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QIANYU
Read between the lines
and you will get what i meant.
The truth brings insanity;
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TO UNDERSTAND

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    Friday, December 31, 2010

    Last day of the year.
    Bid farewell to 2010 and A BIG WELCOME for 2011.
    Forward all good things and leave the bad memories in the past(:

    So tmr will be as packed as ever at marina.
    I'm going to do the yearly routine, FIREWORKS AWESOME!
    but loveee is not going to be around to watch it with me:(

    I guess i will be late to write all my resolutions, so i will just blog it in advance.
    1. PRIORITY LIST-AKWL(: (Wo yao gen ni jie hun!) HAHAHA(:
    2. A short getaway with him. (Our JB trip don't know when can really come true.)
    3.Studio M Hotel!
    4.Resist all my temptations(Although i've the feel to club, but i will try to control that feeling. Btw i'm shaking my head into the monitor screen now. Electro woah!)
    5.Please let me pass my DIPLOMA(:
    6. Let money fall on me. (Solve everything in the world already)
    7.Can i be pretty?( THIS RESOLUTION AH, LIKE EVERY YEAR ALSO WISH ALSO DIDN'T COME TRUE!)
    8.Singing lessons!
    9.Peace everyone, everywhere!
    10. I've found that special someone, so YEAHHH LAST LONG!
    11. Please ah, the fats don't come and find me anymore. ( I don't want to acknowledge)

    11 wishes for 2011.
    My resolutions did came true before, sooooooooooooooo ya i hope this year it will be as fulfilling.

    Dj Kzee's remix damn power, like a SE-RIOUS-LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
    I'm like clubbing at home already(:

    Alright, i'll be off to bed now.








    Sunday, December 26, 2010

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    Yes baby, its been one month since we were tgt.
    Although the time is short, everything is funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and it seems as though we've been tgt for years cause you know me well enough for now(:
    Christmas spent this year was more of heartwarming.
    A SPECIAL DAY WITH MY UNIQUE ONE(:
    Ok baby, i know you will not believe this but you have to.
    I gave my virgin time of taking christmas lightings to YOU(:
    thats why when you were asking me to pose there i was kinda paiseh. HAHAHA.
    soooo, dont blame me ahhh!
    AND THANKS FOR THE ANNI PRESENT AS WELL AS THE SUNFLOWER(:

    I'm sorry if i didn't hold your hand well through the crowd.
    i was feeling super horrendous cause of the mass crowd.
    i hope you understand ya.

    Gulliver's travels was an awesome show.
    WITH YOU AGAIN, FIRST TIME AT GRAND CATHAY(:
    its just that i didn't mention. cause i don't want to appear that i'm that suaku. HAHAHA
    Sorry for spoiling your mood cause you've to take care of me when i'm not feeling well throughout the show.
    Luckily i managed to pull through the whole show(:

    And the night rider, its not a matter of saving money but to spend more time with you(:
    ANOTHER FIRST TIME. woahhh you must be glad huh!
    I gave so many first time(s) to you(:

    HAHAHA, THIS POST IS FULL OF (:(:(:
    i like i like!

    FOREVER LOVE<3

    Sorry for making you stay with me to sacrifice your sleeping time.
    And its been two days since i last saw you.
    i miss you a hell lot cannnn.
    Faster meet me(: misses!










    Friday, December 24, 2010

    Since i can't wish you on fb, this is the only platform i guess.

    HAPPY FIRST MONTH<3
    I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO EVERYTHING LATERRR.

    And wish me luck in everything that i do today, and hopefully you'll be happy(:







    Wednesday, December 22, 2010


    Please let everything be well today.

    And that very strong sense of insecurity kept haunting me.
    Just go away kayyyy!

    I'm super not in the mood today and my eyes are still painful.
    but i really do hope today will be a better day.

