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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

40 plus more days to Os. ok Os again.
IM GETTING DOWN TO SERIOUS STUDYING NOW!
really really. this is no play play thing.
ok. so im like doing TYS TYS TYS TYS TYS everyday.
its just TYS!
actually i can only blame it on myself for not studying hard enough.
why do i have to regret when it seems to late to do anything?
why must i make myself so worried?
what should i do?
why am i so inattentive in classes?
why can't i just concentrate?
perhaps. all these questions lies with me.
its maybe its just pure laziness that im having.
my marks are like dropping everytime.
i do not want to see this too.
it isn't too late if i really try hard enough.
so everybody im really going to study study study.
i know everyone is very disappointed with me
even i can't recognise myself
why can't i feel the urgency?
time just passes so meaninglessly everday without for me knowing what am i doing.
ok.this will be my last post before Os.
and sadly my birthday is like one more month away.
rmbr 2409 RMBR RMBR!
maybe i shall make an exception and post on that day.
i shall not make it that sadistic.
the HATRED that i had for that someone is like getting stronger everyday.
stop putting on that stupid mask that you are wearing.
getting sympathy from everyone.
you just needed attn. from everyone. am i right?
the look that you gave just now betrayed you huh.
maybe i know you long enough.
and it pays to know someone like you.
i have my lesson learnt.
it is not even worth it to know you at all.
in the first place, i really regretted talking to you.
REALLY! but whats done cannot be undone.
so ya i think thats the end of everything.
ry damn funny la.
" i dont even want to look at her, the sight of her makes me puke."
im referring to the same her btw.
maybe its just influence that tht someone became like that.
or maybe shes acting out what she has written on the script of her life.
nobody really knows what shes thinking.
and finally you know that i dont like seeing you.
ok, at least you get to know it. does that makes you guilty?
i dont even think you care. and i dont even bother.
cause you are just something that i will ignore and pollute my eyes.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!
it takes so much to hate someone.
but i think those energy wasted on letting others know about the disgusting things you have done its worth it.
IHATEYOU!
ok, im finished with the scolding.ya
yixin's mother is sick recently.
hope that she will be alright.
28/8-chinese prelim
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE(:

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