i just came back from rule #1
omg, its damn horrendous to the maxxx.
ahhaha. not that exaggerating though.
the first ever horror movie that made me covered my eyes with a twist.
the introduction was scary enough
blood was splurting all over the screen.
and someone actually asked me to drink it if im thirsty.
but she's being very nice to entertain me for part of the show(:
after that i was like whispering,"can i go home now?"
then they started laughing.
i seriously got no mood to continue.
but however whenever whatever, i stayed on.
so when im prepared to cover my eyes but still tempted to watch.
i covered my eyes with a twist.
cannot imagine, i will show it to you next time.hahahha
ruixin was like screaming away whenever she hears scary sound effects.
dont ever ever go watch with her.
ppl even complained. bestbestbest!
after that, our rantings doesn't really get into our brains anw.
cause i think we were too trumatized.
esp. of high buildings. dont look up!
nice show anw.

i have to wake up early tmr and hopefully just hopefully i can make it on time.
i know i did not go out with you today in the end.
but i will try to make it up alright for tmr.
just wish me luck(:

MY PHONE IS UNDER GREAT CONSTRUCTION
SO PLS SO DONT TEXT OR CALL ME I WONT BE ABLE TO ANS.
WILL INFORM ALL OF YOU AGAIN WHEN ITS OK.

I WANT TO SLEEP NOW!

i shall start from fri.
went for a haircut with graceeeeeee.
and i seriously regretted for cutting my hair short la.
it was super short now and the auntie was like where got no la still the same length leh.
ya right, my hair very short ok. nvm, im waiting for it to grow.
my hair changed colour again.
best and this time amazingly to black and lil brown.
after that was the accompany of study session with dearest.
yes, she made my day although she kept insulting me of being a twit.
and and and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUIXIN!
ytd was the bomb yo
so we took like maybe 1 day to plan it and it turned out to be fine.
with us ard, nth will be impossible even if its just maluating stuffs.
so i met anying at hg to buy the cake.
in the end, we were way too early.and we slacked in macs camwhoring.
my cam is filled of her photos worxzxzx.
be honoured ya. after a while, anna came along.
i dont think i should post the photo up or not she's going to kill me.
BUT anying i will send it to you.

you can do whatever you want to it.hahaha
it was like 10 min to twelve.
and so we make our way to kbox with so much screamings ok.
whose fault? anna!
she threw sth on me la and at first i thought it was some lizard from the celling.
awesome, and i made anying screamed with me.
then there was this ah ma in front of us.
she stunned and looked at us. damn funny la.
prepared a while and only left like 5 min, RUIXIN STILL HAVENT CALL!
ok after that like maybe 2 min left, she said she arrived like FINALLY!
so my plan was to blindfold her from hougang interchange to kbox.
luckily she was spontaneous enough to carry out the dare.
she was like screaming all the way from the bank all the way to kbox.
and the best thing is everyone stares at me not her.
after that was the cake smash.
she had it all over her shirt.
and left the last piece of cake. so came up with idea of putting chilli into that.
haha, and we tricked ruixin into eating. damn funny.
after she swallow down then she says this,
"HOW COME SO WEIRD ONE AH? GOT LIKE CHILLI INSIDE LEH"
we all burst out laughing. she's slow. cannot blame.hahha
then had a decision made of mixing all the alcohol tgt with the help of kbox management.
haha. ya, blueberry honey lemon.
haha, she's super gullible. she wanted to try it.
and so, we gave her that mixed drink.
and the alocohol mixed was actually some ah pek beer at the kopitiam.hahaha
anna claims that its ah pek drink and only ay and i know how to appreiciate.
its nice ok. really.hahaha
after a while, ay and me got very high and we started singing damn loudly with barbaric actions and of course those ppl whose room were ard ours all left due to the noise pollution.
not our fault to be overly excited.
sang till 3 plus and went home.
overall, i guess this was the best birthday planned.

right, ruixin?

i shall upload some of the photos here
the rest will be in shutterfly.
videos will be uploaded again.





































if you realised, most of the photos are actually of me and ay.
haha. too bad cause we are the only ones that were high that erm morning?
hahah.
and i actually posted un-editted photos on my blog.
ok not the first time anw. i dont care if its unglam.haha

anying, faster upload your photos and send it to me.

today was of course a long day.
and its a long, long day

went to work as usual.
and i have to work in that small shop again.
irritating. and it seems my fault that i din that target?
hello, there's no crowd how do you want me to sell?!
lovable cheered me up with her texts(:

was talking to ruixin on the phone.
we didn't catch up for long alr.
and yes, we intended just to go kbox.
rushed home and off i go.
omg, singing my love.
[although i know i sound a lil horrible now, but still quite pleasant to the ear i guess]

im damn satisfied with myself to be able to do sth that i longed for.

its 3.05 now.
i think i better get some rest.

