shall blog from thurs. went out with anying. haha.and she was late for an hour la. shes so funny la. she miss the stop cause she's sleeping. den in the end she finally stand at the door there so that she won't sleep. so kind of her to treat me to adjisen. talked quite a lot. and went to get ruixin's present. hope she will like it. had guides ytd. went to compass with joseleen, cherly and another few. got ruixin's cake. luckily our efforts were not wasted. den went to celebrate ruixin's birthday at somewhere. hope you will like it ah. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! and finally misunderstandings was cleared up ytd. AND YOU THAT FAT ASS. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYTHING JUST SHUT UP K. YOU SAY IT AS THOUGH IM SUSPECTING EVERYTHING. WHO KNOWS IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO STARTED IT? JUST TRYING TO BREAK EVERYONE'S FRIENDSHIP UP INTO BITS AND PIECES. GO AND DIE LA. YOU DON'T KNOW IRRITATING YOU WERE. going to rot at home today. im going to see anying again tmr.
there's no late wakeup today. so went sch at 730. had the paralithurgy session. was actually not bad la.but i think its the ava's fault that makes it so loud. my ear hurts k.slept quite abit. so after that was pe. every wed's turnoff. haha.everyone got this pager thing to check our stupid pulse thing. its like not as if we don't know maths. every lesson count heart rate. we are not going to die so soon lor. lessons were quite alright. dismissal at one. went to meet ruixin after that. finally my flag's like almost done just by a lil lil bit more. sth unlucky happen la. but it might be considered as quite heng for me. anw, thank ruixin man. ahha.den went back home. going out with anying tmr. like finally.haha. i shall go do my work now.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
although i did not have any satisfying results but i was not taken aback and still it is my passion, it will and will be i guess for this only some ppl would know thanks for those who accompanied me all the way. i really appreciate it. ruixin-thanks for running ard for me cherly-thanks for your encouragement clara-thanks for being there to give your support gaile- although i don't know you, but haha.thanks for turning up jasmine[mummy]-thanks for your msg jasmine koh- thanks for going there.haha. sauyan-thanks for your msg too(: lisa and choiling- thanks for being there so early. anying-thanks for your advice yixin-thanks for letting me to encourage you.it calms me down.haha. all of us really tried our best. as for me, i think i was tied up by nervousness. this will not be the end of world for me. i did not cry or neither am i sad. maybe just abit.but overall, i think its quite an experience. it took so much courage and those ppl who were there on the platform be it pleasant or not to the ear, its still an effort. and some ppl just critisizes how some of them looks or their talent. its like not as if you can be that brave. so before you talk about others look at yourself first. i will continue to work hard and do my best and not let anyone down again. and good luck to those who were able to enter the next round.ok.so ya. was quite busy this few days. i broke record man. i paint our patrol's flag in like one and a half hours. so went kovan to get some stuffs. camp is like coming in 10 days time. im soooooo looking forward to it. and after that it would be POP practices. its like almost every mon and wed. and its like 16 days after the camp its POP. shedule's uptight. but everyone needs some stress. i have to study for ss now.bye:)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
went for sch today for chem class.
im like practically going there for nth.
so i listen only a lil and started disturbing tiffany.
she's damn funny la.
after class, tiffany turned wild. ahha
she started hugging and kissing ppl.
but i think TIFFANY'S CUTE!haha.
tiffany faster thank me, i praise you.haha.
so kendra's going to cut hair today.
i wonder how it will be like.haha.
and went macs with mummy.
talked alot la. ahha. and walked for dunnoe how long.
and saw lisa and her sister. im going to support her sister.haha.
going out with ruixin later.
proposals are still not really done. but its quite an achievement.haha
we finish majority of it in a week.
i can't feel your love.
