IM GOING ON A DATE WITH PRETTY PRISKA TOMORROW. NO ACTUALLY, IN A FEW HOURS TIME. YES! (dawn yang's impersonation, my date and visual version)
HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING, AND I NEED MORE PPL TO DATE ME OUT. YOU KNOW WHO ALL OF YOU ARE. FASTER FASTER, GRAB YOUR CALENDARS AND BOOK A DATE OUT WITH ME. I WILL LOVE YOU FOR LIFE. TALKING TO THAT RETARDED PIGGGGGGGGGGGG SOON.MAKE SURE YOU MAKE ME LAUGH UPSIDE DOWN LIKE I NEVER DID I TELL YOU!
i realise its all in caps. HAHAH so random and improper post. shall update a better one when i have time(:
THANKS FOR READING ALL THESE CRAP. I LOVE YOU FOR READING TILL HERE, SERIOUS!
Friday, September 26, 2008
whatever happens im just going to let it remain as a history. and dont ask me that damn same question again, cause everything will still be the same and that includes my answer.
i dont feel like blogging for a period anything just call me will do. i guess everything should be back to its orignal.
thats the end and dont worry i will still live my life to the fullest.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
just back and i know i have not much energy to spare. although i say i will post after 24th, but im worried cause my brain might by dying anytime whatever, im just going to make this quick going out sooooooooon again, damn im very tired, can they move the kbox machines to my house. ok thanks for everyone who turned up including that big surprise that anying gave. omgomg, thanks girl and better study hard oook, jiayou jiayou! im so sorry, i cannot study with you. too lazy to blog in detailssss damn, my hands still smell of the charred tongs. and and and i've never drank so much at one go before. actually, the feeling was not bad. ok, i want to sleeeeeep now hopefully im able to hold on for both sessions in K. QIANYU'S THE ALMIGHTIEST(:
i know its damn wrong to say this now. but still, i need to say it out. after talking to everyone, i guess i have made a rightful decision. i will try to delete everything that has got to do with you. sooo mean qianyu, but i have no choice cause i dont want to force you either dont have to feel guilty. its my choice and no point making myself unhappy. SO I CAN ONLY SMILE AND LET IT GO! and i have to just let you out of my life. this time round, im serious after 24th, i would really disappear from your sight wherever possible sorry, but i wont be able to help you anymore in the future take care:)
this is what im feeling right now:(
photobucket's loading damn slowly i have a present for myself. yup, the song xin dong. its not nice, serious. but i like the song.HAHAHHA
Monday, September 22, 2008
i know i would be late to post about this, so an ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! i'm old by an age again. ahhh, whatever i shall post again after all the celebrations starting from ytd all the way till 24th, i guess. HAHAHA. okok, i need to go and prepare now. the rest are waiting. so excitedddddddddd!
and you, why you didnt reply my text again you know how much i want you to come nvm laaaaaaaa:(
count down with me till 24th. my big day yo(:
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I HAD A REALLY BAD SCARE FROM THE RAT'S RUNNING ARD THE STREETS. SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS I SWEAR. OK, AND ITS SERIOUSLY DAMN DAMN GROSSSSSS TO THE MAXXX OK.
YUCK, THAT IMAGE APPEAR AGAIN I SHALL BLOG AGAIN TMR MORNING WHEN I RECOVER FROM THAT DAMN! RATS ARE WONDER SPOILERS!!!
working tmr at 5-11 near bugis. hitting counters tmr and definitely i dont want a place of laotikos around me again damn it, my head is aching like no one's business. WAKE UP WAKE UP, i've been sleeping for soooo long alr.
somehow, i saw the conflicts about the issue on last fri in someone's lj i dont want to comment on anything, its your mouth and i cannot control. say whatever you want thenwhy do i have to care when YOU ARE NOT ANY IMPORTANT PERSON IN OUR LIVES. HAHAHA, SO IMMATURE OK. nvm, you can just pretend nothing's written there. cause its only for my eyes to see [i have nothing against you anyway]
i think i shall upload the videos of the farewell night another time
rate my singing, ya i know it sucks but tell me if its nice ok. thanksthanks(: its loading damn slow laaaaaaaa. im sorry for the irritable msn in the middle of the record
and stella i've linked you(:
ohoh, i've another template of changing my blogskin. after sooooooo long of loading to the same page seeing the same stuffs. ok, i shall use the time when its loading to edit that template and put it to use when i feel like it(:
XIAO JING TENG'S YUAN LIANG WO its super nice i swear, omg the meaning is similar to guo jing's zhi dao. okok, hear it hear it. and you can compare my singing to his is really hell and heaven laaaaaaaa. i want to improve too(:
i neeed to sleep soon byebye
Monday, September 15, 2008
My post starters are always the same till i've got sick and tired of it. maybe thats what you are feeling towards me, nvm i dont feel like caring anymore. you want to disappear, just go ahead cause in the end i know i will just move on without you. ok, so random and i know the few sentences above are linkless, whatever.