TODAY'S DEFINITELY NOT A GOOD DAY:(
im going to make this fast.
my head hurts but still i insisted on not breaking my good record.
reacged workplace at like 1230 today.
damn early ok. i woke up way too early alr.
so i decided to get lovable's refills.
i went to the largest popular in singapore.
at first, i do not even know where will it be.
and i just alight at some ulu stop.hahaha.
biggest popular you know.
and yet, they do not have the stocks.
best ok. and screw them for putting the stationary section at the 5th lvl.
i have to climb all the way up while talking to hao jie mei.
after that, went to work. tooooo early yo.
halfway, the whole fitting room just crashed.
the whole metal thing just fell.
and i have to tie the thing onto some metal stuff.
looks damn ugly now but no choice.hoho
and sales was not as good as i expected.
went home tgt with joyce and i was having a good laugh over what she said.
it goes like this.
there's like woman like age of 21 who came for an interview.
she came and ask:
HOW COME YOU ALL WORK AH NO UNIFORM ONE?
and this is what joyce replied:
YOU THINK WE WORKING IN METRO AH?
this is only part of it.
and ask nonsensical stuffs like WHY DO YOU NOT TIE OUR HAIR WHEN WE WORK?
HELLO, ITS OUR OWN HAIR, LIKE DUH!
NOT LIKE YOURS HUR ORIENTAL WOMAN.
the way she dresses today looks so waiter la.hahaha
this is not being mean. i mean age of 21 doesnt behave like thissssssss!
but thanks for making my day.HAHAHAHHAHA
i want to sleep now.
byeeeeeeeeee

I'M WORSE THAN ANY CRIPPLED TODAY!
i stay at home doing nothing.
i do not have the mood to blog actually.
but since i have so much to say, i shall blog everything out today.
omg, this is not the kind of life i want man.
and since i had alr declared that i quit, she still calls me asking me to go back to work.
why should i?!
since you dont even treat us nicely, thinking that we are bringing you more troubles instead.
fine, go and play nice to your new employees and they will love you for life.
im not going back and thats final. i want my pay only.

i was sitting in front of the com browsing through some old files.
reminisce times that were shared in sec sch.
i kind of miss sch now.
and in just a blink of eye, im going to start sch in a month time.
with all unfamiliar faces, i really do not know how to face this.
pls, all these just seemed a lil unfair.
friends couldnt stick for life but the times were really short.
it became so unfair and subjective.

i was actually real excited for work tmr.
however, i do not have any enthusiasm in me anymore.
reluctant had ben always knocking on my door nowadays.
i apprehend that this is not the usual me.
im going to find back what im supposed to be.
no matter how hard the obstacles are, shoo shoo shoo.
im not afraid cause i know there will be ppl who are willing to be there for me, i suppose.

you seemed a little disappointed in me i dont know why.
it seemed a little wrong. but pls, dont take it to heart.
nothing else matters more than your studies.
please do well and ace it. dont risk taking your future as a joke.
i would not anticipate what will happen but im going to tell you im not going to let you face any difficulties alone. rmbr, i will always be here till the end.
assumptions are mostly just beliefs.
if you want to talk, just call me. 24/7 no extra charges ok?
cheerup, i know you are a little troubled.
dont ponder upon any wild thoughts anymore(:
loves



ANYING,
rmbr this photo?
it was taken during our meetups for Os revision.
take your motivation for studies seriously once again.
i know you can do it.
pls manage your time well alright.
you are lacking alot of sleep.
this is only the beginning.
dont give up k. JIAYOU!
through this ordeal dont give up, cause i will always be there for you.
this is to dedicate to the one and only you.
i know there will be someone to be there for you.
i dont mind being the other one to lend you my listening ears to hear your naggings all and anything.
after all these, we must go out k.
im waiting for your date(:
take care and much loves.
[i know you will get this msg, thanks to this special reader ya(:]




although its an old song, it still says so much about everything.

爱你等于拥有一片天空 任何风吹草动
都有你存在其中 自然而然的轻松
一路到夏天的尾声 我所谓到过于激动
我们有笑容 我们曾心动 不再是无动于衷
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问 有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲我的灵魂 如此沸腾
为我爱的人喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯
我愿尽力完成 你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任 爱一个人付出才会完整
无条件 越爱就越深 永远不分

I'M SENSELESS NOW. I CANNOT SMELL AND CANNOT TASTE.
I FEEL SO USELESS. OMG!
my tastebuds aren't doing their job.
everything just taste the same, smell the same.
i love my sexy voice.
every single word i said last night when i was on the phone practically went out of tune.
horrible! i dont want this.
i sound so ah du. i dont want to jian chi dao di.hahaha
anw anw, i shall blogged about ytd.
yvonne's last day of work.
so went to celebrate at tian tian.
and best, they ordered super spicy one.
started off it was quite alright.
but lovable one wasn't very happy with the idea.
im alright ok.hahaha. sexy voice worxzxzxzx
den after that, she still wants to eat her ice-cream.
so so so we cracked our brains and use our heart and soul to think of a place that sell at that point of time. it was alr 2330 for that moment.
so we just walked and ended up in long bar.
i like the live band. damn cool la.
den after that they couldn't hear what i said.
and so i shouted with my sexy voice and it ended up that i became mute.
damn horrendous la. the drinks was nice.
oh ya, surprised yvonne with the gift.
yay! plan succeed and she cried cause of my love note to her.
hahah. after that headed home and not forgetting the part i talked to beloved till 330.
she was having some pillow fight with her sis la.
ok nvm, was intending not to sleep cause i was afraid i couldn't wake up this morning.
still, i slept. i swear last night was way tooooooo high and i tire myself out.
and this morning, i was damn not late for work la.
oh ya GOOD NEWS TO SHARE.
TODAY'S MY LAST DAY OF WORK AT CENTRAL!
so i tried to did my best to do everything well.
but everyone just can't figure out what i was talking cause i've got no voice to serve my customers. so so so i chose to keep quiet all the while.
i think im damn unlucky. last day of work somemore.
that uncle caught me throwing rubbish outside again.
and i was force to pick up from the dustbin for the public and go down to the ulu basement to throw.
what luck:(
den after that, i thought mummy was suppose to fetch me at station and in the end i have to walk home myself.
i was like planning to sit down on the road while talking to hao jie mei.
i really cannot take it. i cannot even breathe properly.
it had been long since i suffered this kind of thing.
and best, mummy doesnt even know im sick.
nvm, there's no work tmr. im going to rest rest rest at home. yay!

oh ya last but not the very leassssssssssssst,
iloveyou(:
thanks for everything that you had done ya.

i'm tired to blog actually.
but still, i will for the sake for someone who wants to read it.
must be honoured alright.
anw anw, for the first time after so long i went out with ay.
yes, like finally yo.
went some ulu pandan street.
and being 2 street idiots, we almost got lost in the middle.
after that headed to bugis.
best my phone got no battery.
so luckily i got it charged at my shop
bought a few stuffs, im happy yo.
at least i bought sth.hahahah
town-ed for a while.
and i thought i could see lovable one over there.
no fate. but nvm i guess, i will be seeing you soon right?
i hope i can.
i will edit this tmr if i have the time.
but for now, this will be it(:

school's starting soon and im so going to hate it
the timing will be damn diff.
everybody's having hols and you schooling
and when everyone's schooling you are having hols.
i dont understand that point man.
why can't everyone have the same hols tgt?
I'M SURE TO ASK YOU OUT WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.
I WON'T BREAK MY PROMISE CAUSE EVERYONE WILL BE SEEING THIS(:
tell me tell me.

yes, im contented enough just to see you happy.
it will never be once in a lifetime but a forever promise.
i love you(:

i'm lazy to edit. sorry if it spoils your eyes ya.

IHATEFLOODS!
was late for work again.
and this few days was like raining fishes and prawns.
making my business damn damn poor la.
there is a flood at the entrance yo. almost a tsunami.
and so everybody got no mood to work and closed their shops early.
but i stayed till 10 ok(:
i'm quite tired actually but i dont feel like sleeping.
ya, blogging now.
i forgot to mention.
lovable came down to find me today(:
her voice was really funny, so gentle.hahaha
send her off to the bus stop.


lovable one;
take care of your throat la.
still shouting here and there, its your throat mind you.
thanks for acc.ing me this few days.
im so glad to see you even though you din say much but i guess i know what you are thinking.
telephathy worxzxzxxzxz(:
ILOVEYOUUUUUUUU!

