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    Wednesday, November 28, 2007

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    feel like posting a photo.
    i know the photo's ugly.but i have no others.
    yup, so dont mind. it wont pollute your eyes ya
    will not be posting for the next few days.
    cause i will be busy at work. but i will try though.
    keep the tags coming too(:
    im not sacarstic ya.
    i realised i forgot to post.haha.
    so this will be the editted one.
    so as all of you can see, my hair colour is red.
    but but but, in real life the colour is so not true to the picture.
    it turned into some gold-brown-orange-pink colour.
    some weird combination right.
    whatever,haha
    i din regret though.
    ytd was the happiest day of my life i swear. maybe one of the happiest.haha
    nobody wld know what had happen except for me and a few others of course.
    enchanted with anying and anna.
    thumbs up for that show.
    im officially ill. anyone wants to show some care and concern to buy some medicine for me?hha
    someone's going to visit me later and shes going to treat me.
    faster thank me for acc. you ytd.haha
    im going to work soon.
    any budget suggestions on to how to make my hair back to the original intense red i want?
    i have not got my pay so so so i have to be a lil budget in everything i do including transportation.
    but cabbing once a while is contentment.[if theres such a word, sorry i suck in eng ya]
    made a few friends during work in bugis.
    they are very nice.
    oh ya, btw i know yixin wont see this post.
    but i still want to wish all the best when shes away on her holiday.
    wanted to login to her blog but realised she change her pw or did i rmbr wrongly?
    but nvm, just hope you really see this.
    okok, really have to go alr.
    i shall post another few photos up the next time i blog.







    Tuesday, November 27, 2007

    ONE FINE SUNNY DAY THAT I DONT HAVE TO GO TO WORK AT ALL!
    damn happy, but who knows later she will call and asked me to work in the night.
    ok for now just take it into acct. that i dont have to work.
    ytd is not a good day at all.seriously.
    early in the afternoon received some complaint that IM TOO STINGY from the customers and she says it right in front of my face.
    best la. IM NOT EVEN THE BOSS LIKE HELLO. AND IM TOLD NOT TO GIVE ANY DISCOUNTS.
    OK, AUNTIES ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT.
    and it doesnt happen only 1 time la.
    2 times in a row somemore.
    its her things that are selling not mine.
    the price that she set not mine.
    so dont come and show your attitude to me. its not right at all what.
    ok, today is supposed to be a happy day
    i shall not spoil it.

    i dont know why you just have to rake up the past and talked about it all over again. isnt it obvious to you whats the problem behind it. and yet you keep asking me for a reason. hello, i dont owe you a life at all. i have every right of not explaining everything to you. after everything that happened, i still trust you, treat you as a friend from the best i could. so pls, if can, try to be as oblivious to everything that concerns me. i dont wish to answer any of your nonsensical questions again. i means its like its my life that im leading. so dont be some busybody and interfere in my life. i dont like it. sorry, im not really straightforward in this kind of matter. thats why i did not say it right in your face.

    ok, i shall stop scolding now.
    XIAO QING GE is nice.
    by soda green.
    I KNOW ANYING WILL AGREE WITH ME.HAHA
    yes anying go out soon man.
    for this 10 days,i cannot even ask you out.
    have pity on me.haha
    oh ya something to add, i think TANYA CHUA'S NEW ALBUM IS NICE.

    小情歌
    这是一首简单的小情歌
    唱着人们心肠的曲折
    我想我很快乐
    当有你的温热脚边的空气转了
    这是一首简单的小情歌
    唱着我们心头的白鸽
    我想我很适合
    当一个歌颂者青春在风中飘着你知道
    就算大雨让整座城市颠倒
    我会给你怀抱受不了
    看见你背影来到写下我
    度秒如年难挨的离骚
    就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
    我也不会奔跑逃不了
    最后谁也都苍老写下我
    时间和琴声交错的城堡

    song for the day:
    晨间新闻
    a must to go and listen.







    Monday, November 26, 2007

    for the first time today, i came back exactly on 11 from work
    today was tiring.
    screw that boss, she didnt even open the shop in the morning.
    and i have to do opening and closing all on my own.
    its difficult but theres a first time for everything.
    worked in clarke quay today too.
    time passes fast whenever i worked there.
    i like that job(:
    oh ya, before i almost forgot i saw vanessa in bugis just now(:
    she came in with her mother to my shop.
    haha. thanks alot although she didnt buy anything
    but my first customer.
    i realise i had lost touch with the new songs.
    i seem to be downloading like some idiot without knowing whether if its nice or not.
    but nvm, music is nice.
    theres this song that i came across which i think its meaningful
    SHEN HU XI BY YU HENG(:
    i did the most embarrassing thing ever today.
    omgoodness! a lucky thing that i did not say it out.
    heng ah.
    i hope for an increasing pay which im having soon.
    yay! more things on the list to buy.
    but a good song recommendation to all.
    its really nice.
    esp. to those who just recover from a setback
    good luck to all.
    oh kbox with yuling soon.
    cant wait.
    i did not go for 2 mths k
    2 whole damn months.
    i want my pay.

