i understand that meaning behind that melody.
im sorry that i had left and you are alone now, perhaps its the best.
i really wish you all the best and take care of youself from now.

what's that attitude for?
seriously, you dont know who are the nice ones there for you
and you, treating us like friends that always dig ourselves with books.
mind you, skipping classes dont even do any good
although going to class sometimes are just a waste of time but at least we turned up to show a little respect to the teacher
oh man, are going to classes wrong now?
ok, then we can all jolly well quit school.
ya so what if we are part of your circle of friends who dont support your truancy, we know whats best for us.
and so be it, if you think that way.
im quite bothered by your actions.
changing groups for the sake of you to stand some other irritating worm's behaviour, you think i like it?
forget it, if you are unapprecaiative. NOT EVEN A THANK YOU FROM YOU.
i did not write all of these for nothing or venting my anger but to let you know its still not too late to open your heart a little and to realise the friends around you are for something.
even though we are not as close as before, but really from the bottom of the heart i guess all of us dont wish to hurt you too.
its up to you now, i've said my piece.

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

celebrated mingjing's birthday yesterday
seoul garder, my god.
i swear everything looks so tempting.
started off with our humungous appetite and end up with a bloated stomach
a small powerpuff girl cake, so cute can.
and of course the smashing on her face.
i know we enjoyed and yes most of all, she was touched by what we've done.
so staying up till 4 doing th big card for her is worth it.
i like the smiles when everybody got so happy when they saw my efforts.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL(:
thanks for everything that you have done, seriously.
what we've done for that only one day can only add up to half of your concern towards us.
you do make a difference. from my heart, you are a friend i wont forget indeed.

the stress from both work and school has been piling up ever since each started.
i really wish for someone to provide me.
im tired from all of these already.
i need a break again.

not forgetting the K session with ANYING(:
it was like super fun to the maxxxxxxxxx.
she says my singing improved.
maybe thats because i didnt sing to her for like 4 months alr.
but anw, our combination really make a diff.
I WANT TO MEET UP WITH YOU AGAIN ALRIGHT.
loveyou loveyou!

ok, i shall update till here
the rest will wait for me to reopen my blog