Fridays are always so bored in clarke quay and i've never failed to rush down and in the end i was just scaring myself for being so early,hahaha moron. and a few hours of rotting inside the shop can really tire me out because of some pests who just doesnt want to do her job and only make enough for her day. nvm, its ok.
Last friday was inclusive of that awesome POP night. suddenly i felt so old attending it. but anw, those juniors really put up a great performance throughout the night i think i will just upload the photos later. im too lazy to elaborate.
i had nothing much to update about sat. anw, sun was super hilarious at work. QINYU AND STELLA MADE MY DAY(: they were super cute la with those mickey and minnie mouse running around the whole street. damn it, i've forgotten to take a photo with them. nvm, there's always a next week(:
i shall upload the photos now. i've just realised the way i post today was a lil weird perhaps i just woke up from my beauty sleeeep. its ok, just get used to it(: UPLOADED! but shutterfly seemed to have some problems again. shall see what i can do later.
AND I KNOW WHAT, I REALLY FEEL LIKE NOT COMING BACK ANYMORE. EVERYDAY'S WORK WILL BE THE BEST. I ADMIT I DETEST WORK TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX BUT THEN YOU MAKE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE STAYING ON. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT! I FEEL LIKE HATING YOU BUT I CAN'T. I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS TALKING TO A MUTE WHEN YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO RESPOND OK. FORGET IT LAAAAAAAAAA, I CAN ONLY VENT MY ANGER HERE, SLAM THE DOOR AND SLAP THE LAPTOP'S SCREEN UPSIDE DOWN. ENOUGH OKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. SO WHAT IF YOU ARE OLDER, I DONT BELIEVE IN HAVING MORE POWER WHEN YOU SOMETIMES DONT EVEN DESERVE MY RESPECT. SERIOUSLY, JUST GO AWAY.
YA IM IN A FIT OF ANGER NOW AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
i dont care whether you are avoiding or whatsoever. but have some reply thanks. im sorry but i wont let those unwanted thoughts entertain me anymore. if you really want it to turn out like this, i have nothing to say. GOODBYE.
im too angry to continue or rather pointless. damn it, screw everything's that going on now. i want to undergo plastic surgery so nobody can recognise me go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Monday, September 08, 2008
i dont want to go for work tmr. everything's making paranoid of work alr can. its tooooooo stress and i teared in front of them. i feel so useless, everything i do just cant go my way. wake me up from my senses
i know its a wrong choice of going back gobi to work. totally not what i've wanted. whatever, im going to continue and work even harder. i will stop when i really break down.
MAG'S BEING SO NICE OKKKKKKKKKKK
+CaRyS+ is a binge-ing queen! (: says: i will keep u in my prayers :D isnt she like so sweet.
went for interview today, 2 more rounds for me to be done. i sudd want to rewind back to the past when i dont know anything at all. insane, hahha. i want naivety.
i will continue to blog some other time when im well CURRENTLY HAVING MENTAL STRESS THAT IS BOTHERING ME BIG TIME. WHATEVER I SAID DOESNT EVEN MAKE ANY SENSES. SORRY IF THE POST IS WEIRD.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
WAH, DAMN IT CAN. I SO REGRET SNIPPING 3 INCHES OFF MY PONYTAIL. AND ITS LOOKS FREAKING SHORT WITH THAT RETARDED FRINGE CAN. NOT THREE NOT FOUR IN THE MIDDLE OF MY EYE LVL. tell me about it manxzxzxz.
sorry im going to start bitching again. but its getting on my nevres for more than 24 hours. i have to say it out. i dont care dont care if its you. just pretend you didnt see this. nvm, i shall do you a favour. dont highlight those that are not visible.
omg, you are like horrible can. i know im no better than you but stilllllll... you are not my boss and of course you have no authority to scold me. a person who sleeps during work consecutively for 3 days and slacks 24/7 throughout still dares to scold me. now back at work, im considered new again ok. and first day back, i've got to face your damn attitude. ahhh, faster faster go. cause i know thats what you wanted. you are pissing me off.
ok, this is only part of it. im tooo lazy to type it out.
work later at chinatown again. anyone wants to hit the counters with me?
im so stuck on to rihanna's disturbia
let me share with you how disgusting my hair is. yuck yuck i might act very happy with that hairstyle but so not ok. and im tying my hair as and when i can, cause my hair length is really short now laaaaaaaaaa.
haha, that ring was random. see, so eeeeeeeeee can. goodnessgoodness. im too lazy to edit(: