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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

sorry to myself for not keeping the promise of not blogging.
but i seriously need somewhere to vent my anger on.
anw, i doubt anybody's reading it.
and right here when im blogging, THERE'S A GE TAI GOING ON.
like so wth, i dont have to sleep tonight alr can.
ok, so im blasting my music and singing as loud as i can.
at the very least i think my voice is like nicer than the person singing downstairs.
xi jie is damn nice ok. i mean the song.
ahhh! OK, IM GOING TO SING FOR YOU, GAIL!
this song suits her situation right now.
i hope she got what she wants.
I HATE COPYCATS!
and i have to meet so many ard me.
why why why?! cant they have their orginality?
i mean its ok to be in style.
but dont you think its just not yourself?
ok, nvm. i wont waste the space for you.
and that person seriously makes me feel damn grossed about her.
maybe im none better but at least i wont go to the extent of putting those evil words that you have said into others people's mouth.
I WONT BEAR GRUDGES, SERIOUSLY I WONT.
BUT ITS JUST VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO FORGET THIS MATTER.
after this post i promise i wont blog about her alr.
everybody wants someone who truly understand them.
but where do you find such good souls on earth?
cause everybody and i mean every single soul on earth is selfish.
they only think about themselves.
i dont know why will i bring up such a sadistic topic, i just feel like putting it down.ya
ok, the GETAI IS REALLY VERY IRRITAING.
at least its good that they are speaking some dialect that i dont understand.
i just feel like going down to the void deck and off the microphone for them seriously.
IRRITATING! ok, but xi jie is nice. haha.
阳光越过窗
沿我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见我
心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼
its ok that you wont do a single shit ok
it seriously doesnt matter to me afterall.
and you i dont know,
trying to act indifferent in front of them.
im not scared of you reading it cause i bet you dont even have the guts to admit it.
ok, i dont have to care about your imitations but seriously enough is enough.
and dont come and act you know me very well when you dont.
SERIOUSLY YOU DONT.
i really want you to change, or maybe its me that have to change.
but maybe after you have change your attitude
tell me about it man.
i dont hate you but you are getting worse, i will let you know one day.
i dont care how the world thinks that im the bad guy here.
i just think that you should try to adjust your attitude alright.
i dont like it!

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