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    Monday, April 30, 2007

    just a very short post.
    going to study soon.
    english paper was like difficult.
    ok nvm. tmr's a public holiday!
    no sch. ok so going off now.
    bye
    study study study!







    Monday, April 23, 2007

    so today sch was quite alright.
    choir went for SYF.
    so think they did their best?
    den today teachers had some workshop stuff.
    so its like we are free almost the whole day.
    maths lesson was quite productive.
    did my work all.
    stayed back for chem and a while in miss ong's homeroom for the reflection stuff.
    hmmm, so chinese Os coming soon.
    28th may. grad cohort buck up man.
    study study study. no slacking anymore.
    not to disappoint anyone.
    and i've think through quite a lot and i think its quite a childish thought to do that. but what you did was really far more immature than me. have you ever thought that everyone had enough of you? its ok. we shall not rake up the past.
    there will be no guides till 18th may. its like im used to staying back alr.
    but now i could not stay back at all. and i could not even go back on 18th may.
    now sec 3s are going to run guides themselves.
    ruixin's not coming back for guides.
    but the seniors are sure going to go back when we are free. guides<3
    陪你等天亮

    眼看星星落下
    窗外一点一点出现阳光
    摸摸我的头
    你说我很棒
    我们都是这样
    一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
    难过的时候
    有我在身旁
    我陪你等天亮
    拥抱着一起分享
    能放心的哭一场
    是再微笑的力量
    只有你明白我的疯狂
    不管故事有多长
    世界对我太善良
    这一路上有你我变得坚强
    你知道我多傻
    在你面前从来不用逞强
    听我说说话让我靠一下
    我们都是这样
    想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
    可是不要怕
    有我在身旁
    比赛看谁早一点学会
    就算逆风
    也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
    勇敢的飞
    然后分享那种喜悦
    有你在身旁
    嗯……







    Sunday, April 22, 2007

    so ytd was such a tiring day.
    went home, bathed and slept.
    i shall blog about what happen ytd.

    SATURDAY
    went back to sch for oral in the morning.
    and im the last 3 to leave. ok.
    so called lover after sch.
    cabbed home to so some impt. stuffs.
    went out with ruixin after that.
    we admit we are street idiots. but i think im more of that to her.
    we are like walking another way and in the end we end up in the same place.
    dont really know how to explain.ya. it was seriously funny ok.
    den went to meet pris at j8. its been centuries since i've been there la.
    ok. so while waiting for pris, again, i pick, she tries and buys.ahha
    so funny la. den she got herself a bag and clothes.
    poly students really needs to have 365 clothes.
    ok so start shopping earlier after Os.
    so pris finally came. and i knew she would say she wanted to eat pasta mania.
    but seriously im paranoid of that place after that day's incident.
    but in the end, went in to eat.
    and so im not the joke of ytd.haha.
    ruixin started to talk about her orientation in poly. and also the cheers.
    will teach guides next time.
    pris started saying" what coxin?"ahha.
    inside joke. den talked for a while and went to acc. her to take 156.
    and in that bus ah. we are like total retards.
    pris kept making us non-stop.haha. good entertainer!
    "sa,sa, co sa sa"haha.so funny la. laugh till we teared.
    imitaing the couple in front of us. hhaa. so she alighted first. left only me and rx.
    cam-whoring. den went home. and she sent me home la.how nice. ok.
    so im going to study at home today.
    study study study!!!!







    Friday, April 20, 2007

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA! I LOVE YOU.
    so today school was quite alright.
    but just a lil boring.
    so went com lab for the cd thing.
    after that was maths den pe.
    passed clara her present. so cute la she. haha
    den went off for chi class.
    hmmm, so eng was the last period in the com lab again.
    was like falling asleep while watching that documentary.
    omg. i dont know what makes me so tired. but whatever.
    den went rm with pris. shes seriously funny la.
    ande deb came along.
    was like trying to break our record of eating combo 1 for 1 hr.
    but we did not break record la. but we set a quite good record.
    40 min to eat a combo.haha not bad.
    den went compass after that. deb went home.
    so went to courts to search for her cam.
    damn nice la all the cam.
    tmr will be chi oral.
    just hope that everything will be able to go smoothly.
    like how it is this few days.
    must pass it man.







