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QIANYU
Read between the lines
and you will get what i meant.
The truth brings insanity;
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TO UNDERSTAND

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    Saturday, January 31, 2009

    fine, everything's my fault and so be it
    since when will it ever be your turn to admit that you are in the wrong
    cause its screwed, i've got the blame
    when everything's well do i even have the right to claim the credit.
    and now what, starting a cold war doesnt help man
    ok ya, i'm always so evil to vent my anger here and all
    but this time round i really can't contain anymore.
    do you even care when i was injured so badly till my feet became trotters, i think you wont even care a shit out of it k.
    AND YES, SO WHAT IF I OWE MY LIFE TO YOU?! DOES THAT MEAN I HAVE NO MORE RIGHTS. ok, im going to stop this now
    IM SERIOUSLY IN A BAD MOOD

    and im going to start my torturous studying session from tmr onwards and hopefully my efforts will be paid off at the end of the day

    there's work till 5 tmr.
    oh man, im so looking forward cause its only 6 hours(:
    maybe this is the only thing that im happy about only

    AND TO GRACE:
    im sorry but you've called the wrong timing last night and i apologise for my somewhat bad attitude towards you. i'm not mad at you in any case.


    you are a need that i can't live without(:



    Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge - Luo Zhi Xiang


    這首為你點播的歌
    如果我先哭了
    怎麼唱到最後是的感情不是K歌
    音階一字不漏不見的感動我也懂
    拿MIC的手不能顫抖曾握著
    就能感受你比我難過誰寫的
    歌詞那麼適合放手我怎能捨不得

    我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
    我到地哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
    我努力唱好朋友
    我忘了是誰哭了
    就算你不記得 這首歌 唱完的是我

    我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有
    你心裡觸動的 下一首 已經不是我
    我努力唱大嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個
    只要你能記得 這首歌給我最愛的







    Friday, January 30, 2009

    I'm looking forward to 3 weeks later:)


    Yan Lei Zhi Dao - Wen Lan




    如果连自尊都已经不再需要
    这个世界什么爱你买不到
    天真全部可以倒掉
    海誓山盟变成一种玩笑
    如果连誓言都已经不再重要
    还有什么事值得你去骄傲
    所有承诺随风燃烧
    给你的爱已经停止心跳
    你可知道给
    你的爱无路可逃
    眼泪知道







    Sunday, January 25, 2009

    RAINBOW AFTER RAIN(:


    04.P.S - A-Lin


    this song is damn good serious.

    恨不得把明天没收
    让你永远不会变动
    专注的爱着我
    我爱你没有保留
    我爱你就到最後
    有些人值得等候
    有些悲伤值得忍受
    我爱你不是冲动
    生命尽头反正一场空
    只要你记得 我们那么爱过

    and i forgot to mention thurs was great
    love matters is quite a nice show and it is marked a lil more fantastic cause i watch it with superlove(:







    Friday, January 23, 2009

    I NEED MY CAMERA BADLY, AND ITS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.
    CAN IT RUN TO ME BEFORE CNY?
    IM SURE I DONT WANT TO MISS OUT THOSE NICE PICTURES.
    AND I HATE MY PHONE FOR BEING SUCH A BIMBO.

    • just dyed my hair and its no longer LIANXZXZXZX
    • OMGOODNESS, my hair length became shorter cannnnnnnnnnnn
    • something i wished for came true(:
    • nicest eyebrows ever(:
    • AND AFTER RECOVERING FROM ULCERS I GOT IT AGAIN.
    • BUT SADLY, I HAVE NO PHOTOS TO PUT UP

    SO NOW YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MY CAMERA(:

    i guess i wont be turning up that day to make it a difficult position for you.
    go and enjoy yourself then. AND YOU KNOW I WILL STILL LOVE YOU(:
    IT APPLIES TO NO MATTER YOU'VE GOT THE WRONG IDEA OF ME OR NOT.
    seriously, being happy or not to put all the blame on you its pointless.
    cause actually i just want to let you know my reason for doing that
    if you still think that im unforgivable, then forget it k
    i dont wish to say anymore because i know you wont hear.
    all the best then, DEAREST ANYING.



    不夠Bu Gou Cheng Shou - By2

    想我还是不够成熟
    还达不到你的要求
    我真的没有想的太多
    只是怀念 你走以后
    离开难道真的是解脱
    难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
    倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
    倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
    倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
    真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手








    Thursday, January 22, 2009

    I WISH FOR A SUPER HIGH TOLEARANCE MACHINE

    AND CARRY IT WITH ME WHEREVER I GO.

    i will endure no matter how harsh it is, cause that is the punishment i have to receive.







