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Monday, February 25, 2008

it seems pretty obvious that you are still not getting over with what i had said.
maybe i had really hurt you that badly from hiding all these from you all the while
but you never know that i did it for the sake of you ok, really.
like what you said NINE yrs if friendship
you think i bear to just destroy it like this.
sometimes i felt quite threatened when you always mentioned how close we were and i always feel very guilty for not telling you everything.
try to understand me sometimes k.
similarly to what you had said, keep him in a corner of your heart and automatically after a while you will be able to forget.
i really appreciate your comment that much and thats what im doing now.
i swear i will not drop a single tear because of someone thats unworthy of.
im really sorry if i had hidden things from you all the while.
but you are still one great friend i will rmbr till the end(:

and like what i just said i had not really given up on that past tragedy.
how could i just pull another person down to torture with me and treat her as a substitute
im sorry if my actions made you all realise that
but isn't like how i treat my closer friends.
maybe its just that we clicked well tgt and you ppl think that we are so much in love with one another. fine, if you want to think it that way so be it.
as long as i know, IM PERFECTLY STRAIGHTER THAN THE METAL RULER.
and what hurts me the most is my closest friend actually think that way too and in front of me she's trying to be ignorant to the question.
i really dont like this k. even if the others suspect i wont even bother, but not you.
or maybe because we had not been talking to each other for damn long and result to these.
if you really had sth to tell me, reason in out in front of my face.
i dont like this kind of hide and seek.

most importantly, i want to thank this wonderful girl of my life, RUIXIN!
thanks for helping me through thius period of hard time.
really really sorry when i tried to ignore your advices all.
but you are still a nice friend.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!
meetup soon(:

its definitely not nice for being accused by people when you dont even know where had you done wrong, or are you all done with just jealousy?

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