and here i come again nagging about school
im sorry cause all these times im always revolving ard these 2 tasks in life
sooooooooo boring yo, I NEED DATES AND MONEY BADLY!
and to ppl who are concerned about my previous post, im not angry over such useless person alr. although i was hot headed at first, HAHAHAH BUT COME TO THINK OF IT IF IM PISSED DOESN'T THAT MAKES ME CHILDISH TOO?
and moreover, its just for that PANDAN LEAF, totally not worth my time.

so many things just come at one go
sometimes, i just want everything to end tonight.
all those unwanted love, attention whatsoever makes me go insane, seriously
can all these freaking nonsensical stuff stop right now?
im unhappy with everything.
overloaded stress makes me go haywire and slapping my braincells upside down.
its just a waste of my youth again to think about all these


我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得 可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
不用担心我 我走了 Over...

i can't let it drag too long
everything's bothering me, i guess i am trying my very best for everything now and hopefully it works out something even if nothing comes out of it i know i've tried
so pls, dont force or threaten me again.
im sick and tired of it already.
even if you dont know how much efforts i've put in, but you must at least know that i really did my very best to overcome every obstacle that is foreseen
i really thank for your understanding and whatever you've promise its for yourself not me
im just trying to help you, and in any case, you who had made a mistake should also make an effort not to commit again and not for me to remind you over and over endlessly
having said so much, i guess everything's going to end like that song soon
my throat is killing me with intense pain
even those lozenges can do minimal help or rather no impact at all
damn, im going to make up for my sleeping time as well as to study for my test tmr.
cannot fail, do well do well. yes i can right
ya, im talking to myself again
somehow, i think im suffering from split personality
upload photos and i will be done from blogging
ok, im tired alr. end here then(:
a better day ahead tmr, possible?

MINGJING'S BIRTHDAY AT SEOUL G.
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