    Thursday, April 19, 2007

    WEDNESDAY
    ytd went out with ruixin after sch.
    thanks allison and michelle for walking with me to compass.
    haha. so going out ytd was productive shopping for ruixin.
    i just pick, she just tries and buy.
    ahha.and off to get my stuffs.
    hard time man. but in the end finally got it.
    so cute la.haha. i mean that stuff. but it wasn't meant for me.
    so on the way back to hougang. it was totally a turnoff man.
    got this pervertic guy just kept staring at this lady.
    just because the lady seemed very demure and she shows off her thighs a little.
    but that doesn't mean he has the right to see la.
    and when he notice that i and ruixin were looking at him.
    he still continues. goodness. this kind of despo freak. eeew!
    den i and ruixin got no choice but to communicate using phone.
    i know its kind of lame to call each other when we are just opposite of each other.
    den there's this girl who kept on staring at us.
    like as though she has never ever see a girl before when shes one herself.
    nvm. den was like trying all sorts of ways to talk to rx.
    but she still dont seem to understand. i ever resort to sign lang.k
    in the end, we msg-ed. we are like laughing at the end of the trip.
    dig out both of their eyeballs ah. stare stare stare.haha.
    ok. so went hougang mall a while.
    so went home after that.

    THURSDAY
    had pft after sch today.
    and yay! i passed.
    thanks 4I for your moral support.
    so sat daphne's mother car home.
    going out with ruixin soon.
    so shall blog tmr. byeeee!







    Tuesday, April 17, 2007

    MONDAY
    school was hell for me on mon la.
    but lover brought me strepsils.haha
    plus the 24 maths questions. its a killer man.
    went for chem remedial.
    after to guides room to do some stuffs.
    ruoyu is funny.haha.
    had tution after that.
    totally cannot concentrate at all.
    and fell asleep after that. wth la.

    TODAY
    could not even talk in the morning.
    that horrible. ok den went for classes.
    its like slacking all the while.
    3 periods of chem free.
    ahha. lover brought me strepsils again.haha.
    after that went back home.
    seriously cannot hold anymore.
    the worse sore throat ever!
    BIG FAT LIAR!
    GO AND DIE LA.EEEW!
    HOW TRUE CAN YOUR WORDS GET?
    I WONT EVER BELIEVE YOU EVER AGAIN.
    AND I DONT THINK THERE WILL BE ANY CHANCE.
    heard that there wont be any guides for like 4 weeks.
    4 WEEKS?! goodness. intended to go back to visit them.
    nvm i shall visit you all when guides meeting starts.
    i so miss my guides la. its like not even a week gone yet.
    time is going to pass fast. and Os are coming.
    work hard everyone!
    off to do maths.
    byeeeee







    Saturday, April 14, 2007


    so had pft today.
    and gladly i passed.yay!haha
    so went compass with ry and someone[she asked me not to reveal her identity]
    yup, so on our way there. it was damn funny la.haha.
    so went home after eating mos.
    sorry ry din acc. you.

    to: you
    its not a big deal at all.
    i can also delete.
    i alr did my best to endure alr lor.
    everytime thinks that we are expecting too much from you.
    think about it yourself . think think think.
    if you think that the problem lies with me.
    den so be it. i dun want to argue anymore.
    so tiring and seriously not worth it to waste my breath on this kind of thing.
    go and die go and die go and die







    Thursday, April 12, 2007


    so received the news ytd that pop is postponed.
    so damn happy la.
    so pop rehearsal was called off.
    and so me and sy went for guides.
    was in the guides room before guides start.
    haha. started taking unglam photos.but not really la.haha
    but was quite boring ytd. gadgets.haha.
    ok.so went around taking photos and in the end got scolded.
    nvm. backbone was like aching hell!!!!!!!!
    ahha,yvonne so sweet la. gave us sth.
    so stayed back today for maths remedial.
    saw lover just now.
    there's guides tmr again.
    dont know if we will be going not.
    i just hope that everyone will still appreciate the times we spent tgt in guides.
    including those who dont like our batch.
    girlguides<33







