I don't know what i'm thinking
I just got out from one and now getting into it again.
can someone like help me.
i know i've to give up, be strong all.
i know there aren't any words to help.
but its just the heart thats telling you that you can't give up.
probably it had really been too fast.
this one month might be short but i guess i can consider it to be one of the best beautiful memory in life.
and it ended all just like that.
i know i have to take responsibility of what i've said.
even if its out of rashness, i did it.
everything can't be change and even time was to turn back, i would do the same thing.
i know its plain stupid and all but it really shows how much disappointment you caused me.
and all those promises are they in vain?
i'm hurt really.
and cause i didn't kept in touch with you, it doesn't mean that im not bothered with you.
but its just me not wanting you to get frustrated over me.
i hope you understand.
if there's one day, i'm really willing to try.