no lectures, 3 hours of break with massive gossips. sleeping like there's no tomorrow. but that's only life for today i guess, we have to resume to chiong studying again.
i've watch i love you,man. goodness, so much sexual content. but i guess it was a nice show(: k was fun too ytd. and honey commented that thats the first time he heard me singing so well. HAHAHA
YA I KNOW THIS POST IS BORING. JUST LOOK AT THE PHOTOS
yanyan is the ultimate sweet!
i've bought the taiwan charged perm instead its damn easy to use but super not lasting i shall show the process. BUT DONT LAUGH HORRRRRRRRRRRRRR
off to sleep now there's work tmr.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
freak, i know its damn random but i feel like perming my hair now. should i?
Monday, June 22, 2009
Let me begin by saying what I mean It's a crime against the heart you know To be somewhere in between Well don't be shy I've got an open heart and hand And I just might have to confess just where I stand Cause lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me And I Won't Disagree
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL IS TOTAL RIDICULOUS. CAUSE IM USED TO SLEEPING LATE AND WAKING UP AT 9. THE TIMTABLE SUCKS SHIT AS USUAL. I LOVE TUESDAYS BEST(:
why is it always like that, i want to change nature. cherish your loved ones now or you'll regret
Saturday, June 20, 2009
IF YOUR BOYFRIEND CHOOSES SOMEONE WORSER THAN YOUR EVERYTHING, THIS DOES NOT MEAN A BAD THING. CAUSE HE THINKS THAT YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR HIM AND DID SOME SELF-REFLECTION TO FIND SOMEONE THAT IS MORE SUITABLE.
***it doesn't imply anything, i just think its funny.
dearest!i've send you a mail. read it there instead, cause i've got so much to say and i wont want to publish my sweetnothings here.HAHAHHA. 1 more day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm feeling that sense of insecurity again maybe im too sensitive towards your actions and it causes so much quarrel in between us. how can i stop these seriously maybe its just me, but then again i dont like it.
Friday, June 19, 2009
WHY DIDNT SINGTEL SEND MY TEXTS ALL OVER TO HIS PHONE. IM SAD:(
2 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Thursday, June 18, 2009
i shall consider it as 2 more days left. omg, FREAKING 60 HOURS MORE. let this moment pass by in a blink of an eye AND LOOK, MY TAGBOARD IS SUPER MIRACULOUS. LOVE HAS TAGGED ME WHEN HE'S AWAY STILL. ok, this made me fly.hahahaha
and thennnnnnnnn, this is damn boring i swear i spend 3/4 of my hols working. and the money just flows through my fingers like nobody's business. CAUSE WHEN IM SHOPPING ALONE, I TOTALLY HAVE NO SELF-CONTROL. but i like it although its a little boring i guess and ya, i need companion to shop sometimes and thats when i have to wait for him to come back. GAZILLION YEARS LAAAAAAAAAAA.
hey you, time to reveal my hairthat i went out with today but then its a little disappointing cause in the end i decided not to make it permanent.
take a poll straight or wavy hair? i can't decide seriously
MY FRINGE IS KUKU.
Another 3 more days for time to pass.
And if you realised, time is moving at snail's pace. i hate it la.
yes, i promised about the hair thing TOMORROW K. IM TIRED NWWWWWW. GOODYNIGHT.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i miss you, honey 5 days and counting. i wished for time to pass extremely fast during this period of time.
16th is always a special date, now and forever i'm going malaysia tmr for a hair change. hopefully it will be better than now andddddddddddddd pls, i dont want to look lianzxz. i shall post a photo of a before and after hair change tmr.
for now, i need to go and sleep soon i dont want to be that late tortoise tmr.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
now you know how you've hurt me. am i prepared to forgive all your explanations? i don't deny i feel like paying you back double of what i saw but then again, i know its freaking childish for me to do that you know the consequences for doing that.
[all these are just written for MYSELF to see]
my eyes became freaking swollen and its too hard for me to close my eyes and rest. i just took a shot of it to see how bloodshot it was and i thought it was nice to share it on my blog.
why did i even shed unforgiven tears in the first place? i swear i'm dumb.
sorry i cant help but to think that i'm the disturbance in your life.
I WANT TO MEET ANYING NOW AND HUG HERRRRRRRR I MISS YOU DEAR(:
AND TO HAIQI: thanks for being the sweetest sister on earth to let me vent my anger on you. cause i totally can't hold it within myself anymore and i think this is the first time you seeing so much of me. thanks (:
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Stop being so contradicting Go away, i don't like you:(
Don't make those promises in vain again. Cause i know when you ever want to cherish a little more, it will be gone forever. i hate myself for this, ok i'm damn frustrated Cause if you did not started out doing all those, do you think i would even dare to feel any slight unhappiness. Don't let your ego put you down, seriously. you are not the way it seems to be anymore.
Monday, June 08, 2009
Tell me now, whats the feeling of being betrayed by someone close? and that person jolly well has to get his/her just deserts for making boths sides turning things sour. damn it i didnt know that standing up for your own rights is child's play and needless say, labelling others? omgoodness, what is the world coming to
does it prick your conscience
Saturday, June 06, 2009
damn sianzxzx, i'm losing my appetite greatly cause of FOOD POISONING.
OH MAN, BUT WHY DO I FIND MYSELF NOT LOSING ANY INCHES INSTEAD?
Friday, June 05, 2009
This is damn annoying, serious diarrhoea and the feeling of throwing up sucks shit!
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
ok i want some assholes out there to get this clear. ya, whatever its is you're bringing out this old issue it had been hanging on for quite a while and since this is the case i want to clear your doubts as for now.
hahah, such a joke. someone actually thinks that i thought im the queen and everyone look up to me. and if thats the case, i will want to say you look up to me too right? nobody ever says that. and just because im a little loud and you're implying that from my actions. like hello, get a smarter brain please. and since when did i ever say that i was successful? my clique friends will tell you all themselves whether I BOSS THEM AROUND? THINKING THAT IM MORE SUPERIOR THAN THE OTHERS? AHHAHA, PPL LOOK UP TO ME? ME THINKING HIGHLY OF MYSELF? [this is totally nonsense, cause i believe the person who comment on this obviously got more ego than me] HAHAHA AND I KNOW WHAT IS KARMA. for your info, karma –noun
Theosophy. the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation
YES, I THINK IM SO NICE TO BE REWARDED CAUSE I'VE ENLIGHTEN MORE MEDIOCRE HUMANS.
maybe im just too sensitive over what you've said. ya, im self-conscious or whatever. if you are not in the situation please dont get yourself involve. cause in the end, you will be at the losing end.
and please if you are reading my blog, why do you not have the guts to leave your name down? oh i forgot, you dont like people with so much ego like me. going around spreading tales are not helping. spend more time on reflecting what you've said.