太陽也許不知道自己多麼重要
I guess i've my day ruined all cause by myself. rahhh.
i will definitely choose what's best for you.
i know you would think it doesn't matter, cause we want to meet one another.
but i hope you understand the decision's all made for you.
although i wanted you to come, and i've tidied the house to welcome you in.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.................................................
i want you to study well, play's for later on kay.
sorry for being that fickle minded and i always hate myself for being indecisive.
i need to hear it from you, i know i will be your distraction when you study too.
soooooooooooo, yeah jiayou and good luck for your study session today.
we will meet up as soon as we can kay.
i felt so paralyzed when im unable to help you in anything.
i wasn't feeling very well at heart to answer your questions
neither do i want to pretend that im happy.
i'm sorry to spoil your mood, but ya i just feel what i can do is very limited and i know its not that you don't want to meet me but you can't
i dont blame you, im just angry with myself.
thats why i dont feel like talking to remind myself.
i apologised.
just don't forget, everything i do i think for you.
cause i don't want to harm you.
for now, prioritise your studies first. its more important.
只有我 才能将你的好坏
都拥有
I'm sorry.
i know i'm selfish for making you decide and get upset over that.
but i want you to do that, then i know you've already stood an important place in my heart to really make me shed that precious drop.