    Tuesday, January 20, 2009

    ANYING:
    i thank your effort for coming down all the way to find me during work that day
    but i guess its the wrong timing, cause i received bad news about hitting the target of 2.3k and at the same time i cannot stand the heat that is killing.
    PLUS YOUR SCARING REALLY SHOCKED ME. im not angry with you serious.
    its just maybe not the right time. contact me soooooooooooooon ok
    if you are still angry over this, then maybe i will talk it out with you again.

    The tears in my eyes are drowning me.
    And i hate getting sick all the time, and irritable sneezing and monstrous voice.
    I dont even feel like going sch tmr, the next day and best is EVERYDAY(:
    but thats impossible i know.

    damn, i dont know why but everything's not going my way nowadays
    even the tarot cards are telling my sign.
    yes, and i promised i wont believe. but somethings are predestined.
    so contradicting. whatever.
    im too sick to even continue to blog cause i dont know what other nonsense will come to my brain.


    TiAmo - (Fahrenheit) Fei Lun Hai, Liu Li Yang


    i like liu liyang's voice(:

    i need a change of hair colour
    my hair totally suck now laaaaaaaaaaaaaa, and i need to cut it real short.
    hahaha, im just saying. i wont
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    Sunday, January 18, 2009

    Sorry but you made me realised promises are nothing but a lie
    maybe you didnt know how significant every single thing meant to me.

    and i really wished i could change human's nature
    why must everyone regret after not cherishing those things when they are around.
    and when its gone, you try and try just to make it up.
    so what if im all filled with disappointment. cause at the every end i know im not any good enough either.

    hopefully everything will just turn out well in the future:)
    those above are just words said when im hot-headed
    puny little soul, dont be afraid. i wont bite you worzxzxxz


    對不起, 我愛妳 Dui Bu Qi, Wo Ai Ni - 黃靖倫 Huang Jing Lun


    有你陪着我就可以
    '走到天涯的尽头
    那时候 还记得那时候
    从手心传过来的温柔
    如果说 只能活这一天
    曾经与你深深相爱
    我已没有遗憾
    我用回忆温暖了
    想你的每一刻
    不让你离我太遥远
    走在这个适合拥抱的季节
    爱在心里所以我不可怜
    回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
    紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
    等待着我们说好的永远

    i like his voice(:
    and the jap version for this song is super nice.




    sorry i know i just spoilt the song
    and this is quite an old voice clip.







    Friday, January 16, 2009

    i'm thankful you have been here always:)







    Tuesday, January 13, 2009

    what you wish to say or want to say i won't want to know either.
    its none of my business like what i've said earlier on
    and those that have nothing to do with these, please i dont need you to make any comments or side anyone. thanks.
    cause i think its just a waste of time
    AND I WANT TO TELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ALL OF YOU, I DIDNT MANIPULATE ANYONE. YOU CAN GO AND ASK THEM YOURSELF. I DIDNT STOP THEM FROM TALKING TO YOU EITHER.

    this whole week will be so eventful till im suffocating.
    i hate it when im losing my sleep.
    and damn, im having blood shot eyes again.
    lectures are getting boring day by day
    but of course, i've become less noisy in class when time passes by
    im too tired to make any noise alrrrrrr.
    BUT WHEN IT COMES TO GIRLFRIENDS, I WILL TURN EXTREMELY WILD AND SCREAMMMMMMMM LIKE AN INSANE FREAK.
    ok, im ending here. my eyelids are getting heavier.
    goodnight(:






    zou huo ru mo


    this duet's damn nice i swear(:

    and then, PLS DONT TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.
    AND STOP BEING SO PARANOID OVER WHAT I HAD DONE OR NOT, AND IN FACT I DID NOT EVEN DO A SINGLE THING. ITS JUST PURE COINCIDENCE.
    I SERIOUSLY REGRET WHAT I'VE SAID IN MY PREVIOUS POST.
    TAKING BACK ALL MY WORDS BUT THEN AGAIN QUARELLING OVER SUCH CHILD'S PLAY ARE JUST A WASTE OF MY TIME.
    AND IN CASE, YOU'VE IN MIND THAT I STARTED IT FIRST THEN WHY NOT THINK ABOUT THINGS THAT MADE ME BLOG ABOUT ALL OF THOSE.
    IF YOU ARE THINKING THAT IM ACCUSING YOU, SEARCH YOUR CONSCIENCE AND YOU WILL KNOW THAT IM AT LEAST 80% TRUE.
    ALSO,LET ME WARN YOU IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE TO SEE THIS.
    RMBRRRRRRRRRRR, THERE'S ALWAYS A LIMIT TO EVERYONE'S TOLERANCE LEVEL.
    YOU WOULDN'T WANT ME TO NAME IT ALL OUT HERE. THE OTHERS ARE NEEDLESS TO SAY. IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO SAY IT ALL, I CAN.









