IM ROTTING AT HOME AGAIN OK NOTHING FOR ME TO DO. NO INCOME NO SPENDING. HOW SAD?!
was searching an old photo in photobucket. and i cannot find it. i like that photo so much la. and best thing i deleted it from my com. will upload another personal favourite. rumaged through my photobucket. hopefully it will not pollute your eyes.
i think i looked kind of different from the past. that innocence that cannot be found again.
ytd was talking to tiffany about xhh. look at my tagboard " we go on vday then you give him rose la" haha. tiffany,i will buy the rose and the rest will be up to you. best way to be updated from the story is to read our personal msg in msn. TIFFANY'S VDAY MISSION NOT TO BE MISSED. WILL UPDATE ON VDAY IF POSSIBLE TO TELL ALL OF YOU THE ENDING. HAHA. doesn't it sounds like a script. SO INTERESTING(:
IM SUPER TIRED I DONT KNOW WHY ALSO.
EVEN ROTTING AT HOME CAUSES SOMEONE TO FEEL SO RESTLESS LET ALONE THE GARANG GUNI MAN. NONSENSE AGAIN(:
HOPEFULLY CNY PASSES FAST.
OH YA I WANT TO MENTION ABOUT THIS STUPID QUESTION THAT EVERYONE IS LIKE ASKING ME.
MY HAIR IS AUTHENTIC OK! I DID NOT DO ANY EXTENTION OF WHATSOEVER. ITS JUST THAT THE AUNTIE EVERYTIME CUT SOME I DONT KNOW WHAT HAIRSTYLE FOR ME. THATS WHY IT TURNS OUT LIKE THAT. I CAN LET YOU PULL MY HAIR TO TEST IT OUT. AND IF STRANDS OF EXTENTIONS REALLY DROP OUT, I WILL PAY YOU $100 FOR 1 BUNCH. NICE DEAL RIGHT.
NOT LIKE ITS MY FAULT THAT IT TURNS OUT TO LOOK LIKE A WIG RIGHT. IF I WERE TO PUT THOSE EXTENTIONS, IT WILL HAD ALR FELL OFF LONG LONG AGO. USE YOUR BACKSIDES TO THINK PPL.
everytime have to ans. this kind of question. irritating. not once not twice but everytime when ppl see my hair. can't blame right. the colour was actually not like that. it was super bright red but sadly from that it had turned into some disgusting shit colour. see my old photo. i have long hair too. MY HAIR IS NOT FAKE. PLS DON'T ASSUME THAT AGAIN. THANKS
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I SEE MAGGOTS! im like rotting at home the whole day. FEELING SO IRRITATED SUPER EASILY SO TRY NOT TO PISS ME OFF. MAYBE MY PERIOD IS UP TO SOMETHING. was talking to bestfriend ytd till like maybe 130 and sweetheart called me. so have to stop our plans all before CNY HOR?! haha. ya, we must get it all worked out this sat.yay! so was talking all the way until 5. i dont know wherethis i got all that energy to talk it was worthwhile(: SWEETHEART SAID STH SUPER SWEET TO ME. SEE I BLOGGED ABOUT IT K. nth that happening in my life recently. 2 months had passed and there will be more to come<3 okok. shall post photos now. taken during the release of results. i think im super behind time to post all these.nvm nvm. nobody sees it anw. just post it to make myself happy.HAHA this photos are not really nice. use your backside to think also know. cause we are taking results on that day. who on earth won't be nervous?! SO SORRY IF IT POLLUTES YOUR EYES YA.
THATS ALL! WILL POST AGAIN WHEN STH INTERESTING HAPPENS YA.
Monday, January 28, 2008
i got sth new to post today again. went back to sec sch just now to take some stuffs. going back again on wed. hopefully if i can. after that went kbox with tiffany. its like donkey years since we went. rushed over to hougang and it was under maintainence. and tiffany never got to see her xhh! den was deciding whether to go amk or marina sq. and in the ended up in amk. and we spend like maybe 15 min to half an hour looking for that stupid lift that is located right in front of our face when we are like looking for it frantically all over the place. and sang till 8. and the process of it was damn funny. tiffany saw her xhh there. they are fated(: haha. but xhh left early. saddening. and we made a new friend, doris(: oh ya, forgotten to mention there was this time when we want to buy water up. and so asked tiffany to get it for me. i thought she use this super fast speed kind of thing. she was back in like a min. ok and she was like telling me. "qianyu, outside ah got like so many ah bengs la. i don't want to go" so funny. and so in the end, went with her. and really there are a lot. they surrounded the whole stairs ok. so inconsiderate. better not let anyone of them see this post. amk kbox ppl are nice(: go there next time although the room looks a lil smaller. and cabbed home cause tiff's late. yepyepyep. and came home. that was about all. no photos sorry!
