What is wrong with me nowadays? i'm having terrible moodswings all thanks to every single shit that is happening around me now.everything seems to be showing im at fault. i dont know.. i don't feel like doing anything, just staying at home everyday and rot my ass throughout the day. useless. and bloody hell hate myself for being so contradicting sometimes. i'm sorry to my gfs, i didnt heed your advice. i know i've made the wrong move right from the start but i guess i will hang on and hope things will turn out for the better?
i shouldn't have meet on that wednesday afternoon.
things will turn out better that way
(: i will learn how to smile with my teeth wide open.
show the world, im the happiest girl they've ever seen.
sorry i know i sound crap, just vent it here a little while.
Bye.