shihui was being damn thick skin for thinking that she'in my heart. yup she's damn shy over it. wth. but she made my day today at work esp. when we were buying food. must be devoted to only one.hahaha. see i praised you(:

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只能活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了连回忆 都是负荷

当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了我已是 陌生人了

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY, YTD WAS ALSO ONE AND HOPEFULLY EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT IS PASSING BY(:

ytd was not very pleasant actually.
but luckily yi xin was there to like "nvm nvm will be ok one"
haha. i will rmbr it yo.
after that to work.
work was boring boring boring.
but luckily someone's there to entertain me.ahaha
see i had great friends alright.
she acc. me all the way until my hse void deck.
thanks ah(: but i dont know why you want to walk all the way home.
act strong only ah someone or emo?hahha
thanks ah QING AI DE!

today was like sianxzxzxzx to the max.
i swear im damn bored till i could even dose off.
don't laugh! there's really no souls ard la.
and my sales was damn shit la
i've got my pay! yay!
im going to spend spend spend.
ahhh! spending is happiness(:


画一个圈圈
把你包在里面爱的圈圈
套在手指上面
仙女棒一挥
从今烦脑都不见
画一个圈圈 我要让幸福当选爱的圈圈
你是我的宝贝对不对
正确答案是
到永远到1后面的圈圈
数不完的那一天
tian tian quan by zhuo wen xuan(:

no photos today!
will upload soon ya

it doesn't pay to be kind afterall.
reflect on yourself before bombing at others.
you will make me dislike you even more.
it is not fun alright.
ooops, cannnot blame. maybe you are just like that.
and pls don't force me to do things i don't like.

today is a duper tiring day but she cheered me up(:
entertaining me all the way till i end work.
cannot describe how much i love her manzxxzxzxzx.

poly admin is wrecking my plans for work.
i so dont know how to rush there.
everything's like so packed.
and what YOU dont even understand my feelings k.
keep pressurising me. i had it enough.
enough at work and moreover im at home yo.
your endless naggings are such a bore.
they are just the same old words again and again.
i really hate it k.
when you tried to help, you find it such a nuisance.
then in the first place, dont try to lend a helping hand.
cause you will make me feel damn irritated.
I SHALL BE INDEPENDENT AND DO EVERYTHING MYSELF WITHOUT THE HELP OF YOU AND I MEAN IT SERIOUSLY.
i cannot even scold anyone la now but just to vent my anger here.
i don't even feel like talking to the wall.
mixed feelings. i am so bloody annoyed la.
ok maybe my period is coming.
no. its way too early.
its you that is annoying me.
i cannot say i hate you but just to show respect by keeping my mouth shut.
its really painful to suffer in silence.
who will be there to lend your listening ears?
thanks kind soul who would do that.
ahhhh! i don't have the mood to blog.
byeeeeeee.


最后爱情是怎么一回事
两个爱过的人变得 不认识
谁来急救 没有感觉的彼此
我在你的心中 没有了位置
到底爱情是怎么一回事
太多的故事 结局都是如此
在每一个 没有星星的日子
往哪里指 都是你影子

i'm stuck onto f.i.r's forever green.
that melody is nice but i dont quite understand the song.haha

RED HAIR IS LOVE(:
i've got it back red like finally after a millions yrs of consideration.
gold hair shoo shoo. i dont like you.

there's work tmr which means boredom.
sianxzxzxzx to the max.
met ruixin ytd and i was like buying things non-stop.
IM GETTING PAY SOON AGAIN!
yay! spending money time.
poly is going to start soon alr.
i havent get to play enough yet.
unfair unfair!
1 1/2 more months..


and just now just like 1 hour ago..
i fell down upon seeing someone's sms.
and i think i sprained my ankle.
so many injuries. hate it la.
SO IRRITATING!

anying finally recovered and she's free to do anything she wants.
especially eating eggs.hahha
inside joke(:

i dont have the urge to blog anymore.
sorry ppl.
come back tmr ok.
i will try to update more provided im not tired.

to my lovable one
actually what you said just now i got a mixed up after i read your msg-es again.
hahha. so retarded.
but nvm, i want to go out with you soon(:

身边也有人帅气又热情
但爱情不是这些东西
我也不一定 要一见钟情
爱有时候日久见人心

跟我说话却不敢 看我的眼睛
一个人傻傻的 默默的 远远的守护着我
永不靠近

小脾气 耍点小脾气
我想看你对我有多在意
我的小脾气
因为喜欢你这个荣幸 我只给你而已

took out some of the lyrics cause i think only these are meaningful(:

TODAY WAS A TOTAL SCREW UP.
CLUMSY MISS QIANYU JUST SPRAINED HER BACK.
read on to continue...
on this one fine day, suwati went out with me to buy groceries at shop and save.
more or less, she will follow wherever i go.
but when i was choosing some fish. she was nowhere to be seen.
so i turned a few rounds on the spot calling out for her.
and the last turn she finally appeared and my butt landed on the ground.