NO WORK TODAY! SO HAVE TO STAY AT HOME TO KILL HOUSEFLIES. JUST EDITTED 2 PHOTOS. CAUSE CAUSE CAUSE I LOOKED SUPER PALE IF I DONT EDIT. WILL UPLOAD IT LATER. MY EYES ARE ITCHING, BACK IS ACHING, THROAT IS SUPER IRRITATING I SOUND SO LIKE MAN NOW LA. AHHH! AND THE WORSE THING WHENEVER AFTER I FINISH A SENTENCE, I WILL JUST GO OUT OF TUNE I DONT KNOW HOW. OK, I HAVE TO KILL HOUSEFLIES NOW. SHALL BLOG AGAIN WHEN IM FREE AGAIN. OOH! IM FREE AGAIN. CAUSE I CURRENTLY AM HOLDING A SINGLE JOB. BUT WILL BE UNDER PROBABTION FOR THE SECOND JOB.
PS. I WORK NOT BECAUSE I AM DESPEARATE FOR MONEY BUT JUST I HAVE NTH BETTER TO DO AT HOME BUT JUST TO KILL THE HOUSEFLIES.
GET I-PHONE GET I-PHONE GET I-PHONE GET I-PHONE GET 1-PHONE GET I-PHONE! YES, IM GETTING ONE SOON. MOMMA'S NOT SPONSORING ME AND WHERE IS MY MP3 HUH? ABIT VERY LONG ALR LA. NVM NVM NVM. CNY.HAHAH
oh i forgot to mention i went out with ruixin ytd like finally(: and i just blindly spent money on unwanted stuffs again. IRRITATING. AND THERE GOES MY 50 BUCKS OK.
IM TIRED OF WORKING ALREADY!
the second photo is for cynthia. who says im zilian. dont know who take photos more than me. and use my phone that time somemore. and what naked? i just made the effect a lil blurred la. full of crap la she. but shes nice(: see i praise you again.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
whats gone was never left behind anymore
did JAE just now. hopefully i can get in the first few. pray hard for me. tmr's my first day to open the shop ok. first time. die. i dont know how. alone somemore feeling so tired and restless recently. at the same time HELPLESS. i need a helpline. i do not know whats those emo crap that im facing for. yes, someone's the cause of all these miseries and hopefully all these will end soon. went drinking ytd. HAHA i just mix and match everything. met ruixin and drink for a while. her drink damn suck la.HAHA. BUT ITS ALWAYS NICE TO TRY NEW THINGS. den met haojiemei and friend to drink again. mix and match again. sitting at the highest level of the multi-storey carpark. it was super dark and started talking about some stuffs. after that rushed off to met someone again cause i thought sth had happened./ in the end, im scaring myself only la. i find myself so dumb really. and i want to tell this reader of my blog. i know you will be reading. you seemed very pissed with me with i dont know whatever reason. maybe you are annoyed with me or sth for i dont know why also. but you just change the topic saying that you want to sleep alr when i had alr said where i will be going. i dont know if you are angry or sth. just tell me straight in the face pls. i dont like this kind of hide and seek ok. or if you think that we should not talk due to some unknown reasons tell me too. so i wont feel so bothered or sth. thanks.
i promise i won't say any emo crap stuff shit on my blog anymore and i hope i didn't. okok. have to sleep soon.
dont force things that are not meant to be thinking that impossible is nth. but just to let you know, impossible will always be that answer i will give.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
a dedication to you i'm sorry for being not able to function like the usual me lately. causing so much worries as well as those unnecessary troubles. and when you tried to care, i always think that its too late it too hard to control my emotions when you asked me too. im not any superhero or rather im not a robot i admit that i used my job as an excuse to numb myself to think about all those crap that i used to think of. isn't that normal? you will never understand how i feel. but above all of this, you are still one kind understanding soul which i've never regretted meeting. let this be the last time i will be saying all these and after that no more emo crapping shit for me.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
I ONLY HAVE 2 PHOTOS TO UPLOAD. OKOK. HAVE TO GO NOW.BYEBYE(:
THE EDITS SEEM ABIT UGLY AH. BUT I DONT WANT TO WASTE MY EFFORT. SO PLS TELL ME IF IT SEEMS PLEASANT TO THE EYE NOT K.
