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    Monday, June 30, 2008

    i dont feel like blogging and yet i dont want to let this rot.
    so i will make a quick one out of this.

    so met joyce in the morning to pass me the key.
    it was really stupid to leave the key inside the shop when i have to open the door the next morning. oh man oh man.
    then went to workplace in cab cause i was super duper late to the maxxxxxxx.
    isabella just popped by and i had my first deal done when i haven even open the shop fully.
    the shutters are like heavy till it weigh 80kg ok. imagine i have to open 3 of that.
    and to close it was even harder, cause it likes to bounce back up like a ball.
    walao, and so my energy was wasted on that.
    sales was quite alright. got my deserving credit of 2%.yayness!

    there's sch tmr againnnnnnn.
    im going to meet ym and jing for breakfast.
    EXCITEDDDDD CAN.

    oh no i realised i haven done my homework when its like i have to wake up at 10 tmr and its like going 1 now.
    the clock's ticking every second but actually i dont really care. hhahhaha.
    my eyes are itching cause of the stupid hair.
    sometimes, i really feel like cutting it all off, but i dont want to waste my effort.
    see, im always contradicting myself. thats why im not even good in argumentative essays.
    okok, im being random again. cause my brain had alr stopped functioning once i end work.

    and date out with ruixin tmr.
    heyheyhey, dont pssssssss me hor.
    dont know how many times ah, you send pigeons to me alr can.

    i know my blog's a lil too wordy but i've no choice cause i need the bluetooth thing or the lg pc suite. faster, someone find the link for me and i will love you for life ok.
    thanks thanks so much.
    ok, in the first place, will there be any kind soul reading.
    ANYING, I KNOW YOU ARE ONE RIGHT.
    HELP ME FIND IF YOU ARE FREE ALRIGHT.
    I WILL LOVE YOU LIKE THERE'S NO TMR.HAHHAHAHAH

    okok, i was saying i want to do my work.
    but my fingers cant stop typing all the crap.
    i think everyone had alr stopped reading earlier.
    have to do the LAOFUZI'S homework now.
    byeeeeeeeeeee ppl.

    ANYING, RMBR HELP ME FIND AH!!!







    Sunday, June 29, 2008

    ahhh, how stupid can i get la.
    i left the key in the shop when i have to open that bloody door tmr.
    sianzxzxzxz. oh ya oh ya, ventilation was poor to the maxx today can.
    like totally no air no air.
    in that shop, i can just dehydrate and die man.
    the shutter today can just go and die ok.
    i was like pespiring all over to open 3 heavy shutters all by myself.
    the whole shop was like an auction, with me shouting like an auntie.
    no image alr.,hahaha.
    IM SAD BUT I DONT KNOW WHY.
    i realised im talking softer and softer.hahahha
    i have to wake up at 9 tmr.
    okok, i need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep now.
    byebye







    Saturday, June 28, 2008

    i'm dead beat with my terrible headache.
    its a killer i swear. went to bugis today to acc. joyce.
    see im nice ok(: in actual fact, i have a motive.
    thats just to take my key to open the shop at 11 tmr.
    oh man, 11 damn early la. means i have to wake up at like 9.
    maybe they should just change the time to 12 la.
    11 nobody one cannnnnnnnn.
    bugis management sudd just change to early birds rather than night life entertainment
    why can't we close earlier.hahah
    still have to bring my speaker and mp3 tmr to blast the shop.
    omg, the stereo in the shop is lousy to the maxxxx.
    my sis just popped a sudden question" is working fun?"
    like asking the obvious ah.
    hahha, but the songs are making me high.
    im singing like nobody's business.hahhaha
    and oh ya, my hao jie mei came back like finally.
    hahha. oh ya i was mentioning about headache.
    the cause was by some irritation by constant talking by someone and the super hot stuffy space in h4.
    i want to dl LG PC SUITE.
    anyone knows the link? can like tag at my blog.
    i've got damn alot of photos to upload.
    okok, i think i should catch my sleep soon and be my early bird tmr.
    and ppl pls dont call me when you see me in bugis cause i will look worse than an auntie.
    hahha, just pretend didnt see me ok.hahah
    ohoh, STEPH IS COMING DOWN TO ACC. ME TMR(:yay man!
    but im sure to have another headache tmr by someone.
    okok, sleeppppppping nowwwwwwwwww.
    bye