    someone just said to me something about some winners and losers thing.
    well, everything is unfair in this world even the world is not even in a square shape.
    haha thats lame. but its true. i mean theres nothing such that that everything behind what you have done hides a reason. somethings are not within your control at all and and and you cant force yourself to things that ppl demand you to do it right. in this kind of situation, one will tend to lose out more. and so,
    CONCLUSION: not everyone will be a winner for every case. whatever it is, just do whatever you think its right and so you wont regret

    i know my reasoning a bit no link but then again this is my point of view.
    oh ya rmbr to dl that song.
    SHEN HU XI. its nice really.
    it wont harm your eardrums by playing this melody for 3 min or so.
    go go go and listen.
    its alr 320 am
    waking up tmr early for work.
    byebyebye
    rmbr to listen(:
    oh ya, outing with anying soon i think.
    which means more photos.yay!

    not forgetting the kbox trip in hougang with tiff.
    haha. tiff faster org.
    i want to go soon(:

    我紧紧握着方向盘
    开车在回家的路上
    空气很凉摇上车窗
    一个人好慌张
    不知道拐过了几个弯
    经过了绿色的收费站
    空气中听见我的歌唱
    熟悉旋律在回荡
    什么时候眼泪
    开始打转
    我要我自己坚强
    我知道我能做到
    我就要活得比从前更好
    123深呼吸
    就感觉这力量
    叫做翅膀准备飞翔
    我的想法很简单
    没有他们的复杂
    我背负一个伟大的梦想
    123深呼吸我呼吸
    爱的力量学着让自己勇敢
    我知道你知道
    还要全世界看到我的真心和希望







    Sunday, November 25, 2007

    today is my 3rd day of work.
    im freaking tired but i will be responsible and not let my blog rot.
    yes, so today went gobi for work.
    work there was pretty alright cause theres nth much to do apart from serving.
    the other job was such a terror.
    and i was damn bored there alone.
    nobody came to visit me today.
    had to close the shutters myself. its damn heavy seriously.
    saw valerie today with her friends.
    i dont know what else to add.
    oh ya, anying's coming back in like a few hours from now.
    im so looking forward.
    like finally 10 days had past and she will be back.yay(:
    today's post sound a lil boring.
    but just bear with me ya.
    cause its the same old routine everyday that im going through.
    oh ya, in case some of you din notice.
    i had uploaded the prom photos.
    yup.
    ok thats all.
    just hope for a more interesting day tmr.







    Saturday, November 24, 2007

    just came back from work.
    and im damn tired.
    but still i want to blog.haha for fun.
    this dont take long anw.
    after this still have to do things. my eyes are halfway closing.
    dont ask me how do you close your eyes halfway open.
    cause i think its dumb.
    that boss damn best la.
    she left me with no instruction and just asked me to close the shop
    and im like some kuku head standing there without knowing what to do.
    today was the second day of work anw.
    dont ask me why i have 2 jobs too.
    not because im having some cash flow problems.
    isnt it better to have more on what you can spend.
    so dont ask the 2 qns again. thanks(:
    anying's coming back like in 2 days time
    i have flooded her tagboard with all my countdowns.
    be touched anying(:
    oh ya, back to the shop matter.
    i closed 5 deals today which equals to how much deals the boss had closed.
    she had nth to say in the end.
    and cannot claimed that i did not do my job properly.
    shes nice cause shes buying things back from overseas for me.
    ok, sorry contradiction.
    but i dont really like her. ya
    ok, i need to sleep soon.
    theres still work tmr.
    wish me luck man(:







    Thursday, November 22, 2007

    its 2.15 now.
    another 12 hours to work.
    uploading the prom photos now.
    someone wanted it quick so no choice i just have to sacrifice a lil of my sleeping time,
    din really take a lot this time. 50 plus.
    yup. work today or rather ytd was ok.
    i saw this sissy la. he's like dressed in some tube top with jeans and carrying this handbag.
    damn gross. and the worse thing is he shakes his butt while he walks.
    dont ask me why am i that disgusting to look at his butt.
    its within my vision. ok, after that went back to work.
    i am closing my eyes real soon.
    ok. i shall sleep now.
    goodnight
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    miss ong!
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    Wednesday, November 21, 2007

    SALES ASSISTANT WANTED!

