Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

So that someone special in my life doesn't exist anymore
i swear im a fool in this love game.
i dare not take up any risk again
and all along, when i know that i shouldnt put in any feelings i still did.
idk why but yes it feels like im hallucinating myself.
what the hell is wrong with me.
i shouldn't even have such an improper feeling towards someone whom i've known for less than 2 months or so and to even put in any special feelings for someone that i would not imagine i will fall for.
but whatever, if its gone its gone.
i wouldnt force either of us, let it stay this way.
dont come into my life anymore, i've kinda regretted.

and J is going on a holiday for freakingggggg 11 days.
ok it seems short but ya to me its a super long time frame can.
but im glad that you still text me when you're there(:
i await for your arrival!8 more days.
check out your fb manzxzxzx(:

this year's birthday is not awesome
in the end, i still cried.
its not that its not well-planned.
but the scars will forever be there.
i still remember last year on this very day.
and i cant believe im still quite bothered over it.
!!!
I NEED TO GET A LIFE SERIOUSLY.


life's boring, life's screwed.
ive nothing to blog about.
im determined, i need to lose some weight already before J comes back!