When it all takes is just a smile;

all the mistakes that were commmitted over and over again are worth getting angry at but cause i realised forgiving and forgetting is really a more important part rather than bearing grudges and keeping all by myself.
and i hate myself even more cause i've never brought up the topic seriously having to think that apologising and the whole matter would be alright. idk what i'm up to. perhaps i'm really tired of quarrels and standing up for myself. whatever it is, i mean i've not did my part to prevent you from doing that always.

i hope from this i would really learn and let this be our last big quarrel. ok, 9 months aren't easy to come by. and this time round i've really invest all my feelings in it and no joke a huge stake of my life. please don't bet on it once again. i want this to continue forever. ok, i know its cheesy but yes, although you are not my first but you will be my last(:

on our way home, its really nice hearing you saying," i've send you home only thrice. it's a little troublesome but for you i will." thanks for being honest about the troublesome part but will you really do it for me? and when the car almost crashed into me, you've got all so nervous and asked me not to do it again. yes i won't.

and i thank you even more waiting for me for the entire 2 whole hours without complaining that you are tired or whatsoever. i'm really touched. this is the first time i've experienced importance in your life.