I MISS ANG AN YING(:
[ is this big enough. requested by her]
ok, everything seemed to be fine this few days.
study study study.
ok prelims will be over in like 1 1/2 weeks time.
i still cannot find my cable
and whats worse is i plugged my mp3 adapter thing onto the cable
which means i cannot charge my mp3.
everything is going so wrong.
went to study on friday for a few hours
den left to find pris.
sorry if i neglect you all k.
i will make it up.
ok, was like totally no mood cause handphone NO BATT!
best man!sorry to the ppl who tried to contact me on fri.
talked to pris on the bus.
shes damn funny la.
bus 72 passes by this" jungle"
and theres some white colour thing hanging down from the tree.
she was talking on the phone halfway,
and she thought she saw some ghost.
she's always high at night.
ok, ytd something happen.
but what i want to say to that person is now is not the time to say all these.
today, will be having tution like 3 hrs plus.
how am i going to survive?

ok.im using my sis' com again.
mummy says she dont intend to bring the modem back.
anw, i survived almost one week of prelims
theres still one the half week more.
the paper is like totally a killer.
and somemore we studied so much.
dont ever say we din study hor.
i still cannot find the cable.
ok. exam stress.
and that person still can smile to me today
and pretend nth happen.
oh, i forget that person is very good at acting somemore.
i think after a while everybody will know her true colours.
she's not guilty after what she did huh.
STUPID BIG BLABBER MOUTH!
oh no. in the first place i din even say. i should name her
THE GOOD STORY-TELLER"
next time want to hear bed time stories, just call her.
and all sorts of things will come out from her mouth.
im not abusing the use of technology of scolding ppl in my blog.
its just that this kind of ppl need some warning before being told.
and yet, she still do not know who is she.
very good actress right?
currently im not talking to you
so that you cannot say all those crap that came out from your mouth is from me.
one more time, i will just slap you across the face, den you know.
ok i wont. im just saying. but im sure your reputation isn't going to be very good.
you dont have to care what i did.
but i can tell you. i WONT spread rumours like you do.
cause i dont have so much free time
all those job should be for those blabbermouths.
ok. i will go study now.
conserve those precious energy on useful stuffs(:

i miss karylan! this is like taken when im in sec 3 i think.
ok, my com kena crashed
and thats the reason to forbit me to go online.
so i have to use my sis' com to blog.
only for a lil while and her com is like damn freaking slow.
but nvm at least i get to use it.
ok i shall make use of the time now.
did some chemistry just now.
ok 2 to 3 days more to prelims.
just hope that im able to concentrate and did not waste those efforts esp. during ORP.
i cannot find my cable for uploading the photos.damn!
sorry ppl, next time k.
maybe after prelims or sth when im more free.
GRACE LOVES TO EAT LEMONS AND SHE SAYS SHES KIND AND CUTE!
erm pls la. haha. this is the conclusion from her.
im sure everyone dont agree.
ok. have to go now.
byeeeeeeee!

HAPPY RHD TO EVERYONE!
everybody look so nice in their ethnic costumes.
pretty ladies.
so met tiffany and went to sch.
and this china student, she just took her phone to take a photo of us.
our reaction damn big la.haha.
so, did orp and review still.
and the fan seems to be metres away k.
damn stuffy and hot with those ethinc costumes on.
will upload the photos next time.
changed and ran out with alethea.
sorry to make you go all the way to the basment
i though the back gate was opened.
ok, nvm. i know you forgive me right
saw that person today again.
and ry and i were like talking about it.
not discriminating but we are just stating the fact
den was not feeling quite well at night.
ok, talking to lover now.
shall turn in soon
byeee

ok, maths review for 5 periods.
passed actually quite fast.
was like testing ry jacinta's printed personality test.
den we came to one qn,
would you touch someone you love?
ok, of course ry's ans was like where?
haha. damn funny la. laughing all the way.
ok den the weather was like making us damn freezing cold.
plus the big fan, seriously its like air-conditioned.
thats how cold it is.
ya, finally understand some of the concepts of chemistry.
i need to do phy man.
i totally dont know anything about it.
formulas cannot get into my brain.



to: that person
i bet you still do not know that im talking about you
you still dare to smile to me
how great la? but i guess you can tell from my that dont bothered face.
it totally disgusts me k.
seeing your every fake thing.
including that smile that you gave.
disgusting!