    If only...
    i would want to rebel but ya cause you are my mum.
    and its like ya i know you've been through alot and all.
    i thank you for that.
    but have you spare a thought for us when we really did try our best to help and what we got back is your attitude.
    i know i'm not suppose to rant about my mum here but i really don't know who else can stand all my naggings.
    its not that we didn't help when you've requested know.
    this is so idk la rubbish.
    its just a super mixed and fcuked up feeling.
    i dont like.
    maybe or perhaps one day i should not even interfere or speak up for anything ok.
    thats like the best for both sides.
    ok, i'm glad that you've kinda accepted alr.
    but kindly, if you are unhappy about something. speak up.
    if you don't, i won't know and i would do even more
    I wouldn't say i'm the best but i've tried right at least.
    i do not have to do for others to see but only you have to feel it.
    but did you even try? obviously not.
    thanks ah, for all the scoldings ytd.
    you know what, nothing's gonna stop me.
    this is me. you know if this is a rebound, i'm going to do double.
    seriously, don't try.
    i'm not trying to condemn her here ya, its just idk who else i could say to already.

    Thanks love for coming down ytd to accompany(:

    *** ALL THESE ARE JUST RANTINGS, I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING.
    I STILL LOVE HER, DON'T WORRY.







    Tuesday, December 21, 2010

    I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU LIKE RIGHT NAO NAO NAO!

    FINALLY AFTER DONT KNOW HOW MANY HOURS, WO HEN XIANG NI.

    HOW I WISH BUSES DOESN'T HAVE TO TAKE ROADS.










    No matter what it is, your love is everything(:

    and ya i was kinda affected just now.
    but really, i hope i could secure your heart and put it safely with me.
    i dont care if i'm the right choice or not like what she had said, as long as we've tried thats all that matters right.
    i don't really like the friendship that you are sharing with her, ya i've mentioned the term friendship.
    but ya, girls dont think that way.
    soooooooooo, zzz but nvm this is an exception.
    apart from all those uneasy feelings, i'm kinda worried for her.
    don't be too harsh on her alright.

    yup, i've teared cause i'm down.
    i tried to hold back my tears but i failed.
    this is how much you've affected me.
    ya you've onced said that i could only cry if you've left me.
    sorry for being such a crybaby that all guys destest.
    but i can't control anymore.
    i'm insecure.
    thanks for the assurance you've gave just now.
    but don't worry, once again you've cheered me up and i'm a happy kid now!

    i wish all the best in everything that is in stored for us in the future kay.
    like what i've said, i cannot promise that i would be the best girl you ever had but i will try my best.

    我愛的人, AKWL<3>










    Monday, December 20, 2010


    PLEASE SMILE, YOU LOOK UGLY WHEN YOU POUT LIMQIANYU!


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    Sunday, December 19, 2010

    Thanks for everything, love


    had a wonderful time with love last night.
    guess its not as bad as i thought.
    cause i alw stereotype couples will fight when they club together.
    but i was totally wrong.
    cause yes, sacrifices and compromises.
    thanks
    baby for being the first to experience it with me, lovesssssssssss!
    although the starting was a little bad, but yup we managed to pull it through.
    all in all, its just love die you. HAHAHA.

    Thanks for the enlightening words after partying.
    yeah, i will believe you are a very nice boy toooo.
    so dont worry, no matter what we will go through those obstacles together if there is.
    secret secret, you look damn cute when you're high.

    i'm craving for burger king and love's coming to fetch me to eat it together with me(:
    double happiness! HAHAHA.










    Friday, December 17, 2010










    i want to be the one to leave you with no choice too.

    Hahaha, i think i'm getting a little paranoid everytime your text came in.
    ok, i'm just feeling that insecure but i know i must convince myself.
    you won't and you will not(:

    then again, i'm used to your existence every night
    it seems quite lonely over here.
    but yes, i want to help you save your money, so cannot cannot.
    rmbr, its our promise.
    nvm, i know i'm gonna see you tmr.
    and also back to the place where we are gonna be<3

    i'm sorry for the cancellation of plans tonight.
    i'm sorry for being that indecisive
    i dont want to make empty promises again like how i say i want to forget all at one go.
    but i will try my best within my limits.
    yes this is then the real me.

    i love the times when we hanged out together.
    Although the time is short, but i'm already so in love and looking forward to our meetups.
    cause its you(:

    one more week, baby!
    i'm getting so excited.








