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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I'M WORSE THAN ANY CRIPPLED TODAY!
i stay at home doing nothing.
i do not have the mood to blog actually.
but since i have so much to say, i shall blog everything out today.
omg, this is not the kind of life i want man.
and since i had alr declared that i quit, she still calls me asking me to go back to work.
why should i?!
since you dont even treat us nicely, thinking that we are bringing you more troubles instead.
fine, go and play nice to your new employees and they will love you for life.
im not going back and thats final. i want my pay only.

i was sitting in front of the com browsing through some old files.
reminisce times that were shared in sec sch.
i kind of miss sch now.
and in just a blink of eye, im going to start sch in a month time.
with all unfamiliar faces, i really do not know how to face this.
pls, all these just seemed a lil unfair.
friends couldnt stick for life but the times were really short.
it became so unfair and subjective.

i was actually real excited for work tmr.
however, i do not have any enthusiasm in me anymore.
reluctant had ben always knocking on my door nowadays.
i apprehend that this is not the usual me.
im going to find back what im supposed to be.
no matter how hard the obstacles are, shoo shoo shoo.
im not afraid cause i know there will be ppl who are willing to be there for me, i suppose.

you seemed a little disappointed in me i dont know why.
it seemed a little wrong. but pls, dont take it to heart.
nothing else matters more than your studies.
please do well and ace it. dont risk taking your future as a joke.
i would not anticipate what will happen but im going to tell you im not going to let you face any difficulties alone. rmbr, i will always be here till the end.
assumptions are mostly just beliefs.
if you want to talk, just call me. 24/7 no extra charges ok?
cheerup, i know you are a little troubled.
dont ponder upon any wild thoughts anymore(:
loves

ANYING,
rmbr this photo?
it was taken during our meetups for Os revision.
take your motivation for studies seriously once again.
i know you can do it.
pls manage your time well alright.
you are lacking alot of sleep.
this is only the beginning.
dont give up k. JIAYOU!
through this ordeal dont give up, cause i will always be there for you.
this is to dedicate to the one and only you.
i know there will be someone to be there for you.
i dont mind being the other one to lend you my listening ears to hear your naggings all and anything.
after all these, we must go out k.
im waiting for your date(:
take care and much loves.
[i know you will get this msg, thanks to this special reader ya(:]

although its an old song, it still says so much about everything.

爱你等于拥有一片天空任何风吹草动
都有你存在其中自然而然的轻松
一路到夏天的尾声我所谓到过于激动
我们有笑容我们曾心动不再是无动于衷
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯
我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任爱一个人付出才会完整
无条件越爱就越深永远不分

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