    PLS TAG AT MY TAGBOARD IF YOU ONLY YOU FULFIL THE

    BELOW CRITERIA:

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    -16 YRS OF AGE

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    TAG YOUR EMAIL THERE AS WELL

    THANKS(:







    Monday, November 19, 2007

    im sure to have difficulty typing this post
    and damn proud of myself of having so much patients with the aunties and uncles today even though they make my clothes that im selling damn upset
    i still must say thank you to aunties and uncles for buying from me
    got some of them really pissed me off damn badly but still,
    i put up with their rubbish and their at the market attitude.
    so im having aches everywhere
    but in the end i still get the money its worth it.
    oh before i forgot,
    some kind soul came to help me today to fold clothes
    and help me buy my charger for job.
    THANKS(:
    ok, shall blog the rest in the next entry
    PROM TMR!







    Sunday, November 18, 2007

    FIRST DAY OF WORK TODAY!
    ok, going for work later.
    dealing with those cute aunties.
    and they could as you a really funny qn
    "what size do you think i can wear?"
    like how on earth i know, even if im in mars i wouldnt know for goodness sake.
    haha. but they are cute.
    sorry but i din blog ytd.
    cause i practically stayed at home the whole day
    and nothing interesting happened.
    couldnt think of what to blog.
    whenever the window changes to blogger, i closed it again
    QIANYU IS LAZY.
    haha. oh ya, 7 more days to anying's arrival.
    7 ahhh!
    long way more.
    which means: [7x24] hours
    damn long k.
    ANYING, BE HONOURED THAT I COUNT DOWN EVERYDAY .
    haha. countdown for christmas.haha
    oops, getting lamer.
    ok, late for work alr.
    i shall blog again tonight if im still awake.







    Friday, November 16, 2007

    IM DEAD TIRED BUT STILL I WANT TO BLOG.
    YES, I KNOW IM STUBBORN.
    went to look for my prom stuffs.
    yeps, manage to get all.
    tmr will be a lil alteration.
    yes, i will get it in time ya.
    had 2 interviews and i successfully got through 2 of it.
    im working at 2 places and my days are fully packed like maggie mee.
    ok, thats random anw.
    so so tired.
    working in expo on sun.
    went there just now to look for pris.
    not an easy job btw
    food fair was alright but sales was a bit dots ah.
    went tm after that to buy some stuffs.
    the journey way back home is damn long
    longer than my pony tail.
    not funny. but today was fun actually.
    did so many things in one day
    but still i need 30 hours a day.
    and if i could had the 30 hours of daytime.
    so convinient for me.
    and i could work longer.
    ok, i need to sleep now.







    Thursday, November 15, 2007

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    ok, im blogging again
    just back from seeing anying off to australia.
    im sure going to miss her like hell.
    hello, its 10 days. and pris thinks that her friend's cam is damn cool.
    haha. ok, i passed the interview for the expo one and hopefully for the bugis one.
    i can't wait for job to start i need money!
    HAHA. i shall get all my prom things done tmr.
    so many things.
    give me 30 hours a day pls. if someone could do that for me.
    ahh! 24h not enough.
    oh ya i dont work at the food fair anw.
    haha. do drop by if you have the time this sunday at expo.
    going out with pris today is fun.
    haha. anna's nice to help us take our things.
    waiting for tmr to come.
    and for monday to end.
    looking forward to my new hairstyle after prom.
    ahh! red hair maybe.haha
    pris told me sth today,
    she had never regretted doing things and was never thought that it was foolish at all.
    maybe i could be as optimistic as her.
    she's seriously damn cute.


    everything got to move on ya.
    its not a good thing to stay put on the same spot right from the start
    or rather maybe it was a mistake that everyone had committed.
    all the best(:









    i have got so many things to update within such a short time.
    ok, rmbr-ed the fired job that i had posted in the last entry not the scolding one.ya
    the person asked me to go for the interview
    like wth, i thought you had found someone?
    this isn't the way in the society right
    esp. when you are a businesswoman.
    working on sun. haha. ok for only that day to replace pris.
    going interview on fri, hopefully i get thru it.
    ahh! i need a job.
    which one do you think i should go for?
    ok,nvm. i shall see how it goes for today
    i found my prom dress but i didnt buy it yet
    cause im afraid i will regret.
    anyone reading this post. pls comment on which job i should go for?
    ok, not a lot of things to post actually.
    okok, video coming up soon.
    and kbox with tiffany.
    it had been so long k since i have gone.
    ok haha.maybe 2 mths.
    I KNOW SHE WANTS TO GO TO HOUGANG KBOX.
    haha. XHH!
    okok, i have to meet pris soon for interview
    good luck to me!







