It is not that i don't cherish
But its just that i have to stop caring from this minute onwards.
What are the quarrels for.
Initially, i thought i really could forget.
Why do my side effects always kicking so late.
and it happens when i'm all alone here coop up in the room.
i dont know if you are trying to get me jealous or whatsoever
deep down in my heart, you know the answer for everything.
you understand me too well
i need to forget.
please help me.
dont come into my life anymore.
i dont want to see you again
i need to avoid. thats the best excuse that i can give.
cause without contacting you at all, i guess i can really let go of everything.
THANKS FOR SCOLDING ME AND WAKING MY SENSES.
IM REALLY THAT IGNORANT BITCH THAT YOU'VE MENTIONED.
I KNOW IM STRONG AND I CAN DO IT.
I GUESS I'VE DID IT PRETTY WELL.

REMIND QIANYU THAT SHE HAS TO FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN THAT PAST ONE YR. BE IT HAPPY OR SAD. THERE'S NOTHING TO CRY, YOU WILL NOT BE ANY PRETTIER. I MUST NOT BE BOTHERED, I CANNOT INTERFERE, I DONT WANT TO BE DISTRACTED AND AFFTECTED. EVERYTHING'S ENDED. NO POINT DREAMING ANY FURTHER YOU KNOW. CAUSE IN THE END, I GUESS NOBODY WILL PITY YOU.
AND NOW, ONLY YOU YOURSELF HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. NO MORE NONSENSE.




i'm supposed to my project anyway but i've got distracted.