i know you might not get to see this since you are avoiding.
but whatever it is, i hope you will move on with life.
and i know you will find a better one than me, definitely.
of course, those memories will still stay with me forever.
maybe im selfish for only thinking for myself, but i guess this is the only way out to stop you from falling any deeper.

Maybe in the future we will not even be on talking terms, but dont worry i will still be there for you when you need a listening ear, i promise.
i'm sorry to turn things ugly.
i have my reasons for doing these, yes i know you will think that explanation is stupid but then again i wouldnt bear to hurt a good friend like you.

i will miss your cooking
i will miss the days when we talk on the phone
i will miss you for concerning so much for me.
i will miss labelling you as DINOSAUR
i will miss your countless hugs filled with affection
i really do.
but its time to move on with our lives
i know you need time alone so i guess i won't contact you anymore
but if you need me, just call me alright.

All i need now was to see your reply that you're fine so at least i wont have to worry anymore.
Stay strong, i know you will.
there are many out there waiting for you to give them a chance

I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the fact that
I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

im sorry for every single thing i've done.

ok, this is damn freaky.
i clicked on the pause button, there's music and when i clicked play, there's 2 voices.
ahhhh, whatever.
i just blogged in random. i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep soon.
another work terror tmr with those heat stroke symptoms.
and know something the spot light in my shop does work better for sun tanning than the sun.
trust me, my mum just said i became darker than usual.
damnnnnnnn, the spotlights in the shop. and freaking hell they dont want to switch on the air con.WE ARE HUMANS, MIND YOU.
ok, my brains and fingers aren't working as fast alr.
shall blog again on mon when im in dinosaur's cage.
hahaha, only someone will know what im talking about.
okok, my eyes are signalling me to stop.

ok, this post is only meant for 1 person to see.
don't worry too much ok.
even if lovers are not meant to be, we still could be the bestest friend right.
and i have not even say i dont want to befriend you anymore
just let nature takes it course
CHEERUP OK(:
im trying my very best now to forget the others,
and hopefully my hardwork will pay off.

finally i got the time to revive this.
a day off at work, rotting at home is like my favourite pasttime nowadays.
pushed away all my dates, im sorry darlings.
i promise to make it up for you all again
working can really kill me totally.
customers are like damn irritating to the maxxxxxxxxxx, its not as if i have no patience with them. but after serving them for sooooooooooooo long they replied with their insincere NO.
damn it ok, and it happens countless times which makes my day at work super screwed.
SOMEONE WENT OUT SHOPPING TODAY WORXZXZXXZ cause im going over next mon.
so touched so touched.hahaha
dont worry yo, you will receive my surprise on 16th.
i shall keep you in suspense first.

我不要你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百
每一个想你的习惯 那么实在
我早已对你产生的依赖
一天天 一点点 砌成了爱
Love Is Forever Forever Love

this song is damn nice i swear.
okok, i will go sing and put it up tonight if possible.
and oh ya, my birthday photos have not been uploaded.
i will do it sooooooooon ok
im so tired again, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping time again//

mentioning about birthday
although this year was not as fruitful as last year but spending it with my darlings make it all worthwhile right.
but whatever i received this year was not very important, as long as i know there's still ppl for me to count on and realise my exsistence.
and i have no time to reply most of your texts so i shall do it here. pardon me(:
THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR GIFTS, TEXTS, SINCERITY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i know its like 1 week ago kind of event but i wasnt really in the mood to blog so i can only post it up late.

AND THAT BOUQUET OF SUNFLOWERS FROM KELLY, DES, BROTHER, YQ AND JL WAS LOVELY. they took my casual remark seriously and gave it to me as birthday present.
that sight totally just make me melt on the spot. goodness.

** ANYING'S EFFORT HAD NOT GONE TO NOUGHT.
CAUSE NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, EVEN IF ITS NOT PLANNED WELL I STILL LIKE IT CAUSE ITS FROM YOU(: our date is arriving. im so exciteeeeeeeed.hahaha, RMBR, 3'S A CROWD!hahaha

CHERLY, RUIXIN AND ANNA WERE LIKE SUPER NICE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING WITHOUT EVEN COMPLAINING ABOUT A SINGLE ANT THAT THEY ARE UNHAPPY ABOUT. I THANK GOD I'VE MADE SUCH NICE FRIENDS.

AND I MUST THANK ANOTHER 2 IMPORTANT PPL, K AND DK.HAHHA
thanks for making this 17th birthday a memorable one for me.
racking your brains for all those surprises and everything. really thanks so much

and the list goes on...

sorry ya, not able to thank every single one of you.
but i know you feel my sincere THANKS.



i think its time to have a photo to add colours to this black and white.
its not very nice. SORRY I'VE SPOILED YOUR DEAR EYES.
okok, i really want to sleep alr.




hear and rate.
thanks thanks(:

IM GOING TO MAKE THIS QUICK QUICK BEFORE I GO OUT
SINGING YO, EXCITEEEEEEEEEED

actually i want to dedicate this post for this someone
i dont know if you will this cause your exams are nearing. im using this 0.000000000000001%.
i know im breaking my promise again to bring up the topic about this person.
but ya ya, you know who you are
i pray for you to do well for your major exam.
study hard for the next few weeks alright. score well and dont regret like me
take care and much loves(:

OKOK, I HAVE TO GOOOOOOOOO NOW OR NOT THEY WILLLLLL BARK AT ME.HAHAHA