I want and i need to get those unwanted thoughts out of my mind.
and why am i still getting so affected over what you did
its like, seriously i dont have to give a damn about everything
but i still chose to care.
i dont like myself being like that.
all i do everyday is to complain and complain but not acting against it
why am i still procrastinating

THIS IS REALLY THE TIME, WHEN I STARTED TO THINK I'M SUCH A BITCH AND I'M A SUPER LETDOWN TO MYSELF.
COME ON MAN, I KNOW I CAN DO A BETTER JOB.
LIFE SUCKS BUT I DONT CARE, I KNOW I CAN LEAD IT BETTER WITHOUT YOU.

tests marks are bad.
i dont wish for more, at least no Ds this time round(: