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BEHIND HER MASKED SELF


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QIANYU
Read between the lines
and you will get what i meant.
The truth brings insanity;
SOULS
TO UNDERSTAND

THE LOVELY PEOPLE


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    WAY BACK THEN


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    pls have some responsibilty by not grabbing those photos that are not meant to be yours
    thanks and much loves
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    Saturday, October 31, 2009

    i've regretted
    i want to wait no more
    tired already
    i've tried all the methods i could.
    and still, the results are the same.
    why do i have to let the ppl around me to feel the heartache too.
    i hate this serious

    CAMP WAS GREAT!
    cause i know awesome people.
    but im not going to blog the photos anytime soon

    TONGUE PIERCING SOOOOOOOOOON.
    CAN'T WAIT YO.







    Friday, October 30, 2009

    you must know how i feel for you
    even after a week, i just couldn't help and went to find you
    i know i'm dumb and should move on whatever
    but then, how can i possibly forget all the things that we did

    i really hope there's this one last chance waiting.
    even if its a tryout, i will treasure every sec of it
    cause the company is you
    and i wish, you feel the sincerity in me

    you are hesitating for a choice
    will we quarrel like all the time in the future again?
    let me tell you this, we can avoid those quarrels if we compromise.
    and i know we really can
    dont be afraid to try again, cause you will never know until you succeed.
    and denying me a chance to try it,
    its making the both of us suffer only.

    now i know the point of drinking when you are sad
    and the feeling sucks much
    im running a temperature now.
    tell me about it







    Tuesday, October 27, 2009

    MJ'S BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST.
    SOMETHING DIFFERENT THIS YEAR.
    AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.
    LASTLY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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    i'm waiting for more photos to be sent.
    ok, i want to be busy with clothes now.
    byeeeeeee.









    PLEASE GO AND ASK MISS YANMING,
    HOW SHE PRONOUNCE AWESOME.
    A-WE-SOMMMME.HAHAHHAA(:


    HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOJIE!
    MINGJING'S TURN FINALLY(:







    Monday, October 26, 2009


    06.Èç¹ûÎÒ±ä³É»ØÒä - Tank


    this is a song from my friend's blog

    and if i really became your memory...
    play this and read at the same time


    Obviously my heart has not given up.
    its still dreaming with me.
    i know its impossible already,
    but just let me dream a little more
    so it won't hurt so much

    all those things that we did
    all the places that we went
    all the quarrels and happy memories that we have been through together are nonetheless sweet

    i know its damn stupid of me living in such denial waiting for you to carry me in your arms and giving me a pat on my head.
    i can only act strong and pretend nothing had happened in front of my friends.
    it's not that i'm not treating them as the best now
    but i guess some things are best kept in silent.
    thanks all for your words but i know it myself.
    i am just stubborn to accept it.

    for now, all this will be in history.
    i know whatever i do will not gain back your love
    so i won't waste my time anymore.
    i will try doing the things that we've wanted to did together
    and reverting back to my old self
    but this time round not for that glimpse of hope and just to gain back confidence in myself
    i know i can do it

    i have so many things to tell you
    but will you still be there to listen to me?
    currently, i dont know how i should face you
    i can only learn how to avoid and taking everything by stride.

    i dont know whats the sudden change when its like an excuse
    we can always compromise and talk nicely.
    but it doesn't seem that way anymore
    maybe your feelings had faded
    or maybe im not pretty to you anymore
    i really dont know
    this one yr is really great to have you around
    i will keep you in a dark corner of my heart and you will be my very good friend(:

    本来不觉得你特别疼我
    直到你放弃爱我以后
    已经过去 雨伞和雨衣
    不会再庇护我本
    来不觉得你特别疼我
    直到你不再疼我以后
    来不及了
    长长的简讯对象
    已经不会是我

    i thank you, my boyfriend.
    i think its really time for me to give up and carry on with my life
    but i believe in that 5 yrs promise, really.

    i think i've spent quite long typing this
    my tears kept blurring my vision.


    and now, i think i'm starting to get back on track
    but still my health is getting from bad to worse
    my heart problems are returning to me
    i'm having stomach upsets every now and then
    my appetite has become smaller each day.
    i want to eat more but nvm, idk why.
    good way to lose weight
    but don't learn, its wrong
    cause exercise is still the most practical way(:
    [i've learnt already:)]







    Saturday, October 24, 2009

    It's been so long that i've been so depressed.
    i've been trying many ways just to get back.
    and even the ex convicts got their chances back
    what about mine,
    i need someone to enlighten me.









    i don't understand this
    i had stopped eating since ytd
    and why am i still puking all over
    and the cold sweat just kept dripping
    the fever is just as stubborn as me.
    is this like my retribution or something?


    BUT ULTMIATELY, I'VE LOST 3KG(:


    ok, it's damn damn damn torturing.