    Monday, April 09, 2007

    sch was quite alright today.
    after sch, as usual headed to guides room.
    and din know the juniors were faster than us.
    ok, so we are not suppose to hear some stuffs.
    went up to get food. and saw daughter. haha. "cua dio"
    ok.anw, so we went down again.
    they locked us out of the room and took our unglam photos.
    how can?aiyoyo. so we were like some refugees outside guides room.
    after a while, they finally let us in.
    and started their shooting of unglam photos again. goodness.
    was touched actually. to see the efforts they put in for pop.
    den was having pop.
    and got the sudden urge to tear la. its like i can't believe im graduating in 1 week time.
    i can't bear to leave guides and most importantly my juniors.
    I LOVE YOU ALL!
    although i kept complaining that guides was boring boring.
    but it was GUIDES that brought us tgt.
    if not for guides, we would be total strangers.
    ok. so pop ended at 6 plus.
    sec 4s/5s were like discussing about sth.haha.
    sam was like getting so excited about it. haha.
    fri will be our last guides session with them.
    treasure every min, every sec together.
    thanks everyone for putting in the hardwork for us.
    we really appreciate it.

    听说南方从来不会有寂寞
    听说在海边世界没有尽头
    你哭覂告诉我
    你和他梦想的种种
    我会是你雨天的湖泊
    拥抱你的温柔
    好想看你的笑容
    对离开的他说
    你心中那份美丽
    怎么找都不会再有
    轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
    有一天你会找回你的梦
    幸福是看得透而不是
    舍不得他的所有
    慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
    我在这天黑了也不会走
    你的快乐除了他
    还有我永远守候
    不要难过
    ----
    听说冬天叶子熟了会 脸红
    听说在天空 有迷人的星座
    一起去探险吧
    也许你会喜欢而感动
    你沉默的时候
    我知道你的心还很痛
    真想看你的笑容
    对你的他大声说
    你心中那份美丽
    怎么找都不会再有
    轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
    有一天你会找回你的梦
    幸福是看得透而不是
    舍不得他的所有
    慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
    我在这天黑了也不会走
    你的快乐除了他
    还有我永远守候
    不要难过
    ----
    轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
    有一天你会找回你的梦
    幸福是看得透而不是
    舍不得他的所有
    慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
    我在这天黑了也不会走
    你的快乐除了他
    还有我永远守候
    不要难过
    ----







    Sunday, April 08, 2007

    getting so emo now.
    ahhh! 9 more days.
    and soon after it will be Os.
    pop's coming up.
    all the fun we share.
    all the scoldings we got.
    all the punishments that we faced.
    all together.
    and soon all these that we went through are going to disappear from sight.
    all these will only be left as memories.
    once a guide, forever a guide.
    although the feeling will be diff.
    im sure the grad. cohort got that same unbearable feeling to leave guides, to leave the sch.
    one thing that we will not forget is guides brought us together as one whole family.
    GIRL GUIDES<33
    to those that im expecting from you all.
    do your best k. im sure your efforts would be appreciated.
    no conflicts and keep your promises.







    Saturday, April 07, 2007

    i had not play so much since camp.
    went out ytd with pris, ruixin and julie.
    met them at 5.
    so went to tampines.
    haha.was making fun of ruixin all the while. haha
    all the man who came up on the bus are her boyfriends.
    ahha.so funny la.den pris started cam-whoring.
    and the whole trip was practically a joke.haha. the funniest part is at the later part.
    so went to search for movie. mr bean holiday. in the end, no seat. haiyo.
    so went to eat at pasta mania.started talking abt certain unpleasant stuffs.ahha.
    and seriously i malu-ated myself la. as some ppl know, i've got itchy hands.
    so i started putting things into the soup. and started by chilli. in the end what happen?
    whole bottle gone la. cause everything went into the soup even the cap.
    so funny and paiseh when the stuff there cleared the bowls for us. den i accidentally knocked my head against the wall. so clever la. i shall not blog about the others.
    and played a so-called joke on someone.
    and on our way to her hse, pris became the joke of the day.
    she saw a cat when i din even la. and she's like haha. so funny.
    i shall not say. or not kena boxed.
    den went home after meeting her.
    talked to daughter on the phone just now.
    she's so sweet la. ok i love you!


    i don't know if you know that the whole world is angry with you.
    you must be thinking what wrong did you do again?
    why did everyone expect so much from you?
    did you actually think of how we feel not?
    we endured k. and especially her. she gave in so much and on the verge of breaking down.
    have you ever thought of what you did to her was really hurting.
    your disgusting acts really turn us off, whats more her?
    you said i am always bad-mouthing you and all to her.
    pls la. if you did not do such stuffs, will i say? forget it la.
    and thats not bad mouth, its the fact.
    AND I DON'T MAKE UP STORIES!
    best friends will give true comments on what shes going to do. and not just don't bother about it and leave her alone. if thats your defeinition of true friend, then i have nth to say.
    we forgo our time for camp stuffs because we wanted to console you at that time.
    did you ever appreciate it?
    seriously la, we are not expecting much from you lor.
    think about it yourself la.
    and i don't make up stories.