ytd went to meet anying and yixin.
rushed home. got changed and rushed out again.
den got down to some serious studying.
and started talking.
went and met ruixin.
bought my things and went back hougang at like 9 plus.
ok, i shall talk about this monster that all of you should beware of.
someone who cheated so many ppl's feelings.
if you still dont know who you are, den too bad.
cause you got no guts to admit it.
i seriously seriously seriously regret for taking your words so seriously.
all those lies dont make you guilty?
i always thought you will change.
in the end, what?!
using me as a subject to talk about.
hello, do you like it if ppl did that to you?
and sesnseless case,
y will i want to spread some stupid shit rumours about both when im not really close to them.
tell a proper lie next time.
and PLEASE DIFFERENTIATE THE MEANING OF ASK AND TELL!
didnt your ss teacher teach you?
omg la! this kind of thing is seriously for those nothing better to do ppl.
backstabbing is not a fun thing alright.
GET IT INTO YOUR MIND.
I AM NOT BOTHERED OVER THIS KIND OF THINGS UNLIKE YOU WHO DONT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY AT ALL. MOREOVER, PRELIMS ARE LIKE IN ONE WEEK TIME. ITS OK IF YOU DONT DO WELL, BUT DONT AFFECT OTHERS. HAVE SOME CONSTRUCTIVE COMMENTS. PLS AND THANKS.
such a 2 face monster.
trying to be pitiful in front of everyone
but behind them, what are you trying to do?
and i still rmbr you said that sth to me and ruixin
and in the end, you broke your promise.
all these cant work la. we see through you.
you have alr revealed whats behind that mask of yours.
i guess you will go back to what you will be.
i wont be bothered even if you tell me how much you really treasure her.
and all those crap cause i know its NOT NOT NOT TRUE!
those out of the extraordinary things that you do.
nobody will ever believe again.
i bet you must be feeling very happy on the inside when we believed what you have said.
go and think about it yourself la.
get more better things to do can anot?

i met ruixin finally for this week.
haha. normally its not that way.
and she freaked me out totally k.
went to swing in punggol park at 9 at night.
cause its still quite early as yet.
we walked the whole big round.
there were only a few ppl jogging, exercising and stuffs.
and we are like maybe spoiling the atmosphere.
blast the music with our phones, singing our hearts out[ even if it doesnt seem pleasant to the ear]
it was though it belongs to ours.
until when halfway thru, when i suggested taking photos.
she stunned.
den i sort of know why shes like that.
but i din ask much.
and when we were on our way out, she said she saw someone standing beside me while snapping the shot.
the fact is there was only me and her ard.
ok, i totally got freaked out k.
stayed there for a lil while
while she's swinging, i kept thinking about it.
she said that she wasnt sure.
the more i think, the more those wild imaginations come to me.
so when shes halfway swinging and singing, i spoiled her mood.
asked her to go home.
but im courageous enough to at least stayed a lil while after THAT happen.
ok, i think im being paranoid.
but seriously its damn scary.
ok, im still going to post the photos up.

[p.s she din take the scary photo]

i look retarded in the first photo.
few more days to prelims!

short post.
ok,i know i cannot live without this stupid box.
talked to clara ytd.
shes super cute la esp. the way she talks to her dog, evo.
haha. i at first heard her saying emo.
den im like did i say anything wrong.
and in the end. im the one who hear wrongly.ahah
i think im meeting pris later.
shall see how.
ok, ruixin bought that. ahhh!
she ah, best! din even tell me.
GOOD AH YOU RUIXIN!HAHA.
ok. so went rm with pris today.
and shes super angry.
to whoever that makes her so angry.
how can you like that?
PRISCILLA, bu yao angry.
later got a lot of wrinkles den not pretty alr leh.
haha, pretty.this word meant a lot right?
ok, im here to announce that PRISCILLA CHIA WEN Q IS PRETTY(:haha.
its really true that you cannot judge a book by its cover.
but seriously what are you afraid of?
ppl gossipping about you? if you did not do it, will tongues wag?
its not that im closer to her den i believe in her.
eh hello, you treat me like a 3yr old kid?
im not born ytd la.
im not siding her or whatever. but whatever you do its nth better off than just killing your friend.
spare a thought for others can anot?
so you think nobody will do that to you?
whats the point of saving this friendship now when you dont even appreciate it in the first place?
have you ever ask yourself these qns.
ok. nobody is perfect.
but at least you should do the best out of it.
and your role as her friend.
dont you think what you are doing is far more than what a friend should be doing?
a true friend should be always there for you when you need her.
and not saying you feel very uncomfortable.
den you should have tell her right?
instead of backstabbing.
i've been scolding ppl alot on my blog.
[p.s all are diff. ppl]
after sch reopens.
everybody started to change.
i guess its time we should all just trash it out.