HAHA. THANKS(: i was supposed to blog last night. but i was super tired. and fell asleep at ard 2 i guess. ytd was working in bugis. and the air-con was spoilt for the whole entire day and i was wearing black la. IRRIATING! plus plus plus the spotlights. and customers keep streaming in and i could totally find no place i could stand in the shop and so i have to stand outside the shop. best right. bugis air-con seriously suck. dont go there during weekends. confirm will spoil one time.hhhaha so went home. nth really interesting ya. OH YA. I RMBR-ED THERE'S THIS LADY WHO WANTS TO BUY THIS DRESS FOR 30 BUCKS. ACTUAL PRICE:40 BUCKS. SEE HOW GOOD IS SHE IN BAGAINING. AND AFTER SO MUCH, SHE TRIES TO FIND FLAWS AND I HAVE NO MORE NEW PIECE. SO IN THE END, SHE DIDN'T BUY. WAH, I REALLY FEEL LIKE BOXING HER LA. ASS, I SEARCH THE WHOLE SHOP LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS AND IN THE SHE DOESN'T WANT IT. BEST. EH, PPL DONT TRY TO BARGAIN IN BUGIS. CAUSE PPL NEED TO EARN TOO ALRIGHT.HAHAHA NOT REFERING TO ANYONE. actually i do bargaining too. but then after this feel a lil guilty ah.
OK, I JUST REALISED ALL OF THE ABOVE ARE JUST CRAP. CAUSE I AM LEADING THIS NO-LIFE ROUTINE NOW. WHAT TO DO?! OKOK. I WANT TO GO OUT WITH RUIXIN.
RUIXIN, IM WAITING TO GO OUT WITH YOU AGAIN. FASTER. EVERYTIME WAIT ONE LEH. THAT TIME DURING Os ALSO. ANW, I TYPE CAPS NOT TO SCOLD YOU HOR. ITS JUST THAT I AM LAZY TO PRESS THAT BUTTON AGAIN. HAHAHAH. FASTER FINISH YOUR EXAMS AND GOOD LUCK.
ONLY ONE PHOTO TODAY. WILL UPLOAD ONE FOR EVERY POST IF I HAVE THE TIME.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
SORRY TO SPOIL YOUR EYES FOR LOOKING AT THIS! UPLOADING THIS FOR FUN CAUSE MY BLOG SEEMS A LILLLL BORRRRRRING! sometimes its just so hard to make a miracle come true with just a simple request from me to you. TODAY WAS SO SO SO A TIRING DAY WENT CLARKE QUAY EARLY IN THE MORNING TO BUY GIFTS. OK, I KNOW ITS MADNESS. ANW, MET SAU AT 1215. SO SO SO MISS THE FEELING OF BEING IN SCH AGAIN. TALKED TO A FEW TEACHERS. AND SERIOUSLY I REALISED TIME HAD PASSED VERY FAST AND AGAIN ITS A BRND NEW YR. DEN HAD CCA FAIR. EVERYTHING WAS SO UNPREPARED. BUT THE FEELING WAS ALRIGHT TO SEE EVERYONE GETTING TGT AGAIN. AHHH! I MISS EVERYTHING IN SCH. DEN WENT HOME WITH CHERIE. ITS ALSO BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I GO HOME WITH HER. AFTER THAT MET SWEETHEART FOR A WHILE. CANNOT BLAME SOMEONE FOR BEING SO TIRED. AND IM HOME SO EARLY TODAY(: THERE'S WORK TMR AGAIN! AHHH! I HATE IT LA. SHE DAMN IRRITATING. SHE'S THE BOSS RIGHT. DEN GOT NO KEY TO THE SHOP AND EXPECTS US TO BRING IT TO HER. AIYO USE YOUR BACKSIDE THINK ALSO KNOW THAT WE HAVE THINGS ON RIGHT. NOT AS FREE AS YOU! I SHOULD NOT WASTE THE SPACE FOR HER GETTING RESULTS ON NEXT FRI MOST PROB. GOOD LUCK TO ALL AGAIN AND AGAIN AND TO ME. HOPEFULLY I CAN GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT TO. PRAY HARD FOR ME THANKS(: OKOK. SLEEPING SOON. GOODNIGHT 10 MORE DAYS RIGHT.YA.HAHAHA hhaha. everything in caps. so nice. okok I WILL SCRAM NOW BEFORE YOU PRESS THE MINI X RIGHT AT THE CORNER TO SHUT THIS OFF. OK. IM CRAPPING AGAIN. SORRY AH. STAND MY LAME-NESS THANKS(:
Monday, January 14, 2008
ytd was happiness cause i've like spend 100 plus bucks with anying in like 2 hours. haha. we are the pros. anw, after that went back was deciding to go out after that. in the end, both of us thought of going back to sleep and go out again for dinner. haah. ok, so met her for ajisen. i did not eat that for like dont know how many cow years. haha. and met sweetheart at like 9 plus for movie, BODY#19 super gross la that show. i shall advise all not to eat before you watch that show. cuase its super super unpleasant to your eyes and most importantly your intestines. anw, apart from all those ugly ugly scenes, nice show(: rated 4/5* after the show went to the part and have our heart to heart talk. so sad. we are not allowed to meet for like 2 weeks. 2 weeks ok means 14 days which equals to so so so many hours. went home at ard 3 plus and had work today at gobi. i like doing afternoon shifts. there's work tmr again at bugis. so suck la that job. irritating. yes, im quitting the bugis job soon cause i had found a new job(: did not take any photos ytd. so i will not upload any. ok, eating dinner soon. byeeeeeeeeeee(:
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
going to blog a lil before going for work in another 2 hours time. ya. so i will only upload one photo today. editted it last night. it doesn't seem as successful but nvm i will just upload it. PPL, GO AND WATCH DOU NIU YAO BU YAO. its a nice show really. i wonder if ppl read my blog. have been reviewing so much but nobody cares. really no harm. go and watch k(: haha. saw my tagboard and im glad that at least there are ppl who miss my singing. which means its not that bad k. left like maybe 1 week plus plus plus to get results. ONCE AGAIN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL(: AND ME MYSELF ALSO. GOOD LUCK AH. ok, just found out that i had lost this loyal reader of dowhatyoufear. nvm nvm, there are still somemore outside right i guess?! i have to prepare stuffs now. im falling sick. ok actually i am alr ill. watch this video k. its actually LIM QIANYU singing but there's nth in the background. ya just hear and pls give some constructive comments. even if its bad just tell me k. thanks(: i know there are a few pitching problems. will work on it soon. will be away from blogging this few days. KEEP THE TAGS COMING!
its only half of the song minimise your vol. before playing. damaging to the ears. i realise the song have to put the max before listening. haha its just above the tagboard(:
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I'M SUPER DUPER PISSED TODAY! don't read this post if you are not prepared for my rantings all. so the main point of today is: i was supposed to work in bugis. and im like late for 10 min due to the rain. and so i called boss. and she happily didnt pick up the phone and when i reached lil india she called and said i dont have to work today. WTH LA! i rushed there and in the end you told me i dont have to work today. and you ate up 2 of my working days ok. and and and most importantly my pay. just nice when i called hao jie mei and a few, so coincidentally all dont want to pick up phone. best!when i want to tell someone nobody picks up ok. den went to clarke quay for a while and phone calls kept coming in. what luck man. SCREW THAT BOSS! MAKE SURE SHE FALLS WHEN SHE WALKS CHOKES WHEN SHE EATS. AND NOBODY BUYS ANYTHING FROM HER TODAY. irritating. im sorry for that evil cursings but shes too much la. ahhh! okok. have to help my sis with her camp stuff now. byeeeeeee! coming back tonight to blog if i have time. and to upload photo
Monday, January 07, 2008
i wouldnt know whens the next time i will blog seriously. so i shall just upload my photos and stop talking crap. i know ppl love images rather than wordy blogs. okok. shall upload now. sorry if its not very nice anw i doubt not a lot of ppl will visit anw. rmbr to tag tag tag(: so sorry for all of you to see the same edits again. this time when i will be away, i will of course think of new ideas ya. so bear with me if you see all of these. some of this might not be as pleasant to the eye. will blog after i have thought of sth. ok. work's tmr. and sweetheart's first day of work. good luck and endure no matter how tough it is. i dont think you will see this anw. nvm, i still love you(:
okok. only 2 photos up. cause i think the other edits are too gross alr. ok ADVANCE GOODNIGHT EVERYONE! and and and in case i can't blog on time. GOOD LUCK TO EVERY SINGLE SOUL TAKING THEIR Os RESULTS IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS TIME! GOOD LUCK YA(: okok. after the upload i must really sleep alr. let me type what i want to say first. go and hear this song called 101 by LIANG JING RU nice song.must hear k 1-0-1
in case you cant see it, im holding a mike. taken in kbox with anying.
im sorry but i spoiled the photo with my name on the extreme right. but i did not do it on purpose cause its total disgusting. okok. but anying looked very cute.
give me some ideas on my tagboard on editting ok. wo yao qu sleep alr. BYEBYE!
