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From the start, i thought it would be logical to feel excited to meet you after one tired day at work. i was getting all so ready although my eyes were half closed.
but i didnt want to disappoint you, so i turned up with all smiles.
i don't know why is it a must to raise your voice at me when i got the positions all wrong. you could have told me nicely. perhaps its just a stupid mistake.
and when i ask you to shun, its not cause im treating you like a stranger but i do not want to see you getting scolded.
its really nice when you initiate to send me home
but you must know this, i really don't have any idea if you want me to rely more on you or to be more independent. serious, i'm confused.
i'm used to walking on that street alone.
my tears just kept flowing non stop when that scene kept coming to my mind.
yes you cared for me. but do you have to attitude?
serious, if you can find someone better you dont have to care how i feel.

cause i love you alot, and thats why i'm willing to let go of this



因为我会想起你
我害怕面对自己
我的意志 总被寂寞吞食
因为你总会提醒
过去总不会过去
有种真爱不是我的