i still love the moment you teases me all the time best; and i wish for a time machine. why am i still waiting for your call i shall go and sleep now hopefully i can meet you in your dreams(:
i think my zebra prints flipflops are nice.
LZ: i thank lizhen for using her yuan shi way to present her sincerity. thanks so much.HAHHAHA see you around in school ok. it feels a little weird to say love you. ya k, take care(:
I'M DEAD BEAT.
Friday, September 25, 2009
what you are telling me now, is to not salvage the situation and let it pass
how can you take things that easily. nvm, i guess it doesn't work the one sided way i dont want you to feel irritated about me too
somehow i feel indifferent now. do you get what i mean? i still feel that you are around me ok, im not suppose to live in denial
i thank everyone for their wishes and gifts. i've made the same 3 wishes for the 3 birthday cakes. hopefully it comes true.
and certain people that i'm grateful of,
K: i know things didn't turn out well but i'm just going to take things by stride and hopefully, you will still treat me as your good friend update me more about any hot girls you've seen ok! thanks for all those you've gave unconditionally. really thanks alot(:
ANNA: hahha, thanks so much for accompanying me at ym's house just now i know you dont like singing, but hey thanks ah birthday girl biggest. and then, thanks so much for talking to me I SEE THE LIGHT! ok, meet you tmr for carrotcake. we shall eat more and become fishballs once again(:
YANMING: my ultimate girlfriend. i thank you so much for lending me your room and singing in the middle of the night is a blast. more k sessions ya. and i guess we became closer don't always think that i'm crying I'LL SMILE ALWAYS. and for the very first time, you said i love you. omg, thats damn sweet ok. thank yooooooooooo i love you also(:
ANYING: THE LAST AND MOST IMPORTANT PERSON OF ALL. I SHALL TYPE ALL IN CAPS. I LOVE YOU TO THE MAXXXXXXX. THANKS FOR STANDING BY ME ALTHOUGH I LOOK DAMN CUI WHEN I WENT OUT WITH YOU WITH THE PANCAKES BELOW MY EYES.AHAHHA YOU MADE ME SMILE THE WHOLE DAY TOTALLY AND PLUS, WHINING AT YOU WITHOUT EVEN HAVING YOU SCOLDING ME. HAHHA, WE SHOULD SAVE AND GO BKK SOON FASTER FINISH YOUR As AND WE CAN GO OUT MORE.
ok this post is super random. wo yao shui jiao leeeeeeee. my eyes are freaking puffy like muah chee.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
hanging on for that wish i've made on my first birthday cake. will it really come true? that happy birthday recording made me cry non stop i thank you so much for making this 18th birthday the best. so much for liking the song and it really did come true. will taking back your words really hurt so much?
photo talks. omgggg, i can't wait for the surprise at dearest's house later(:
i know i look awful in this series tooo. cause im sick. ok im going to stop finding excuses, im just plain ugly.
the day out with anying and the ugly truth, AWESOME!
AND HAPPY 18TH TO ME(: another 13 more hours coming its wayyyy!
just back with anying not long ago. these 3 days are prolly busy days for me which are good. cause i dont like to be left alone i dont know what is arranged for me but i guess they are the best.
the bkk trip photos that anying finally updated hhaha! ok, good luck for your exams tmr ya and our jump next wed. yessssssssss plus, im damn in love with going out with her i swear.
these photos are going to make you change your opinion of me greatly.
in the planeeeeeeeeeee
this is freaking nice la omg.
i look damn cui in those photos cause they are taken early in the morning like 4am should really buy the bras there, they are freaking comfortable. hahaha and i love our hearty specs damn cool. we bargained like aunties for that ok! i need to rest for my day tmr GOODYNIGHTY!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
out with anying. omggg, im so damn excited. cause different surprises make me happy everyday.
AND PLUS GRACE, IM GOING TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD IM TURNING 18 IN 2 DAYS TIME.HAHAH. AND YOU BETTER TAKE NOTE CAUSE IM IMPORTANTTT OK!
i've changed my no. to a temporary one. so if you want to know, mail me k! or get it from my loves.hahah
Sunday, September 20, 2009
i'm terribly sick
can someone show some care please?
my voice has changed
I'M DAMN IN LOVE WITH MY SEXY VOICE(:
Thursday, September 17, 2009
the 16th(: i really hope time could standstill and continue like this to the end.
