RONGRONG. ROWENA. RUILYNN. RUI XIN. SANDRA. SAUYAN. SHANNEN. SHARON. SHARON. SHERLYN. SHIRLEY. SHU HUI. SI YIN. SIEW LI. STELLA. STEPHANIE. SZE HWEE. SZE MIN. TANIA. THREEINTEGRITY'06. TIFFANY. TINGXUN. WANLING. WEI CHENG. WEI HUA. XIN JING. YILUAN. YIXIN. YIYING. YUKI. YULING. YU TING. YUNG HIAN.

NONSENSICAL TALKS

TWITTERRRRRRRRRRRR!
    follow me on Twitter








    WAY BACK THEN


    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    March 2006
    April 2006
    May 2006
    June 2006
    August 2006
    September 2006
    October 2006
    November 2006
    December 2006
    January 2007
    February 2007
    March 2007
    April 2007
    May 2007
    June 2007
    July 2007
    August 2007
    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009
    September 2009
    October 2009
    November 2009
    December 2009
    January 2010
    February 2010
    March 2010
    April 2010
    June 2010
    July 2010
    August 2010
    September 2010
    October 2010
    November 2010
    December 2010
    January 2011



    SNAPSHOTS

    pls have some responsibilty by not grabbing those photos that are not meant to be yours
    thanks and much loves
    NDD
    CIP
    RHD
    CLASS BBQ
    GUIDES CAMP
    CAREER FAIR
    THINKING DAY
    GROOMING COURSE
    LEARNING JOURNEY
    GUIDES HIKE OUTING
    4I
    PROM NIGHT






    Friday, October 31, 2008

    i understand that meaning behind that melody.
    im sorry that i had left and you are alone now, perhaps its the best.
    i really wish you all the best and take care of youself from now.

    what's that attitude for?
    seriously, you dont know who are the nice ones there for you
    and you, treating us like friends that always dig ourselves with books.
    mind you, skipping classes dont even do any good
    although going to class sometimes are just a waste of time but at least we turned up to show a little respect to the teacher
    oh man, are going to classes wrong now?
    ok, then we can all jolly well quit school.
    ya so what if we are part of your circle of friends who dont support your truancy, we know whats best for us.
    and so be it, if you think that way.
    im quite bothered by your actions.
    changing groups for the sake of you to stand some other irritating worm's behaviour, you think i like it?
    forget it, if you are unapprecaiative. NOT EVEN A THANK YOU FROM YOU.
    i did not write all of these for nothing or venting my anger but to let you know its still not too late to open your heart a little and to realise the friends around you are for something.
    even though we are not as close as before, but really from the bottom of the heart i guess all of us dont wish to hurt you too.
    its up to you now, i've said my piece.

    能不能给我一首歌的时间
    紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
    在我的怀里
    不用太多失眠
    如果你想忘记我也能适应
    能不能给我一首歌的时间
    把故事听到最后才说再见
    你送我的眼泪
    让他留在雨天
    如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

    celebrated mingjing's birthday yesterday
    seoul garder, my god.
    i swear everything looks so tempting.
    started off with our humungous appetite and end up with a bloated stomach
    a small powerpuff girl cake, so cute can.
    and of course the smashing on her face.
    i know we enjoyed and yes most of all, she was touched by what we've done.
    so staying up till 4 doing th big card for her is worth it.
    i like the smiles when everybody got so happy when they saw my efforts.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL(:
    thanks for everything that you have done, seriously.
    what we've done for that only one day can only add up to half of your concern towards us.
    you do make a difference. from my heart, you are a friend i wont forget indeed.

    the stress from both work and school has been piling up ever since each started.
    i really wish for someone to provide me.
    im tired from all of these already.
    i need a break again.

    not forgetting the K session with ANYING(:
    it was like super fun to the maxxxxxxxxx.
    she says my singing improved.
    maybe thats because i didnt sing to her for like 4 months alr.
    but anw, our combination really make a diff.
    I WANT TO MEET UP WITH YOU AGAIN ALRIGHT.
    loveyou loveyou!

    ok, i shall update till here
    the rest will wait for me to reopen my blog







    Tuesday, October 14, 2008

    i know you might not get to see this since you are avoiding.
    but whatever it is, i hope you will move on with life.
    and i know you will find a better one than me, definitely.
    of course, those memories will still stay with me forever.
    maybe im selfish for only thinking for myself, but i guess this is the only way out to stop you from falling any deeper.

    Maybe in the future we will not even be on talking terms, but dont worry i will still be there for you when you need a listening ear, i promise.
    i'm sorry to turn things ugly.
    i have my reasons for doing these, yes i know you will think that explanation is stupid but then again i wouldnt bear to hurt a good friend like you.

    i will miss your cooking
    i will miss the days when we talk on the phone
    i will miss you for concerning so much for me.
    i will miss labelling you as DINOSAUR
    i will miss your countless hugs filled with affection
    i really do.
    but its time to move on with our lives
    i know you need time alone so i guess i won't contact you anymore
    but if you need me, just call me alright.