    Sunday, December 12, 2010


    Baby i love you, i love you anyway.
    Heres my promise made tonight
    You can count "on" me for life
    Thats when i love you
    When nothing you do can change my mind
    The more I learn, The more I love
    The more my heart cant get enough
    Thats when I love you, no matter what

    DEDICATED TO YOU, AKWL<3

    i'm still struggling to memorise all my theories. zzz
    studying session with loveee, and hopefully it will be productive.
    HORHORHOR!







    Saturday, December 11, 2010

    Baby's coming over later<3
    I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    excited die me(:







    Friday, December 10, 2010


    太陽也許不知道自己多麼重要

    I guess i've my day ruined all cause by myself. rahhh.
    i will definitely choose what's best for you.
    i know you would think it doesn't matter, cause we want to meet one another.
    but i hope you understand the decision's all made for you.
    although i wanted you to come, and i've tidied the house to welcome you in.
    BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.................................................
    i want you to study well, play's for later on kay.
    sorry for being that fickle minded and i always hate myself for being indecisive.
    i need to hear it from you, i know i will be your distraction when you study too.
    soooooooooooo, yeah jiayou and good luck for your study session today.
    we will meet up as soon as we can kay.
    i felt so paralyzed when im unable to help you in anything.
    i wasn't feeling very well at heart to answer your questions
    neither do i want to pretend that im happy.
    i'm sorry to spoil your mood, but ya i just feel what i can do is very limited and i know its not that you don't want to meet me but you can't
    i dont blame you, im just angry with myself.
    thats why i dont feel like talking to remind myself.
    i apologised.

    just don't forget, everything i do i think for you.
    cause i don't want to harm you.
    for now, prioritise your studies first. its more important.

    只有我 才能将你的好坏
    都拥有

    I'm sorry.
    i know i'm selfish for making you decide and get upset over that.
    but i want you to do that, then i know you've already stood an important place in my heart to really make me shed that precious drop.







    Wednesday, December 08, 2010


    i still remember when i confess to you with this song. HAHAHHA.

    i'm sorry when i disappoint you at times.
    i apologized when i'm not getting any sweeter, like what you said time is the remedy.
    yup, i did try to get abit out of my life and is not very much affected already.
    thanks for your everlasting patience and love.

    Thanks for the times when you came down all the way to look for me.
    i felt your sincerity, really(:
    i'm looking forward to every night, cause thats when i can hug you that tightly and don't even mind even the whole world is staring.

    And sorry for having that moment of jealousy, but thats cause i care.
    but dont worry, after explaining to me.
    i will understand.
    ok, and i guess you fell asleep.
    HAHHAHA, GOODNIGHT DARLING!

    suddenly, i felt a thump in my heart.
    its that super stress feeling and that unbearable pain.
    cannot take it till i think im tearing again.
    zzz, i shall sleep soon.
    NIGHTS WORLD(:


    IM A HAPPY KID!








    Sunday, December 05, 2010

    Caught harry potter the second time with family and love!
    woahhh, i almost had a heart attack and my brains almost burst out of my head.
    i was so afraid they can't get along.
    but(: i guess it was a success, mummy didn't flare up(:(:

    NEXT SHOW NEXT SHOW, narnia and rapunzel!
    get the hint get the hint?
    i can't wait manzxzx.

