i know you might not get to see this since you are avoiding.
but whatever it is, i hope you will move on with life.
and i know you will find a better one than me, definitely.
of course, those memories will still stay with me forever.
maybe im selfish for only thinking for myself, but i guess this is the only way out to stop you from falling any deeper.

Maybe in the future we will not even be on talking terms, but dont worry i will still be there for you when you need a listening ear, i promise.
i'm sorry to turn things ugly.
i have my reasons for doing these, yes i know you will think that explanation is stupid but then again i wouldnt bear to hurt a good friend like you.

i will miss your cooking
i will miss the days when we talk on the phone
i will miss you for concerning so much for me.
i will miss labelling you as DINOSAUR
i will miss your countless hugs filled with affection
i really do.
but its time to move on with our lives
i know you need time alone so i guess i won't contact you anymore
but if you need me, just call me alright.

All i need now was to see your reply that you're fine so at least i wont have to worry anymore.
Stay strong, i know you will.
there are many out there waiting for you to give them a chance

I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the fact that
I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

im sorry for every single thing i've done.