i'm confused over what you've said
and i'm super duper tired over what i'm going through.
so i will just smile and pass my day happily.
maybe i'm just not the same someone whom you've known for the past years.
you've changed as well.
ya, people do change and isn't it better to live in a beautiful lie rather than you waking up being pessismistic all the time. ok thats totally no link.
and so, people do change and make mistakes.
sometimes, the mistakes that you've committed are just hard to accept and forgive.
i'm getting affected over small things you do and say thats cause there's love.
i'm not sure if its mutual, but for me i definitely never regret not forgiving you those times when i'm pissed. and cause, i want you to know that you are important.
but whatever, guys and girls always think differently.
so no matter how much i tried to address my point of view, its redundant.
i didnt know that meeting me would tire you out so badly.
then be straightforward and tell me.
whatever i've said are not important to you,
cause you think that they are not pleasing to the ears?
and cut those crap about you just playing overboard.
don't ever deny that you have a little interest in her.
i admit she's kind of cute but i think i didn't lost to her too.
if you don't have the interest, then in the first place why do you talk to her for?
just say that she caught your attention, beloved eyecandy.
i'm not countering you in whatever i said.
yes, i like to boss around.
then what about those times when you asked me to go over your place, are those like not in sight?
when we are outside, i gave you face.
i tried my best not to show any attitude to you.
but still, what i get. ppl scolding me having some dog face over one mistake.
please man, whatever i do its always wrong.
spare a thought for me can.
i've always tried ways to improve[ok maybe my attitude just suck], but still i will never reach your ideal target.
sorry then, my fault.
ya thats all i know that i can say.
and when you tell me face to face about me neglecting your work, you wont know how much pain i've received k.
then those times when i planned surprises, what are all those?
and its not that i've ever wanted to compare the sacrifices we've made for each other but just maybe i deserve a little better?
ok, maybe i dont.

continue later.
my eyeballs are drowned.
they need to breathe


i'm just saying but i wont do it.
why is it that hard to get over somethings which i must forget.
damn it, i hate the world.
i can jolly well go die.
Bye



OK, ALL THESE ARE FREAKING IMPORTANT!
dino: You will always be with me
i am willing to do whatever u wan me too. and im willing to forget all those
miss me: Dun liddat k? I know we will forgive each other. ilu.
Zy: Cheer up babe. not always there for u sorry.