i know what i will be saying are mostly redundant. but still, i have to say it out unless someone's there for me to vent my anger on. today's definitely not my day, final. i mean it like totally, everything's not going my way i was never and i meant NEVER scolded by lecturers and no matter how noisy am i, they will just tolerate. maybe just maybe i had reached their limits btw, i only do that to lecturers who dont know how to teach. cause basically i know it will be a waste of my braincells trying to figure out what is she trying to say sitting in the LT stoning is my pastime, period. and just her luck for squeaking into my eardrums which make me cursed her more its not the first time she's doing that. if i did what you asked me to, then wouldn't i turned into your good doggy? i swore and cursed like hell during that 1 hour of your lesson. it seems like 10 hours, my god. seriously, i think i can just get so many things done in that hour you think i really bother well enough to even go to your lectures. read it here, stated big and clear for you: i go for the sake of attendance as well as clique, dont think too much. you think i want to see your face everyday/just go home and fly your powerpuff girl kite la. oh man oh man, you are just toooooo-no words could describe.
after that was work. it was damn tiring and i got all so lazy to even get my bones upright. and i almost fell asleep while sitting there ok, i think im too lazyyyy to blog now. time to sleeeeep again, im tired!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
im so going to rant about lectures again. its like super boring to the maxxxxxxxxxx. and i mean it like seriously. sunday was nice with love's accompany. you made my day ok((: i will upload the newly taken photos that i took during lecture. sucks core can. soon soon. i dont even have the mood to do anything like seriously. and i think i can jolly well go and fix my eyes la. i kind of forgot that i can sleep late today and i woke up at 9. ok am i retarded or retarded. nothing's interesting for me recently. i'm very boredddddddddddddddd! i want to go kster bar can.ahhhh, mingjing, next next thurs ok. dont send pigeons to me ah,hahha i think my post's in a mess. i am moodless anw. photos next.
its not camera trick, ym took this.
oh man, i swear he's super cute. of course, he's my bro duh
mark my words, ym really loves to eat wires
Monday, July 14, 2008
damn it, screw that wtr subject. i wasted so much of my energy on that ok, wth in the end she said a whole lot of crap. oh man, she can just go home and fly kite can. i should not have done that project and make myself so bloody tired when she had no time to even have a glance on it. forget it laaa.
i think i have just wasted my youth on sch today 2 lessons of lectures are just a waste of time i think i just practically sit there and stoned i tried to understand but nth gets into my brain, irritating quiz was even best, after 5 min of sitting down before even to warm the chair we can just leave the room. whatever, i dont even want to blog about today.
i will relink those that i have not when i have the time ok. i promise.
i dont want to have anymore of those wishful thinkings. get out of my life if you are having some unwanted thoughts, really. i dont want both of us to suffer.
sch tmr again, madnessssssssssssssss. oh ya, i need to bring my wires for yanming. SHE WANTS TO EAT THEM BADLY. my cam MIA again i will find it back to upload a photo of ym eating wires.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
OH MAN, IM SERIOUSLY DEAD THIS TIME. I HAVE TO HAND IN WTR PROJECT ON MON AND I HAVE STARTED ON NTH. SOMEONE HELPED ME PLS?HAHHA.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
eh, i've break my best record of being so so so damn late for lessons. class started at 9 and i reached only 10 min before the lesson ended. not my fault not my fault, traffic light got problem la. why can't it remain green for 15 min, then like that i wont be late:) but still, the teacher's nice to mark me present.
after that was ckt lecture. i want a change in lecturer, oh man oh man. she can just go and teach her oh so hardworking students that she claimed she have it in her LT. goodness, get a life get a life. hahha, cannot blame. i know i know. reaching menopause age alr. i simply just have to plug those headphones into my ears and start to sing like no one's business. see who offended who in the first place. some ppl need longer time to process their braincells can. give out and you collect it back. waste time might as well dont give at all right. really too much. i tried to listen but still, it never fails to make me fall asleep ok. its good enough that i never escaped from your lecture. seriously, i think im being too kind. oops ooops. i know mr tan will be seeing this. but then but then, i need some place to vent out all my disatissfaction. dont care about my views ya. pretend that there's nothing ok:)
dfund lecture was indeed the opposite of ckt. i could understand even if i just put 70% of my effort. just so because the method of teaching could be compared with heaven and hell. my hands are aching. i just typed all at one go. finally, i learnt to multitask a little.
after sch, went home with ym. as usual, she was always that crappy. hm with her and after that to work. she asked me to blog about her shit that is going to protrude out anytime. see how gross is she la, she still ask me to acc. her to the toilet. oh man, such a wonderful friend i've got but she's nice beside the disgusting part.
work was kind of a little nonsense. and i think this week of sch is a little rubbish to me. i dont understand what is going on ard me.
i need to buck up before it gets any later.
pretty pretty girl, aud bestest(:
oh man, i realise i dont have a proper photo with ym. retarded and spastic actions yo. hahha. i cannot upload photos from my phone. help me find lg pc suite someone. okok, i have to be early for tmr's lesson. go and sleep now everyone. byeeeeeeee
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
i'm being such a bias freak of putting my homework aside for all these leisure entertainment. TIME MANAGEMENT PLS. i really want everything back to normal. but not those endless naggings from those lecturers. my god, i can just die from it. and one just asked us to shut up today. to think i still could even pay attn during lectures and tutorials for today only.hhaha for wrtoral as usual i've just had my unknowing sleep. and she's super obscene to the maxxxxxxxxxx la. THAT LF JUST SCRATCHED HER BUTT IN FRONT OF ME COUNTLESS TIMES. OH MAN, MUST BE GOT LOT OF WORMS.HAHAHHA AFTER A FEW MIN, SHE WENT TO THE TOILET. TO...? SCRATCH HER BUTT.HAHAHA. and her molecules kept vibrating when she jumps.thats funny.
anying anying anying's day today was kind of rush. but i love it when i see her, everything will turn out fine. my lifetime lover lehhhhh. right right right? keep everything a secret ok, i will update you more of everything.
are there really some things friends can't share that are between lovers?
i shall be off to do my effcom now.
Monday, July 07, 2008
even if it wasnt any wise decision, i've never regret anw. cause i know there will be you standing here for me no matter what it takes. just cause you are a bestest friend i can ever have, it pains my heart to do what im suppose to. im sorry.
madness of working 5 days straight in a week. and 2 days of kbox-ing continuously. i've never been so insane in my life before i guess for now. and i have to thank her for sending me to work and of course to be my alarm clock. cause no one has ever volunteered to that willingly ok. after that, my torture begins. but of course, anying made my day(: she came and meet me at work with her ai xin muffin.hahhaha thanks thanks but the whole day i've been only drinking water cause seriously that environment can really dehydrate a person drastically. trust me. and dont ever stay in bugis lvl 1 for long. seriously suck la, every 15 min i can like finish 1 bottle of water can. terrible to the maxxx. ohman ohman, and and and everybody just pisses me off today. i mean those customers and some of those i should not name out ppl. eh hello, i dont owe you a life. whats wrong with your attitude la. wah, damn irritated can esp. when i've tolerate you for soooooooooooo long. after that, grace called and i thought i could hint her to fetch me home like how she fetch me to work. but then, she called just to ask if i've ended work and tells me she's at home. and of course, i've made my way home myself. but she's being nice to entertain me the whole day. forgotten to add a statement, world known fact i guess. the way she replies me ressembles someone.
i should add a photo up. ya, have to wake up for sch tmr cause there's no more youth day. old alr what, moron.
dream a little dream of me<3
although i wish to rewind back to the past, i know its impossible now. not even a single bit for me to reminisce. all of it was over and i know, nothing was left. not even our long conversation talks which last throughout the night which makes me laugh so loud till i would not even care less about the neighbours. im a little disappointed in you though im not given the right to, your disappearance had of course made a huge impact which make me realise its time to wake up and not to rely i have to be and will be an independant big girl and so, i had decided not to disturb you till then, i will always be here for you.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
we are too close for any chemistry. it seems an impossible mission to fulfil. why not just things stay the way it is? perhaps thats best for you and me(:
i am like super stress with work cannnn. sch ended at 1 today and i rushed home to get a change and off to bugis. so all these while, ym acc. me she's super cute la, she took the train to clarke quay with me and back to hougang. ooops, i just revealed her secret. hahhaa ON TOP OF EVERYTHING, SHE MADE MY DAY(((: ok, thats like almost everyday right ym.
there's like work left undone for me. it looks like i have to burn the midnight oil to get it completed. and what, sch starts at 9 tmr laaaaaaaa. oh man, and i think its super lame to go to work after sch tmr. which is like only 3 hours. which equals to only 15 bucks. i rather exchange those notes with my sleeping time. im becoming a panda can. dont even know what im busy of. luckily there's no sch on fri. im so excited im so excited, im going to see anying on fri. and its kbox, like finally.
can someone give me a wake up call tmr? i guess im going to be late for tmr's tut and whatsmore is that LKK. which always seems to be super punctual every lesson. so early for what, got prize take ah.
and you this kuku ass stupid pig, stop suan-ing me i tell you. you didnt even help me find a solution cannnnn. dont like you alr la. shoo shoo shoo go away. still can lol me somemore. i box you ah.
i realised i didnt post any photos for damn long. so sorry, cause im being super ineffiecient in finding the link. no kind souls want to help me find, so have to bear with it ya. and i just edit this in random, sorry if its not very nice ya. spoil ppl's eyes only.
i have to rush my work now. i will try to blog soon. byeeeeeee