    Monday, April 02, 2007

    im going to repost about what happen during the three days.

    FRIDAY
    went to school and back home to change for pop.
    pop was tiring but efforts were really apprecitated.
    early dismissal from pop. so attended camp earlier.
    went out with rx to rm.
    seriously we are like dehydrating on our way there.
    so went to buy some large coke and share.
    and after a while it was gone.haha. and of course,
    shui tong drank it.haha. den went back sch for dinner.
    seriously seeing the juniors kena punishment wasn't a good feeling.
    it reminded me of how i was in sec 1 and how much more severe their punishments are compared to ours.
    after that was dinner. din really eat much.
    went to set up ghost tunnel.
    unpleasant things unfortunately happen.
    but all these things are not within our control.
    and aparantly i fell down too. ok.so after that was night trail.
    did not really suceeded like how it was planned.
    debrief was the worse.
    the sec 3 leaders were really tired as i could see.
    den went to bathe at ard 2 plus i think. so shuang la.
    den stayed up for the whole night to do some orienteering stuff.
    and acc. some for sentry. thats all for first day.

    SATURDAY
    so another day. packed up all the mess.
    and went our for orienteering. some of them were really cute.
    i can see improvement especially in the sec 2s. thanks yvonne for leading the group without any complaints. you really grew up alot. continue the good job k.
    after that was outdoor cooking. it was disastrous. i almost got my hand chopped off la. still in the very dizzy state. luckily cherly was there to remind me.
    den went for campfire prep.
    our campfire item was quite a sucess i think.
    and i must say sorry to npcc sec 2s that they din get to perform.
    SORRY! the emcees did quite a good job too as their first time.
    what happen was not what we wanted too.
    whats over is over. so after that debrief.
    almost all cried. all the efforts that we put in all went down to the drain.
    but we did not really blame them. its not their fault.
    and sorry yvonne, i made you cried.
    so was quite tired the 2nd night. slept at 130.
    thats all for the second day

    SUNDAY
    something happen. shall not say.
    was quite angry with them.
    but ya. so taught the sec 2s sign lang. for pledge.
    hopefully they will still rmbr.
    had a lil' talk with them.
    imj just trying to put their comments to test which i think that will make guides better.
    and in the end, i got scolded. like wth la. i only asked you not to shout too much and you misinterpret what i said. forget it la.
    camp ended.
    was very tired went home to sleep.
    sch next day.

    so went to sch for this whole week.
    and i practically cannot concentrate during lessons.
    i tried my best alr.
    was pop after that. omg la!
    so tedious k. i think all the sec 4s ever thought of giving up the trainings.
    but still we perservere.
    11 more days

    to : all sec 3 leaders
    the seniors really appreciated your efforts.
    and i can see that deborah, bernadette and rena improved alot.
    and for the rest. good job.
    we understand how you feel.
    this is the first time you all run a camp.
    its ok. CHEERUP:)
    after we grad., we hope we could see a better job.
    and hopefully guides will become a better place for everyone.

    to: all sec 2s.
    you all really grew up after the camp.
    the past one year was a fruitful one for all of us.
    from misunderstandings, we became closer to one another.
    some became more responsible.
    sec 2s, work harder .
    we believe you could do it.

    to: sec ones
    sorry if you all did not enjoy yourself during the camp
    and to disappoint you all.
    but leadership was displayed among you all.
    good job ppl.

    I LOVE GIRL GUIDES!

    你好吗
    你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
    是不是
    还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
    要坚强
    我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
    虽然说
    孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚
    msn上太多的路人甲
    偶尔你也该上来说说话
    想着你的温柔
    想着你的模样
    我放不下
    都说过了再见
    我们各自飞翔
    各自长大
    抱紧爱会挣扎
    放开爱会心慌
    神也很忙
    到底要实现哪个愿望
    离开你那麽傻
    可以后侮吗
    风很大
    怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
    我很棒
    一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮
    每一天
    发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
    爱很怪
    什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅
    ooh心里最深的牵挂
    越想遗忘越不能忘