i can't feel it.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i realise i didnt go out with quite a few ppl for centuries. especially an ying and yixin. we will go out after classes every sun. but now, i don't think i will keep to the promise that i give. i will still contact the both of you, but im leaving in 2 weeks time. we built up this friendship strong. even when we have disagreements, we will compromise and move on in life with quick. whats wrong with us now, we don't even call each other and only get to see each other maybe once in a mth.but im sure that i won't lose 2 such fantastic friends in life. I LOVE YOU ALL<3 so ya, i have not been going kbox for mths la. goodness, and i sing like some pri sch kid now. i can sing to you if you don't believe. im going to buck up man and at the same time study. who will ever be satisfied with their results. i guess i should give up my dream and aim for the goal in my life. study<3
i shall blogged from what happen last night. haha. met cherly, ruixin, anna at 9. and my plan with cherly succeded.yay! we managed to scare anna and rx. haha.den slack there for a while. went to hougang mall to buy cherly's stuff. i and anna were like fighting with each other.haha she take advantage of me instead lor.haha.kidding. doesn't mean i took advantage of her k. ya. so we were fighting all the way. and we were landed near the traffic light. stand there like some kuku head for 15 min. haha den waited for anna's bus, ruixin send me halfway home as usual.haha. was fun that night la. im so high.haha. went back sch for maths remedial today. was still late even when i woke up early. so 2 hrs of maths finally finish. walked to compass to meet ruixin with chermaine and mummy. the trip there was seriously funny la. chermaine made me traumatized.haha den they left for ps.leaving me there.haha. was running ard compass thanks to who. ruixin. at first, wanted to take cab. so i waited for her at the taxi stand. den she wanted drink. so i went to buy it for her. and went back to the taxi stand. few min later" im taking mrt" and went to the station. seriously im like so idiot running ard. so we went ps too. and i saw mummy and chermaine.haha. went to eat at burger king for ONE hr. ahah.had some "french fries battle" throwing here and there like some lil kids. there were really kids ard looking at us. but we still continued. we laughed non stop la. ok ya. thats not the point. and received a msg from mummy."STELLA ALERT"goodness. we quickly buy our things and went off. before that, drop by chermaine and mummy to see if they were really doing their productive study session.apparantly not.haha. so bided goodbye and went over to kovan. after that to compass to meet joseleen. before she comes, i started adding things into my food.haha. ruixin was disgusted.haha. den after i eat finish joseleen and i were like plaing with everything. and i tricked her into some experiment.ahah. she got tricked!haha. had our heart to heart talk. den started playing with the food again. it was nth unusual with us ard. den saw kendra's clone.haha.grace.haha she super paiseh when she saw us. even the way she walks look like kendra.ahha. after that joseleen went seperate ways with us. and we all went home.having tution soon. spoil the day.haha. but i think im starting to have interest in maths again! yay! maths <3
Saturday, March 10, 2007
had sports day ytd. rushed home and to compass. cabbed down to stadium we are damn early.haha. den reported for duty after that. the sun makes my face red k. and i have fun doing ushering with the npcc ppl.haha. josephine and especially GRACE SEE.haha. she's so funny la. and so we started talking talking and talking . and finally our duty done.hah. had migraine.damn pain la. cabbed back home. den i had macs.haha. went for some guides hike outing today. so funny la.haha.and i think winnie is pretty.haha. took 144 photos. was so high on the bus and started singing. haha. den went to slack in sch after that till 12 plus. cherly went home with me.and went to find rx after that. was like so damn sleepy.haha.ate laksa. i want to spice myself to death la.haha. so sleepy.but had fun at pepper lunch. tried the ice-cream.and started adding diff. things inside. everything.and seriously it was damn disgusting. im going to sleep now.BYEBYE SLEEP!<33
Thursday, March 08, 2007
decided to delete the post. so ya im going to repost again. emo time! how i wish time would come to a standstill and not to wake up from that beautiful dream. OK ITS IMPOSSIBLE! im very very tired. tired with everything and that includes life. 1 week break is not enough with those lessons coming on. but still a fact is still a fact. eng was quite ok. i will promise to listen in class. I DON'T WANT TO GET DISTRACTED ANYMORE! SHHH! had phy in the morning. it was boring la and at the same time having headache. i hate it la. 3 periods straight. but i learnt sth at least. after that was cme, i really regreted for being lazy. and for the first time, i teared in sch. i really came to my senses. maybe you might just think im talking all these craps and bullshits. im serious la. i don't want to repeat another yr. Os chi is like coming in 2 mths time. i hope for a 1. i must do it! there's sports day tmr. and duty again. and again its at the prize table. i want to do refreshments instead. IM TIRED. PLS STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSICAL STUFFS! I BEG YOU!