    Thursday, June 26, 2008

    first week of torture had finally ended.
    oh man, i survived through ok. i always thought im going to break down.
    get back all my results for term test.
    just as i expected, not very good results. but oh well, im going to study hard IF IM ABLE TO(:
    at least i didnt failed any. HAHAHAH, MIRACLE OK.
    oh ya wed had work and it ended at like 1045 and i reached home almost midnight.
    trying to complete my work during the process but sadly i do not even have any energy to lift my eyelids. but still, i tried my best to stay till 3.
    and all i've done are just rubbish.
    did amendments today, finally some work that is pleasant to the eye.
    studies are getting tougher and tougher.
    i have forgotten all that i've learnt, only some vague memory.
    tell me how am i suppose to sit for the main exam manxzxzx.
    sch ended at 5 today.
    barely scraped through those lecture notes.
    i swear this is the first time im feeling so lethargic.
    okok, this is only the first week. time to get used to work and study life now.
    CHEERUP CHEERUP ME.
    camwhored with ym throughout the whole of ept.
    too bad it was so boring that ym saw me falling asleep. and ya great her laughters kept waking me up.hahahha
    i will upload the photos as soon as i found the software
    for now, i just feel like sleeping and not waking up till the next morning.

    GAIL, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALRIGHT(:
    telephathy right, having migraine at the same time.
    much loves.

    ANYING,
    DATE ME OUT SOON. I DONT WANT TO TAKE INITIATIVE ANYMORE LATER I SHY AHHHHHHHH.HAHAHHA(((:

    edit later if i have the time







    Tuesday, June 24, 2008

    im just going to use 5 min of my precious time to blog.
    oh man, its like the second day of sch and it was like super hectic alr.
    wth la, this is worse than sec sch times man.
    i really hate it can. worse of all, i dont see the work going but kept coming.
    and its not helping me to get any better, my sore throat's like getting worse, panic to the maxx
    cannot stand it alr la.
    and and and someone claimed that we BULLIED him.
    see the word, bullied ok.
    i want to tell you one last time, we didnt cause we couldnt care less and cant be bothered to.
    if you still insist on this way we really have nothing to say.
    you started it first and pls dont blame it on us again ok.
    tmr work again.
    i need 48 hours a day.
    IM REALLY STRESSSSSSSSS!







    Monday, June 23, 2008

    just came back home at like 12 from hk cafe with ruixin.
    we saw this person that looks like wilber pan. hahah.
    was walking home with her and im making her super freak out of that stalker who lives ard her area, ooops.
    anw anw, i've got sth to comment on.
    there's this ahpek on the train and he just spit his saliva on ground.
    omgomgomg, its like SUPER DISGUSTING TO THE MAXXX.
    his action was super fast till im not even ready to switch to my camera mode.
    oh man oh man, after that he still uses his shoe to slide against his disgusting puddle on the ground.
    omg, ahpek ive just eaten can. and are you even a singaporean?
    get an optician to fix those specs yo. not the grass can.
    today sales was bad. i can even play bowling along the corridor from 8 onwards lorrrrr.
    steph took photos of the corridor. not even a single soul on the street manxzxz
    I WILL MISS STEPHANIE BIG TIME.
    will be transferred to the outlet downstairs which means no aircon.
    die die die. and worse of all its a big shop at some ulu pandan street.
    and not forgetting this morning, i ran ard like a fool ok ard bugis.
    first min ask me open this shop, another min the next one.
    omg, can make up your mind not?
    and when i open the shop, i got my fingers stuck with the shutters.
    freaking pain ok. bleeding like hell and worse still no shops open. sianxzxxz
    i dont know why will i stil get injured when i've like open the shop 10 million times alr la.moron
    starting of sch tmr means i will get to see the other beloved 8 pretty girls and the rest of the class. yay! more things for me to complain about.hahahha
    I MISS THEM CAN! can't wait can't wait.
    and and and im meeting YANMING tmr first.
    ahhh, crapping time.
    ohya ohya, i like xia yi ge tian liang by GUO JING.
    GREAT SINGER WITH NO DOUBT LA.
    i've recorded by voice with the song.
    will upload it up next time.
    for now, i just want to catch enough sleep for me to open my eyes wide without looking like kungfu panda.
    and my voice sound damn sucky ok, want to speak also cannot talk properly.
    ohoh, and im sure on thurs i want to bring my cam for ept cause i want to let everyone witness the powerful pronounciation my teacher can make thats if if i've got the time.
    "HAND IN YOUR PO JACK NEXT WEEK AH"
    i miss that part one when fawwaz imitate satish[if this is how you spell] connect pin number seben together, and short them.hahah, omg, thats funny can.

    AND TO THOSE HAVING TESTS TMR ESP MY DEAREST DEAREST ANYING,
    BIG BIG GOOD LUCK OK. JIAYOU(:







    Friday, June 20, 2008

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    i just chose my cds with yanming. yup, all the same choices.
    hopefully i will develop interests in them,yup yup i will.
    and to those that are reading my blog, dont forget to choose yours too ok.
    so irritating la, so many things have to do.
    and oh ya not to forget, 2nd week will be lab test.
    oh man oh man, how ah?! confirm die manxzxzx
    nvm, there's always the breadboard exchange method right?HAHHA
    i kind of look forward to going to sch i dont know why.
    i miss ANYING laaaaaaa!
    ps your love once for me ok?HAHAHA. ooops, no la.
    i will choose one day to date you out.
    so shy la, everytime i initiate to date you out you know.
    next time your turn ah, i dont care.

    and im so so so angry ytd la. seriouslyyyyyyyy ok.
    WHO ON EARTH WONT SUSPECT YOU MAN?!
    YA SAYING MONEY MATTERS ARE SENSITIVE ALL, PLS MAN.
    ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS TO EVEN COUNT THE AMT INSIDE RIGHT?
    AND NOW I HAVE TO PRAY HARD THE MONEY WILL BE FOUND SOMEWHERE.
    OMGOODNESS, AND IF THE MONEY CANNOT BE FOUND, I HAVE TO SLOG MY GUTS OUT AND WORK TILL I DIE LA.

    and the stubborn headache just doesnt want to go away.
    mating with my brain cells is it
    ok, relax relax.
    stayed at home the whole day.
    i think mummy's kind of crazy sometimes in a good wayyyy yup.
    she wants to buy a new phone for me. wahhhh! so nice right?
    so i will be working tmr again. sianxzxzxz to the max la.
    i've just knew of another 2 faced snake.
    oh man oh man, cheat my feeelings la. luckily i didnt believe you in the first place.
    ok, im not talking about any of you reading my blog.
    he wont find his way here. i know im mean but he started it first okkkkk.
    save your honeyed words for those desperates ah thanks(((:

    Since there's no more you and me
    It's time I let you go
    So I can be free
    And live my life how it should be
    No matter how hard it is
    I'll be fine without you
    Yes I will

    i want to go job hunting soooooooooooon!
    anyone got lobang?
    i need it badlyyyyy.
    hopefully priska can pull me and jing into the airport job.
    omg, so tempting can. walao, pls let us all work tgt(((:

    winnie's like making my toes laugh.
    saying she's shy. HAHAHHAH
    everybody pls laugh with me.
    that pretty lil girl.ook, next time you come tp i bring you ard when me myself is familiar with everywhere ok?

    i miss my haojiemei laaaaa.
    can this 1 week be fast forward?
    like tonight or sth.
    i will miss you ok.
    cannot even communicate with you laaaaaa.
    take care when you are there.

    okok, i want to watch my show soon.
    byeeeeeeeee
    AND I NEED KBOX CANNNNNNN!
    and sorry ya mag for rejecting your dates twice.
    i will try not to do that again ya.
    okok, this time round i will date you out instead(:







    Monday, June 16, 2008

    editedit now/
    i know its a little too late to wish daddy a happy father's day.
    but nevertheless, late is better than nothing right.
    although i dont express how i feel, but i love you daddy(:

    so so so i shall start blogging about my fri out.
    met ruixin and cherly in the morning for her phone repair.
    after that, went off to meet loveliest.
    ok like after so many million months of not seeing each other, she had of course prettier.
    after that rushed to marina sq. to meet xin
    ended up we walked rounds and rounds.
    from rc to citylink and all. im lazy to blog in details.
    and best thing she reached at ard 8 or not my legs will break from all those walking since 3.
    send her off and had a hearttoheart talk with ay.
    omg, i had not update her so damn long.
    and thanks for hearings my naggings ya.
    i realised im nagging at everyone this few days.
    sorry to those who cannot stand it ya.
    i will try to cut short my sentences.

    ytd was class bbq.
    goodness goodness, it was like alright with a capital A ok.
    early in the afternoon, jing and i started to go and buy the stuffs.
    we look likes some aunties hahha but we dont care.
    see we forsake our image for these ok. how to repay huhhuhhuh?!
    hahaha, kidding. then lucky yuqiang and junli came to help.
    they were super late lorrrrr, but nvm at least they bothered(:
    after that jing starts the fire, i swear she was damn pro ok.
    not to mention some unhappy stuffs in the beginning but it blew it off quite fast.
    anw anw, finally saw the rest after the hols. like really FINALLY!
    kelly and jing can be best partners for the pit.hahaha
    and so at ard 8, the birthday boys reached.
    actually there's 3 but 1 of them ps us.
    had whip cream all over us ok, walao and super sticky manxzxxz
    at least i was smart enough to smear charcoal on 1 person's face.
    cannot rmbr who.hahha sorry ah to the person.
    it turned out rather well. chalet next time ok.
    okok, photos now.

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    ok, i know the last picture looks horrendous.
    but i dont want to waste my effort.
    faster exit my site if you cant stand it ya(:







    Thursday, June 12, 2008

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    omg, i think i miss audrey can.
    she better come back soon man.
    can't wait for this sunday.ahhhh!(:

    WORK WAS SUPER BORING TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX LA.
    have to serve those aunties and tai tais with some stupid fake smile.
    super tiring plus the impossible to hit target.
    but i didnt even bother about that
    i just felt so used by her la
    got paid to do work, nvm. we still have to interview ppl for them
    oh man, is that your shop or ours?!
    cannot stand it la, omgoodness IM SO GOING TO QUIT!
    pearlyn came home with us just now.
    i swear she's damn cute la. the way she scolds the uncle that bangs into her.
    cause its her grandfather's bus.hahha. right right right?!
    THERE'S WORK TMR AGAIN, AND I HAVE TO GO HOME ALONEEEE.
    I NEED KBOX LIKE BADLY, FORGET IT I DIDNT GO TODAY ANW.
    oh shit, i just realised i didnt even touched my hols assignment.
    okok, i will do it soon maybe next week?hahha
    i shall catch some sleep for tmr's pretendance.

    再靠近一点点就让你牵手
    再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
    你还等什么时间已经不多
    再下去只好只做朋友
    再向前一点点我就会点头
    再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
    不过三个字别犹豫这么久
    只要你说出口你就能拥有我







    Tuesday, June 10, 2008

    PIRATE STALKER IS BACK IN ACTION LIKE DUPER OMG.
    someone acc. me home after work pls?
    last wed was the start of hols.
    as usual nobody stays at home and sadly not all of them could make it.
    so there's only mingjing and aud to make my day(((:
    go with aud for her interview and she went back.
    headed to chinatown for kster.
    omg, damn cool la.
    toilet was damn ulu pandan with so many bangalas there.
    and i have to hold my bladder cause i was super scared.
    i sang till i slept can you imagine, my brain cells are all dead by then.