    All i need now was to see your reply that you're fine so at least i wont have to worry anymore.
    Stay strong, i know you will.
    there are many out there waiting for you to give them a chance

    I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
    I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
    That you were sitting home just wishing we
    Could go back to when it was just you and me
    I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
    I'm sorry for the fact that
    I'm not aware
    That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

    im sorry for every single thing i've done.







    Sunday, October 12, 2008

    ok, this is damn freaky.
    i clicked on the pause button, there's music and when i clicked play, there's 2 voices.
    ahhhh, whatever.
    i just blogged in random. i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep soon.
    another work terror tmr with those heat stroke symptoms.
    and know something the spot light in my shop does work better for sun tanning than the sun.
    trust me, my mum just said i became darker than usual.
    damnnnnnnn, the spotlights in the shop. and freaking hell they dont want to switch on the air con.WE ARE HUMANS, MIND YOU.
    ok, my brains and fingers aren't working as fast alr.
    shall blog again on mon when im in dinosaur's cage.
    hahaha, only someone will know what im talking about.
    okok, my eyes are signalling me to stop.







    Thursday, October 09, 2008

    ok, this post is only meant for 1 person to see.
    don't worry too much ok.
    even if lovers are not meant to be, we still could be the bestest friend right.
    and i have not even say i dont want to befriend you anymore
    just let nature takes it course
    CHEERUP OK(:
    im trying my very best now to forget the others,
    and hopefully my hardwork will pay off.







    Monday, October 06, 2008

    finally i got the time to revive this.
    a day off at work, rotting at home is like my favourite pasttime nowadays.
    pushed away all my dates, im sorry darlings.
    i promise to make it up for you all again
    working can really kill me totally.
    customers are like damn irritating to the maxxxxxxxxxx, its not as if i have no patience with them. but after serving them for sooooooooooooo long they replied with their insincere NO.
    damn it ok, and it happens countless times which makes my day at work super screwed.
    SOMEONE WENT OUT SHOPPING TODAY WORXZXZXXZ cause im going over next mon.
    so touched so touched.hahaha
    dont worry yo, you will receive my surprise on 16th.
    i shall keep you in suspense first.

    我不要你把我推给别人去疼爱
    我对你的心是百分之一百
    每一个想你的习惯 那么实在
    我早已对你产生的依赖
    一天天 一点点 砌成了爱
    Love Is Forever Forever Love

    this song is damn nice i swear.
    okok, i will go sing and put it up tonight if possible.
    and oh ya, my birthday photos have not been uploaded.
    i will do it sooooooooon ok
    im so tired again, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping time again//

    mentioning about birthday
    although this year was not as fruitful as last year but spending it with my darlings make it all worthwhile right.
    but whatever i received this year was not very important, as long as i know there's still ppl for me to count on and realise my exsistence.
    and i have no time to reply most of your texts so i shall do it here. pardon me(:
    THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR GIFTS, TEXTS, SINCERITY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
    i know its like 1 week ago kind of event but i wasnt really in the mood to blog so i can only post it up late.

    AND THAT BOUQUET OF SUNFLOWERS FROM KELLY, DES, BROTHER, YQ AND JL WAS LOVELY. they took my casual remark seriously and gave it to me as birthday present.
    that sight totally just make me melt on the spot. goodness.

    ** ANYING'S EFFORT HAD NOT GONE TO NOUGHT.
    CAUSE NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, EVEN IF ITS NOT PLANNED WELL I STILL LIKE IT CAUSE ITS FROM YOU(: our date is arriving. im so exciteeeeeeeed.hahaha, RMBR, 3'S A CROWD!hahaha

    CHERLY, RUIXIN AND ANNA WERE LIKE SUPER NICE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING WITHOUT EVEN COMPLAINING ABOUT A SINGLE ANT THAT THEY ARE UNHAPPY ABOUT. I THANK GOD I'VE MADE SUCH NICE FRIENDS.

    AND I MUST THANK ANOTHER 2 IMPORTANT PPL, K AND DK.HAHHA
    thanks for making this 17th birthday a memorable one for me.
    racking your brains for all those surprises and everything. really thanks so much

    and the list goes on...

    sorry ya, not able to thank every single one of you.
    but i know you feel my sincere THANKS.

    Photobucket

    i think its time to have a photo to add colours to this black and white.
    its not very nice. SORRY I'VE SPOILED YOUR DEAR EYES.
    okok, i really want to sleep alr.




    hear and rate.
    thanks thanks(:







    Thursday, October 02, 2008

    IM GOING TO MAKE THIS QUICK QUICK BEFORE I GO OUT
    SINGING YO, EXCITEEEEEEEEEED

    actually i want to dedicate this post for this someone
    i dont know if you will this cause your exams are nearing. im using this 0.000000000000001%.
    i know im breaking my promise again to bring up the topic about this person.
    but ya ya, you know who you are
    i pray for you to do well for your major exam.
    study hard for the next few weeks alright. score well and dont regret like me
    take care and much loves(:

    OKOK, I HAVE TO GOOOOOOOOO NOW OR NOT THEY WILLLLLL BARK AT ME.HAHAHA