to: that someone i dread the sight of you now. everywhere and anywhere i see you. don't make me scold you one day and you regret. you are just getting on to everyone's nerves. WAKE UP! your attitude seriously sucks k. i don't even think you know im talking about you. i think now, you would not even care about other ppl's opinions about you. all you care is just you and yourself. pls don't live in the world of your own. throwing tantrums like a lil kid is not going to work on us anymore. think of new tactics then. if you are seriously going to do that. i have nth to say. but at the very least, I THINK YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT THE PPL ARD YOU. AND TO REALLY CONSIDER THEIR FEELINGS.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
had guides today. everybody was like damn tired. especially the sec 3s. dun be stress alr k joseleen. we will help you no matter what.we are all stress with you. take things a lil at a time. dun stress yourself up. to: that someone i dunnoe know whats the problem with you la. just because now you are a diff. person. doesn't mean i have to put up with your attitude and everything. don't give me that look as though i owe you a million. I DON'T. maybe you are just used to me giving in to you and all. or rather maybe i have change. seriously you don't too much that ppl will be scared of you because of your some what attitude. you will only make ppl feel irritated la. think about it yourself la. to: someone you don't vent your anger on me BIG SHOT SO WHAT. i tell you i DON'T GIVE A DAMN. you are making ppl pissed of everyday. we are all very tired not only you. you should be glad that ppl are still willing to make friends with you. you seriously don't know how to appreciate those ard you. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
tmr's sch again. but its wed.haha.get to slp abit more. this few days lessons have been quite alright i guess. I WANT TO CONCENTRATE! all these nonsense pls dun come k. PLS PLS PLS. seriously, im damn scared about Os now la. den on mon stayed back for guides for a while. miss chan was like so funny la. showing us some of the dance steps.ahah. talking about some stuffs. she's nice.ya den today, ruixin scare the wits out of me can. i thought she was lost la.called her 20 over times i think. and in the end, her hp batt low. and went out with jasmine. best.haha.make me walk dunnoe how many rounds in punggol park. everybody was like damn worried. den ask ppl to look ard for me. and in the end, i owe favours. ruixin, you owe me too alright:) haha. its alright. this shows that tru friends really exist k. there's guides tmr. just pray that it will be a more relax meeting during COH.
Friday, March 02, 2007
had career fair today. was like playing hide and seek. was ok la.but it was not on our way back. we have to squeeze like some sardines. den had guides. trained footdrill. i think they are damn scared of me la. but den i have got no choice either. so scolded them but the fun was at the later part. everybody was like so high.haha during the welcome party. and im like practically screaming every sec.haha i bet all the ug ppl were very tired. was quite a nice one. looking forward to camp la. was planning it just now. im so so so tired.did guides stuff till 9 in compass. den on the way home. this "well-mannered" lady that i met at the bus interchange pissed me off k. she just stands there and what does she expect me to think. and say my teachers dont teach me well. like pls la. more like she has no moral values. how would i know what she's thinking man. and this is the my first and only time im scolded for being ill-mannered. with just that"excuse me"word. since shes so well-mannered go take part in the competition k. confirm win top prize. was like going to break down alr and this kind of nonsense happen. wth la.look at yourself k. a lady with 2 kids. luckily im still in the mood that is controllable. if not i think im going to blast at her. and i stupidly went to say sorry to her . when its like NOT my fault. HEADACHE IS THE MOST IRRITATING THING ON EARTH! its killing me. im going to do sentry list now. pray that my headache will not be worser. ppl i am uploading the photos. will put it up soon.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
there's phy test tmr. i havent study. ahha.and for the first time in my whole life i failed chi. but overall, i pass.haha and there's no need to say for chem and ss. i got super low marks la. such a letdown.but im going to buck up. i seriously mean it but now im going to relax a little. haha.tmr's class outing again. im going to bring my cam. and 4I's going to start our cam-whore session again. haha. so fun la. im so looking forward to camp. i think its going to be fun.haha. pris will know what i mean.haha. this shall be all for today. im going to pass phy. study, study, study!<3