    dearest pris took leave for me on fri.
    yup, went to e hub and suprisingly there's nth laaaaaaaaa.
    but we settled there for kungfu panda.
    omg, cutesy lil thing. didnt regretted(:
    i shall upload the photo of the ferris wheel later
    oh ya, i have to mention the toilet's damn cool.
    colourful worxzxxz but damn dirty. ooops


    sat and sun were reserved for work.
    both days are horrendous esp FANTASTIC SUNDAY!
    i was being followed by that stalker again.
    omgoodness la. its like after damn long.
    i swear the frequency there is damn poor.
    whats worse is what if hes not even a living thing.
    im like thinking about it all night.
    ok, my imagination's like running wild in the bushes.



    going out later.
    was suppose to k with mag and the rest.
    sorry ya, my mummy's bringing me out.
    nvm, there's still next time alright.
    but rmbr to ask me ok.



    my head's spinning like never ending nowwww.
    im going to catch my sleep later

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    其实我非常爱你不想失去
    你难道我没有权利说我不愿意
    你给了他的吻
    虽然只有余温
    可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
    我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
    我每天假装开心害怕你离去
    可不可以任性
    求求你不要去
    藏在我心里最后一句
    其实还爱你

    qi shi hai ai ni - ah xin

    the melody of love







    Tuesday, June 03, 2008

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    just some random pictures.
    i wont be updating for quite sometime.
    dont miss me tooooooooo badly.
    with loves







    Monday, June 02, 2008

    maths test is finally over.
    no more maths formulas for me worxzxxz
    omgomg, dfund tmr.
    how man? nvm, hero priska is here to save my day(((:
    if both of us failed mission, dont worry cause there's superwoman weiling studying in sch right now.our life encylopedia ok. dont play play ah
    im like so damn i love with priska's customised cap but sadly its like pink in colour.
    nvm, im sure shes going to get one for me right? hor priska.hahha
    during term break so many things to do la. like you know you know secret JI clique mission.
    but dont worry no mas selemat in our house neither do we have bombs.
    ckt is another killer man.
    after wed, im going to play like crazy. no tmr one ok.
    ahhha, pris is like fiddling with my bag packing my stuffs.
    she's super amazed by all are my coins scattered over.hahha
    its saving for rainy days ok. it just rained.hahhah
    im getting so lame over so many stuffs. pardon me cause i just finished 1 test this morning.

    i will go home and edit the post once again.
    study study study!







    Sunday, June 01, 2008

    just came back from studying with dear pris and a few others.
    yup, its kind of productive but i still need to mug somemore later on.
    brain's so dead after so many calculations and those formulas to rmbr.
    goodness, its just a term test but why am i so uptight moreover, if i didnt rmbr wrongly i would only study at the very last min. perhaps, its just influence.
    im starting to get addicted to faye's singing esp. AI GUO.
    one of my favourite. i shall try if i could reach the tune later.
    her pitch is like damn high high high.
    i want her voice man. oh ya, this reminds me of my kbox sessions.
    soon soon pls. i dont mind going with anyone really as long as you let me sing whatever i want.
    provided you can stand my voice which is sharp like nobody's business.hahha
    oh man oh man, i felt the pressure that test is tmr.
    i still cannot handle dfund properly like omg, test is in 2 days time.
    whats wrong with me man. i dont even have the motivation to go and study but to use the com everytime.
    mummy's nagging at me again.
    okok, study study ok. i'll go.
    wait i post a song first.
    oh ya, i've brought my cam to study with me today.
    shall upload the photos again next time.

    彷彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右 
    還以為我們會開花結果
    我還記得玫瑰色天空 卻模糊了我們的臉孔 
    哼過的歌到底是什麼內容
    彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風 
    吹過你的領空 差點失控
    回憶在夜裡鬧得很兇 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
    想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷
    我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 
    在愛情裡分不了輕重
    誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
    愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
    剩下的那些感動 能記得多久

    i feel like recording this. my version i mean.
    shall do it when im bored.