    went out to get Vans with sis.
    OMG, I SWEAR I LOST A KG AT LEAST. vivo is freaking hugeeeeeeeeeeeee!
    and i gone crazy buying so many things at one go.
    i'm so going to convince myself they are all worth buys.
    meeting love later, excitedddddddddddddddddddddd!
    somebody's sounding sexy, i like i like(:
    take care of yourself kayyy
    AND JIAYOU FOR YOUR ASSIGNMENTS.
    i felt damn noob that i can't help:(





    i'm sorry i'm bad
    i'm sorry you're blue
    i'm sorry for all the things i said to you
    and i know i can't take it back.

    i know you're still reading this space.
    definitely there's someone better.
    your chance, take it or you will regret.
    don't wait for me already kay.
    friends still(:









    Friday, December 03, 2010

    I'm thankful that you've came all the way to make me feel better and to reassure me.
    It really do helps alot.
    thanks darling<3

    sorry for troubling you to come down all the way.
    AND YESSSS, IM FREAKING TOUCHED WHEN YOU SAY YOU WILL COME DOWN ALL THE WAY JUST TO MAKE ME HAPPY.
    woahhhhh, i'm feeling like hahaha a g6. high high high!
    loves!

    more meetings to come, more times to appreciate and more memories to cherish
    cause its just you(:







    Thursday, December 02, 2010

    Now, I don't want to lose you
    but I don't want to use you
    just to have somebody by my side.
    And I don't want to hate you,
    I don't want to take you
    but I don't want to be the one to cry.

    And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
    But like a fool I keep losing my place
    and I keep seeing you walk through that door.


    But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
    and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
    There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
    Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

    Now, I could never change you
    I don't want to blame you.
    Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
    Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
    Maybe I just want to have it all.

    It makes a sound like thunder

    it makes me feel like rain.
    And like a fool who will never see the truth,
    I keep thinking something's gonna change.

    And there's no way home
    when it's late at night and you're all alone.
    Are there things that you wanted to say?
    And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
    there beside you, where I used to lay?

    And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
    and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
    There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
    Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

    Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.


    i know it's kinda stupid for me to feel insecure at that moment of time. but that's what i'm feeling. am i loving too much?
    its quite sad to realise that all the sweet nothings had come to nought.
    I know we could make the finest things together but the truth is i guess i'm still a bit scared in believing.
    i'm trying my hardest to forget everything bit by bit as promised.
    i hope you could feel my sincerity.
    although i could not afford to be your best, but i would try to.
    what i've promised, i would abide.
    but it's you that i'm worrying, are you getting a little tired of this already?
    i really don't know, i really can't read your mind.
    perhaps i can't get use to the distance that we are sharing.
    but no matter what, i'll try.

    DETERMINED!







    Wednesday, December 01, 2010

    This time round no more reasons for me to stop myself from falling into anything.
    And i thank you for coming into my life.
    Although i know you wouldn't be reading this space, but ya im using 0.01% of my luck.

    That very saturday, it was a blast.
    the day when i got to know you, your smile omg totally melt my heart.
    but oh well, i pretended to be normal.
    and ya, such a sweet for acting with me, BIG THANK YOU.

    And on tuesday, my only intention was to surprise you.
    but i failed, never mind its the sincerity that counts right.
    i was having fun when there's you around.
    you being that monkey when you're so damn high. HAHAHA. joke only.
    but ya, love that moment.
    the closeness that we share.
    the ending was kinda screwed.
    wanted to go home with you and all, but ya in the end all seperate ways:(
    and we started our textng routines and late meet outs.
    awesome, and though you thought we couldn't be possible.
    thanks for putting that faith in me. we can pull it through.

    now, i guess i'm like the most fortunate woman on earth cause there's you(:
    i've never regretted my choice.
    no more reasons to be sad anymore.

    thanks for your patience.
    thanks for your everlasting love.
    thanks for your advices.
    thanks for your trust and faith in me.

    all these are enough to last my happiness for a lifetime.
    millions of thanks.

    24th nov'10 <3
    thanks love for making everything happen.


    i can't forget that very first peck that you gave that cause my heart to pound like crazy(:
    thanks darling(:
    and i promise, i will do a record for you on this song.