The 5 years plan.
i will always be with you.

work today was OMG SUPER TIRING TTM.
and those cheeeeeeeeeeenapokkkkks.
they are damn irritating i swear.
okok enough of work

school's tmr, and im excited!
i cant wait to see my dearies.
my mind just can't stop thinking of non-existing things.

i want that inner voice to shut up seriously.
like what someone told me, its just a feeling
i have to be logical to decide for myself.
im lost too, i dont know how to be strong again
its like, i know the world's not tumbling down
but then, i just dont know how to accept the fact as yet
you still belong in my world.
but now, a different status.
we are just normal friends.
friends that could not even share passionate hugs and kisses
i do not know why do i still hesitate till now
since i've made up my mind, i should stop.
its just very difficult,
afterall we've been tgt through everything for nearly 400 days.
they are not for display purpose.
we've built it all up together and now everything was crashed.
damn it ok, seriously.