Everything's going wrong right now

But i know it will be over soon, right?

BAD LUCK LEAVE ME ALONE, PLEASE!

bless me with luck that my matric card will be in the office
and if its so, i thank that kind soul with all my heart.
im like getting so impatient to get to sch tmr
and just for that card, i've got scolded by mummy
ya, i know its my fault
but i didnt pray for it to be gone right. im getting so worried
and the best part is, i've lost it last thurs and only today i realised its missing
oh man, im getting so dumb like seriously.
i never felt so much of wanting to go sch so early before.
ok, maybe this works to force me to attend those awesome lectures, ya awesome
with those not able to pronouce words like VOLTAGE properly.

i thank you for those 3 words which really help me lighten my load alot
i've tried wanting to forgive you but i just couldnt cause you've lied
im not trying to play hard to get and i've told you my true feelings and guess we wouldnt be as close as last time to share our problems and all
i wish you all the best to salvage your r/s ,try to give in ok
and possible enough i hope you can last long with her

everything's getting so complicated when it just started out with a dot only
its just human nature to make things worse when actually its a minor matter
it wasnt even a whole to start with;