I KNOW I SHOULDNT HAVE KEPT THE RINGS.
EVERYTIME UPON SEEING THEM, I WOULD HAVE TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS.
I KNOW I HAVE TO BE STRONG
I CANNOT SHED A TEAR.
THIS ISNT THE ENDING IT SHOULD BE, I SHOULD RETURN THEM TO THE OWNER.
HAPPY ENDING RIGHT.
I WANT IT TO BE LIKE HOW I RECEIVED IT.
I'M FEELING MISERABLE ON THE INSIDE.
I THANK ALL THOSE WHO HAD ACCOMPANIED ME FOR THE PAST DAYS.
BUT WHEN IM ALL ALONE, EVERYTHING IS HAUNTING ME AGAIN.
I CANNOT LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN
YES YOU ARE RIGHT, BREAKUPS ARE NOT JUST LIKE GAMES.
I CANNOT TURN BACK SINCE I'VE DECIDED.
I CANNOT CRY REALLY.
I CANNOT BE A FOOL ONCE AGAIN
I CANNOT LIE TO MYSELF
I CANNOT REGRET!

I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE.
I NEED TO WAKE UP SERIOUSLY.

its just a failure of love, it doesn't mean that the world is ending
so i know i cannot let those who care for me disppointed.
I OUGHT TO BE HAPPPY.
CHEERUP YOU QY.