to:aaron
oh,i think i rmbr. eh, you found my blog!(:
the one that we always tease you with denise one right?
haha(:

i'll try to make this short.
ok,so everday are papers papers and papers.
and i know all these are for our own good.
ok. but too much of it, the more we dont like it.
kind of get used to the life now.
having orp prog. everyday.
im not supposed to use the com but i cant resist that temptation with the com in the room staring at me blankly waiting for me.
and ytd was looking thru the websites of those poly schools.
i think now everybody more or less got the idea of where they will be going.
but still, i dont know where to go.
all depends on me though.
and i just realised that almost every post theres always about Os.
some younger generation ppl tell me that they are jealous of those graduating cohort.
reason why? they just wanted to get out of sch and the cca.
hello, i would rather like appreciate the times i had in the past when im in sec 1 and 2.
dont have to worry so much about everything. ok this is so random.
and some ppl ah, i just cant stand them.
although sometimes ppl tend to use their friends but not to the extent of your best friend.
shes like so damn poor thing now everytime i see her.
and you all did not even care about her existence.
ok, maybe what shes having right now is more than what she deserved.
i dont think this is the way right.
the best of friends now turn into some strangers who do not even bother to look at each other.
ok i think im still slacking
i will have to buck up and of course do what is right.
and how on earth ruixin knows what am i talking about?!
haha. but at least i know she still come to my blog.
PRISCILLA!
dont think about it so much alr la.
you are like so stress.
haha.

now we all just have to compete with time
the rest of the photos i will post it up next time

ok, so pop night on fri was nice.
but it wasn't nice to see ppl crying and stuff.
i will try to do what i promise.
ok now Os, i just hope to get over and done with.
3 more mths left to decide my future
no more slackings and all.
and once again, i met a big fat liar in my life.
i see no point in her lying.
ok everyone will have to agree that actions speak louder than words.
and THAT PERSON, she just have to admit that she cant promise what she says.
even a simple thing that shes good in.
ok forget it. i dont even think she knows she it is.
and sha has a bloody big mouth.
seriously, she will just blurt out everything from her mouth and she will just pretend that nothing happens.
ok, i have to study now.

had chinese oral today.
i think i will flung the reading man.
conversation was ok
so today is a busy week in sch.
although our time-tables are like 2 subs a day only.
but everyday is testing. can die man.
2 papers a day.
and the hall is like SUPER STUFFY!
cannot even concentrate what i was doing.
i got only 1/10th of the so BIG WIND!
and somemore i was sitting right at the front.
ok, farewell night tmr.
looking forward to it i guess.
someone sponsor tissue?
so tired la. doing so many things.
ok. i shall not complain so much. im not the only one that is tired.
had a short heart-to-heart talk with tiff.
like what she said if everything goes back
nth of all these will happen.
dont blame it on yourself. its not your fault.
ok, i shall go now and do my homework which i just realised i have not done.
byeeee!

ok so, today will be the last day of the week that i can use the com.
will be back on sat again.
i break my promise through and through.
but who no need any rest. tell me. im NOT a robot for goodness sake.
ok so, im going to blog about pop.
i know it had been a one week issue ago.
hmmm, so the actual one was not really as bad as what we expected.
and some of them teared. its ok, im sure we will still be there for you.
going to upload the photos for pop later.
farewell night next week.
another sad event.and a few mths later Os.
can we dont take Os? ok im asking the obvious.
but who wants man? meeting rx later i guess.
im like practically seeing ah meng for the whole week.
i can save on my entrance fee for going into the zoo.
ruixin, dont beat me hor!
yup, and for the first 3 days of the week.
saw chicken consecutively. i can save so much.haha.
not going to the farm and zoo. i can see the both animals almost everyday.haha.
go and guess whos that chicken.haha
ok. photos now.