    Monday, January 12, 2009

    NO POINT HARPING ON IT ANYMORE,
    CAUSE EVENTUALLY NOBODY GETS ANYTHING BACK.

    i decided to give lecture a miss
    this few days had been so torturous with school and work
    can i quit school, like omg i think im going to sch for nth maybe just for the sake of GIRLFRIENDS. thats all, damn! can someone make me bloody hell reflect.
    I NEEEEEEEEEED MOTIVATION.
    and i think i've been so busy that i had neglected youuuuuuuuuu.
    sorry sorry, ya i will make it up to you soon.
    16th is approaching again, and that marks the second(:
    so loooooooking forward yo.

    Because you are my best love


    眷恋 - F.I.R.飞儿乐团


    oh man, this song is nice ok.
    no, practically all their songs are a must to listen(:







    Thursday, January 08, 2009

    IM WATCHING MOBTV NOWWWWWWWWWWWW.AHHHA
    ya and im tired alr. i will sleep soon after ranting.

    maybe im in no position to say this
    but this is nonsense, i dont even see you having the slightest guilt at all
    as long as you think your conscience is clear.
    it is not unfair at all cause i didnt manipulate anyone to do any judgement.
    oh man, i dont know but its all disappointment
    nvm, that one might be none of my business.
    and talking about helping you.
    oh man, tell me about it. YA I NEVER HELP YOU cause you are just plain lazy to read the paper in front of you.
    EVERYTIME LIKE THAT, SAY IT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE MAN
    I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE JUST ACCUSE ME OF DOING THINGS THAT I NEVER DID AND WHEN I DID THEY SAY I NEVER,
    YA AND YOU CLAIM THE CREDIT. WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. LIKE I CARE.
    and yes, we are always living in our own world.
    aiya, its always wasting my space writting about all these.
    but i have no choice or not i will explode anytime in front of you.
    you think i actually wish to do all these. i thought our recent actions will make you realise but it seems helpless. nvm, at least we know we tried our best
    although it will not be the best or rather you will think its the worse but we will never harm you
    so pls, dont come to us when you have trouble
    i mean as a group pls, if everything turns out good share it with us. if its bad, we wont mind too. but dont make it as though you come to us only when you face difficulties
    and PLEASE IM SURE I HELP YOU BUT maybe you just get the wrong idea to just read the instructions. its not karma or whatever but your attitude towards it. and i know its your birthday tmr.perhaps im bearing grudges, but sorry its not within my tolerance level.
    way too much really. i write it out here not for everyone to despise you. anw, there's no name.
    but to let you know i want you to change for the better.
    all the best. you can dont talk to me if you want.
    and definitely, I WANT TO WISH YOU AN ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:




    Zui Ai Hai Shi Ni 最愛還是你 - Tang YuZhe 唐禹哲

    a rather old song but a nice melody(:









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    CAN MY MOUTH DONT TORTURE ME ANYMORE PLS?!
    I NEED TO K BADLY, IM SERIOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
    i swear the ulcers are making a fool out of me can, even when i talk it has to be softer so no one knows if im making the right pronouciation.HAHAHA

    i just sang a few songs for selection.
    and i think i sounded badly,
    NVM TUE I WILL BE GOING AFTER YM'S AMPLIFIER. HAHAHA

    OH MAN OH MAN, TMR WILL BE A LONG DAY AND I HATE THURS SO MUCH.
    IM GETTING MORE AND MORE RESTLESS TO GO TO SCH
    i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed some motivation(:

    i miss my sister.
    hopefully she's well in camp and when she comes back i can complain everything to her.
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    i dont know what is that random photo for anyway,


    Yan Lei Xiao Le 眼泪笑了(Tears are smiling) [FULL] - Jade Liu Li Yang 刘力扬


    我眼泪都笑了
    谁还想哭呢再勇敢的站着
    找回光和热面对你的时候
    我不会舍不得因为你已是过客
    因为路有些曲折是美的
    我眼泪都笑了
    谁还会哭呢来不及完美的
    就唱首骊歌
    想起你的时候
    我不是卑微的
    反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的