ALL OF THE ABOVE WAS CRAP ACTUALLY.
i sprained my back reason being the new shop la.
hahhaha. i know all of you are fooled by nonsensical crap.

sales was good today.yay!
but then, my customers are super duper fussy.
i don't like them. they spoil my mood la.

i have nth to blog about alr.

oh ya, yixin get well soon.
do look at my photo once in a while in your blog if you miss me.
i know it looks spastic but i know you still love me right?haha
okok. take care

my suwati is the almightiest[if there is such a word]
she was talking to me on the phone and making me laugh like no one else's business.
my lungs almost dropped and my jaws almost could not close.
but luckily she stopped her abc accent.
its making my toes laughed for goodness sake.
although she's that retarded, i still love her(:

thats all for today i guess.
no pictures. sorry:(

an old melody which always rakes up the unwanted past.




i'm so so so angry today la.
i was tranferred to another outlet.
and its like half of the size of the present shop?! wth
damn squeezy and ppl keep streaming in making me damn pissed.
reason being, all of them tried and DIDN'T buy.
making the whole shop damn stuffy. no ventilation know!
nvmnvm, tmr work in bigbig shop.hahah
and i didn't hit any sales target. sadly the rain's fault ok.

luckily there's maria who was actually doing laundry entertained me for a while.
she never failed to make me laugh.
and once i laugh, i cannot stop.
thats how bad it is.
oh i forgotten her name is suwati not maria.hahaha
i love this maid of mine damn much la.
she's like 1 in a million.
the best you can ever find.
serves you with all her might.hahahaha
don't kill me after you see this k.

anying's recovering well!
yayness. take care of yourself ok(:

oh ya met yixin after work for dinner or rather supper.
and i bought her this medical kit which consists of strepsils, fisherman's friend, some drops thing.
see im nice. cause i can't bear to see her coughing all day long with her lungs that are going to be drop out anytime. sadded la.
everyone ard me is getting sick.

take care all!

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过折磨的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月一遍遍填满
渐渐就习惯不在想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

i'm over alr. like finally.

i dont know what else to post alr.
oh ya i need to get my pay and go out soon.
im going bonkers.
no one is free to go out.
ask me out ok and i will love you for life.hahahaha
okok. my fingers are asking my brain to stop crapping that much.
byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

NO MORE STALKERS ANYMORE=HAPPINESS!
working today was super tiring can.
super super pissed with some irritating customers.
they damn best k.
try everything in my shop and after that just walk off leaving me hanging all the clothes back.
AUNTIE AH, IM NOT YOUR SUWATI.
want to do that right? bring your own maid help me hang back all la.
and all i can do is to smile to them.
thanks for the mess(:

yes, anying's recovering faster(:
concentrate on recovering ok.
take care

i dont know what else to blog.
i want to sleep alr.
byebye

shall blogged from 29th feb.
i watched leap years.
damn touching okok. like double thumbs up.
rate 5/5* i realised one of the scenes is sjc.hahah
den went shopping all. bought quite a few stuff.
yes, i did enjoyed myself but not when i receive this irritating prank call saying you are all sorts of names. seriously, i dont give a damn hor!

and FIRST OF MARCH(:
a brand new month again.
i spend my time working with yvonne.
i like to work with her. damn fun la.
hahha. i SPECIALLY went to see my darling at macs, TOUCHED NOT?
she damn shy la and claims that its her nature.
everyone pls disagree yo and she's not studying.
and got nth better to do and so she got her entertainment from some free show right?
kboxing with ruixin after that.

and im damn super duper scared that i will see that pirate and we cabbed home from hg.
damn lame ok. hougang to hougang.

ANYING TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF K.
i shall enjoy whatever i can now.
hopefully i can enjoy my hols with you too.
rest well(:

ruixin, i finally get to go out with you.
wah, i still miss going out with you know.
see you must be honoured. hahaha
go out with me soon ok(:

to this one and only lovable child:
must study hard ok.
and and and pls ah next time dont act shy anymore.
im not quite used to it. hahaha.
reserve one day for me k?
loves.

im sorry no photos again:(