    Monday, November 12, 2007

    ok, i need some place to vent my anger on.
    goodness! whats wrong with the world man.
    its not as though i had offended or whatsoever
    this is suppose to be a good monday alright
    and YOU, YOU yes you have to spoil it.
    i know i had broken my promise for not able to hand it to you TODAY
    but i had said it that it will be late right
    and whats your reponse dont care
    you knew how busy i was and yet you..
    i am utterly disappointed with you
    seriously
    this is not dramatic alright, i did not spin a tale.
    what could make you change?
    or maybe its difficult for us to get along?
    den in the first place you shouldn't have asked me to be a friend of yours.
    it is not graceful at all right?
    i shall try it on you sometime.
    AS DEMANDING AS I CAN BE LIKE HOW YOU TREATED OTHERS
    do you want it?
    you are getting on my nerves and i swear one day a bloodshot with not be a kidding matter
    change your attitude seriously
    im putting it big here
    maybe you would not know that its you
    but i had already did my best not to describe you to be someone that we all hate
    SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS MIND YOU!







    Sunday, November 11, 2007

    this would be rather long i guess.
    dont read it if you have no patience.
    belive it or not, i stayed home the whole day ytd.
    rotting again.
    told you i need a job to kill time
    was talking to someone last night.
    and i realise theres so much for us to catch up
    but in the end, i was the only doing so much talking.
    i shall be a kind soul and forgive that person.
    this someone wont read it anw.
    it seems so fast that we have alr gone thru almost 1 week of hols.
    with everything yet done
    haha. i realise after every sentence i will put a full stop
    a habit to be change
    see i tried,
    QI QIU IS A CHALLENGING SONG.
    go and hear it and sing it
    i bet your lungs would expand 4 times than usual.haha
    the singer was like omg. sing damn well.
    jobless yet fired what kind of logic is that man.
    maybe its my fault who cares its her loss.
    i need KBOX SESSIONS SOON!
    although im like facing the com singing like no one's business. but still, a bunch of friends singing in a room is nicer(:
    tiffany's XHH.haha"DONT RUN SO FAST"
    does this sound familiar?
    i bet she will be damn high after reading this.
    i have got so much things to blog about but yet i do not know if i should typed down.
    nobody would read it anw.
    anying and yixin will be having their exams on mon.
    good luck!
    im buying so many things recently
    i wished to stop it but you think its that easy?
    nvm, maybe its a time to self-indulge once in a while.
    ok, so for the past few min i have been typing all these crap.
    well, i have nth to blog about
    maybe something yet i dont want to say it out.
    best friends would not last forever, they will leave you someday.
    ok. crapped alot alr.
    will only upload photos on the next post.
    rmbr to hear QI QIU
    its nice(:







    Saturday, November 10, 2007

    ok, so anying's birthday was fun
    except for all those unglam poses k.
    job hunting with pris ytd.
    we practically go into every shop to ask.
    seriously desperate for a job.
    i need money.
    haha.
    PRISCILLA,
    you look so retarded with your umbrella.
    andandand im all wet.
    haiyo.
    bring a bigger umbrella out next time.haha
    ytd wasn't even raining.
    found a job.yay! but a weekend one only.
    if you manage to see me working in any shop, pls pls pls buy things from me ya.
    I NEED A WEEKDAY JOB BABLY.
    im like rotting at home.
    waiting for them to call me on monday.
    hopefully i got through ya.







    Thursday, November 08, 2007

    PRISCILLA,
    i need your no. la.haha.
    i miss talking to you during late nights.
    and going out with you with 50 plus of your zilian photos in my phone.haha.
    see. im nice to post this for you(:
    haha. thank me







    Wednesday, November 07, 2007

    YTD WAS MADNESSSS!
    Os ARE FINALLY OVER! LIKE FINALLY.

    haha. ok, so met anying ytd straight away after lit paper.
    den ruixin came to find us.
    so loooking forward to later.
    im going to surprise that birthday girl.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYING!

    this means 16 times of sincerity.
    i love you
    [i know you like green(:]
    i hope i din count it wrongly
    shall blog when i come back tonight if the com is still here.
    working soon.
    money money money.
    ahh! keep the tags coming. i will reply them at your blog if you have a tagboard or not you will see it in my next post.
    PRISICLLA, FASTER FIND A DATE AND GO OUT SOON(:
    haha. wont really have enough time cause working ya.
    shall not let you all know where will i be working.
    i want to go KBOX!
    anyone wants to sponsor me?
    im not working there btw.
    NEW SONG TO INTRO FOR THIS WEEK:
    RI BU LUO BY JOLIN.
    its nice. a must to hear.
    oh another event coming up.
    prom. i havent get anything done yet.
    ruixin, better be free one day for me hor.
    ok, i need to go out soon, but nvm 5 more min to update.








    Saturday, November 03, 2007

    THREE MORE DAYS!
    SS ON MON
    LIT, SCI PP1 ON TUE
    YAY! DONE
    Os is going to end in just a blink of an eye.
    so fast!!!
    ahhh. so many things for me to do.
    damn looking forward.
    okok. i have to study ss again.
    time to update after Os.