although it was not a very happy start at 12 midnight, i was having mixed feelings about continuing this. and then, i saw the reassurance again in you and thats when i teared incontinuously. you held my hands and told me that you will never ever want to leave but its just the quarrels that we were having are tearing you apart. i didnt want it to happen too but you must know its a part of life that we have to go through. yes, i've been complaining that im not happy with this and that which somehow i think i neglect your feelings a little. but seriously, you must know its just myself that im not pleased with and it happens that i vent my anger on you sometimes. but most of the times, i have a valid reason to be pissed with you.
woke up in the morning and wanted to go out alone. in the end, i was too fickle minded about what i should wear and so i didnt. but i managed to get your favourite dessert that you longed for a year ago ok i know its abit long. HHAHA i was damn relief to know that you are happy with the surprise that you thought i've always treat those as passing remarks. then, yes LONG BEACH. OMGOODYNESSSSSSSS! THE CHILLI CRAB. AHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT DIE,ITS SUPER NICE I SWEAR. then then, was gforce 3d. ok im not a animation fan but the show was good. but its damn stupid wearing that specs shit throughout the whole movie. overall i would rate the day:9 CAUSE I'VE FORGOTTEN TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO DEAREST BEFORE I LEFT. thats damn spoiler i know.hahahha
damn it i cannot upload the photo. but anway, its damn nice.hahhaa
okok i need to rest for work soon. GOODYNIGHTY.
6 more days!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
ok i dont hope for any As in the exams anyway but whatever, i've passed all.OMG like totally unbelievable. i thought i need to save the project for next sem sub retake. OK, THANK GOD. SERIOUSLY, IM DAMN HAPPY.
and the second craziest thing i did today, MY PHONE'S NOT NAKED NOW. i hate blings alot but i just tried and now my phone look damn cheena nvm i think its nice. and ITS PINK,LIKE HAHAHHA TOTALLY DONT SUIT ME.
ok, i've no mood to blog again maybe tomorrow or sth i want to k soon. yanming, faster confirm with me hor.
i've said my piece. i hope you will understand and let's continue with this all those are in the history. let not rake it up anymore and have a fresh start afterall, its not good to be sad all the time.
should i get a second job or spend more time on myself?
i wish to sing this duet with you one day(: please fulfil my wish.
as continued from my previous post bangkok was fun with anying around i know we had a little unhappiness but we got over it quickly. the second day was much of a enjoyable one i should take a shot of how happy she was when she got her rainbow maxi for 100 baht. and we got our shoes for 5 bucks each. heyhey, our date in dec. and citin hotel's the best their service and everything plus the room was awesome free internet access ahhhhhh. so much for advertising for them. but really its damn nice they dont even mind being our bodyguards at night. HAHHAHA. almost all details here. i think pictures serve better purposes. anying, send me soon ya.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
i entered this page and hestitate to blog. i think i shall do it tomorrow.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
OH MAN, I SWEAR BANGKOK IS DAMN COOL. WE SPENT SHOPPING ALL THE PLACES IN JUST 2 DAYS (: (:
Sunday, September 06, 2009
macs later at 4am BKK IN A FEW HOURSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TIME. IM LOVING IT.
suddenly i feel that im super selfish i didnt care about those who really cared for me. and when they express their love, i swear my heart melted i dont know what to say but i can only say thank you. i love you, daddy mummy.
and my wonder power sister, she's damn sweet ok. squeezing everything for me to let me carry lesser things on hand. super cute can. oh man, i dont know what to say
to my dearest, you just direct yourself to your blog. i've wrote something there. hopefully it will be in use this 2 days.
i know im going only for 2 days and im such a nag but you know im going to miss homeeeeeeeeeeee! over there, we can only rely on ourselves. yes, we will protect each other. those chikopeks can go die.HAHHA
ok, time for me to nap a while. i feel love around the world coming back to me(:
From the start, i thought it would be logical to feel excited to meet you after one tired day at work. i was getting all so ready although my eyes were half closed. but i didnt want to disappoint you, so i turned up with all smiles. i don't know why is it a must to raise your voice at me when i got the positions all wrong. you could have told me nicely. perhaps its just a stupid mistake. and when i ask you to shun, its not cause im treating you like a stranger but i do not want to see you getting scolded. its really nice when you initiate to send me home but you must know this, i really don't have any idea if you want me to rely more on you or to be more independent. serious, i'm confused. i'm used to walking on that street alone. my tears just kept flowing non stop when that scene kept coming to my mind. yes you cared for me. but do you have to attitude? serious, if you can find someone better you dont have to care how i feel.
cause i love you alot, and thats why i'm willing to let go of this 因为我会想起你 我害怕面对自己 我的意志 总被寂寞吞食 因为你总会提醒 过去总不会过去 有种真爱不是我的