    Thursday, October 22, 2009

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    thanks girl for today.
    *ignore my eyes


    When your mind says give up, hope says one more try









    i'm confused over what you've said
    and i'm super duper tired over what i'm going through.
    so i will just smile and pass my day happily.
    maybe i'm just not the same someone whom you've known for the past years.
    you've changed as well.
    ya, people do change and isn't it better to live in a beautiful lie rather than you waking up being pessismistic all the time. ok thats totally no link.
    and so, people do change and make mistakes.
    sometimes, the mistakes that you've committed are just hard to accept and forgive.
    i'm getting affected over small things you do and say thats cause there's love.
    i'm not sure if its mutual, but for me i definitely never regret not forgiving you those times when i'm pissed. and cause, i want you to know that you are important.
    but whatever, guys and girls always think differently.
    so no matter how much i tried to address my point of view, its redundant.
    i didnt know that meeting me would tire you out so badly.
    then be straightforward and tell me.
    whatever i've said are not important to you,
    cause you think that they are not pleasing to the ears?
    and cut those crap about you just playing overboard.
    don't ever deny that you have a little interest in her.
    i admit she's kind of cute but i think i didn't lost to her too.
    if you don't have the interest, then in the first place why do you talk to her for?
    just say that she caught your attention, beloved eyecandy.
    i'm not countering you in whatever i said.
    yes, i like to boss around.
    then what about those times when you asked me to go over your place, are those like not in sight?
    when we are outside, i gave you face.
    i tried my best not to show any attitude to you.
    but still, what i get. ppl scolding me having some dog face over one mistake.
    please man, whatever i do its always wrong.
    spare a thought for me can.
    i've always tried ways to improve[ok maybe my attitude just suck], but still i will never reach your ideal target.
    sorry then, my fault.
    ya thats all i know that i can say.
    and when you tell me face to face about me neglecting your work, you wont know how much pain i've received k.
    then those times when i planned surprises, what are all those?
    and its not that i've ever wanted to compare the sacrifices we've made for each other but just maybe i deserve a little better?
    ok, maybe i dont.

    continue later.
    my eyeballs are drowned.
    they need to breathe


    i'm just saying but i wont do it.
    why is it that hard to get over somethings which i must forget.
    damn it, i hate the world.
    i can jolly well go die.
    Bye



    OK, ALL THESE ARE FREAKING IMPORTANT!
    dino: You will always be with me
    i am willing to do whatever u wan me too. and im willing to forget all those
    miss me: Dun liddat k? I know we will forgive each other. ilu.
    Zy: Cheer up babe. not always there for u sorry.







    Tuesday, October 20, 2009

    just a post before the short hiatus


    Just when i've decided to give you a plus point,
    everything was just so wrong.
    ya sorry, i promise i won't let you neglect your work again.
    let's not meet till you finish your deadlines.

    yixin's birthday was awesome.
    and i met new friends and i like them(:


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    the rest are found in her facebook.

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    i know this photo looks retarded
    but i think the effects are damn cool
    i just hate to pause for minutes taking photos.
    then, i shall start shaking my heads.
    high on drugs.hahha

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    NEXT FRI IS THEEEEEEEEEEEE HALLOWEEN CAMP!
    SO SEXCITEDDDDDDDDD(:







    Monday, October 19, 2009

    first day of school was great.
    i think i don't have the vibe for blogging anymore
    maybe i will go on a short hiatus for now.
    but still, you must come back and visit regularly k!
    (:







    Thursday, October 15, 2009

    NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!
    HAHAHAHHA
    SOMEONE'S JEALOUS BIG TIME.







    Tuesday, October 13, 2009

    I'm having mixed feelings


    ²Â²»Í¸ - ÕÅÉغ­


    i'm sad, really.







    Friday, October 09, 2009

    i have the sudden urge to fly to bangkok right away. like now...

    this is only the book cover for my blog.
    the contents will be posted somewhere else.
    i need some privacy thats it.










    我要快乐wo yao kuai le - 张惠妹







    Tuesday, October 06, 2009

    Since nobody cares
    this should be the way

    yes, dont be bothered with me
    im just a nuisance in your life







    Monday, October 05, 2009

    so much happened today during work
    and just one sentence for that gucci freak,
    screw you bitch, i've worked 4 hours for nothing
    so lowdown of you. ok, maybe your gucci was fake afterall.

    im just scolding to make myself feel better(:

    i held my anger down all the way after work
    i admit i was super guailan today but i dont care
    ivy was nice to be my companion the whole day(:

    after work, dearest waited for like an hour for me.
    i am sorry, seriously
    but i treated you food
    and ok, i've forgotten everything temporaily and OMG
    I THINK IM THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH TODAY
    CAUSE I TRRRRRRRRIED AND POOOMISE. HHAHHA

    ok, rest well now you qianyu.
    sorry, i know its abrupt







    Sunday, October 04, 2009

    SPARKLES. OMG DAMN IT, THEY SUPER CHIO CAN.
    i need to sleep soon after uploading the photos
    im freaking tired.


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    and the aftermath;

    i concluded i have short hands seriously
    i cannot take photos properly with another person beside me
    hahah, OR RATHER MY FACE IS TOO BIG FOR THE CAM.
    I THINK I WILL STICK WITH NO.1 CHOICE(:







    Saturday, October 03, 2009

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    MY HAIR REMINDED ME OF TWISTER FRIES.







    Thursday, October 01, 2009

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    " i don't know what to blog about, everything seems the same."

    KEAGAN SNG SAYS, " SAY I PIG!"
    haha, i can't imagine you wearing this i swear.

    everything doesn't matter as long as i get to see your smile.