Friday, January 04, 2008
yes yes yes i have new photos. THANKS BELOVED(: despite being so so so tired after taking 5h of tests, she still uploaded it. anw, had work today. and i think i overworked myself till im damn tired. ok looking forward to sunday. why?! CAUSE THERE'S NO WORK. GOING OUT AGAIN.YAY! i dont think i can enjoy life that much after the release of results. but i must get below 20. must must must if i had alr disappeared from earth and escaped to mars. you all should know why la. ya i wil rmbr my treat on sakae with hao jie mei. yes! time passes damn fast. and everybody seems to get along well with 2008. but i seemed a bit not used to going to sch. I MISS SCHOOL! can you believe it?! im actually saying that. yes. hopefully i can attend sch in poly in april. there's work tmr again. BORING LIFE, SIAN! im talking to sweetheart later(: okok. i shall stop here. byeeee! and rmbr dont work in places which you are totally not interested in their clothes. cause it will hurt your eyes badly. im crapping(:
o60107 TODAY'S SUNDAY(: AND IM FEELING SUPER HAPPY CAUSE THERES NO WORK AGAIN. i shall upload a few photos if possible. and hell la. i got scolding from my boss again. she's crazy seriously. okok. i have to go now. will upload the photos again tonight or sth
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
ANYING'S FIRST DAY OF SCH TODAY GOOD LUCK TO YOU(: ok, i shall continue to blog while waiting for photobucket to finish loading.
so i met my DEAREST ANYING ytd to solve her problem. and im so glad that she had finally made a decision right anying? haha. so went pp and ate sakae. so they gave us such a pathetic small teeny weenie table for the both of us. so after we eat finish one dish, we asked them to clear until we pissed them off. haha. and the bill is like 60 plus plus in total.haha. when wanted to go east coast it rain. good point. so we stayed there and practically walking ard like nomads. den after the rain stopped a lil, walked to east coast. and i know ANYING LOVES ME SO MUCH(: ahah. and went home after that.
anying learn to relax. dont be so nervous always. ahha. we have got some un-tell-able secrets with us.
i realise i havent blogged finish and i just clicked on publish ok, anw. i've got more photos to upload than to say. i shall let the pictures do the talking ya
STARBURSTS ARE LOVE(:
im lazy to upload the rest alr. maybe next time cause photobucket is wasting my time. i need to go to workkkkkkkkkk soooooooooonnn!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
yes, i uploaded a photo k. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! just hope this year will be a sooth-sailing one for me in all kinds or area. and pls chop chop my Os results will be pleasant to the eye. so i spent new year's eve working. so sad k. but i got double pay and got to meet ruixin all after that. cause was dead tired and wanted to go home and sleep. AHHAH. BUT I CANT SPEND THE COUNTDOWN IN MY DREAMS SO YA. THEY SAID I LOOKED DRUNK WHEN I ONLY DRINK ONE PATHETIC GLASS OF RED WINE EARLY IN THE AFTERNOON. HAAHHA. MAYBE MY BODY TOOK A LONGER TIME TO PROCESS. yes. my face is as red as the baboon's backside. red only ah not look like. of course look better than the backside. so went esplanade for countdown damn a lot of ppl MANZXZX. anw anw, this yr's fireworks not as nice as compared to last yr's. but still its nice(: ok. contradictions. sorry again. oh ya forgot to add something. i cut my hair ytd. and hopefully ppl wont mistake me as 18 again. nvm, im still young at heart ok.
im officially missing you<3 SONG OF THE WEEK AGAIN! sorry i had not been listening to songs. but i can recommend this song to everyone its LANG LAI LE BY RAINIE. a song about a girl who is being cheated on love. go and listen its nice and catchy.
i've got sth impt to think about now. serious matter. byeeeee! and oh ya. no work today again(: