HAPPY BRITHDAY SAUYAN AND HAIQI!
was quite alright today.
eh lover, see i so kind.
i walk very slowly k.
faster thank me.haha.
i blogged about you k.
im not heartless.
i've got 10 hearts.ahha.
ok.im being"BA JIAO"again.
anw, was talking to dk just now.
he can be discharge soon.haha.
good good.

to :that someone
i dunnoe whats wrong with you la.
you like to say things that you did not witness.
FOR EXAMPLE, SAYING THAT I BADMOUTH YOU.
wth la.pls get your facts right.
im putting it big here.
you are just being a nuisance.
acting innocent doesn't help k.
and what can i badmouth you about.
you think so lowly of yourself that ppl will badmouth you.
if thats what you think, i have nth to say.
GET LOST LA!BYE!

anying:
don't be sad over what i say k
but just consider lor.
maybe its rather rubbish but just think it over k.

ruixin:
3 more days!
haha. 3 more days!
yay!

Shall blogged from Friday onwards

FRIDAY
Had guides on fri
Was such a terror man
Im going to grad next yr and its like in a few months time.
I can’t stand those tortures anymore.
I rather had footdrill
For the first time im craving for sth I dun like.
Im having muscle aches here and there.
Wanted to sit out from PT.
But seeing those juniors doing it
I will just do it.
And how on earth I know there’s star jump
I dun even think its part of PT hais.
Just hope that the next session will be a better one

SATURDAY!
I cant rmbr what I did.
Must be sth boring that’s y I forget.

SUNDAY!
Had class today
was quite fun.
Was msg-ing lover.ahha
so funny la.our conversation
and i just laugh like no one's business
Was talking to hh also.
He’s a very pro stoner k.
He can listen and stone at the same time.
He must have reach the highest level of stoning
But I think ah ma can defeat him.
Den went to celebrate haiqi’s birthday at jack’s place.
Mummy was nice to treat us to such expensive food.
Was like so full.
Den chiong-ing homework just now.
Going to eat now.bye

today school was quite alright.
went with ry,pris and deb to rm to slack.
after that, cabbed home with ry.
that uncle super idiot la.
raining still like that.
spoil everybody's mood. was like dao-ing him just now.
wth la him.
suddenly so into the song tui hou.
so nice.haha.


天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

so what if you are getting over it
do you think i believe?
i dun k. i know im being mean.
its like all these will never be like the past.
i can no longer give in to you.
although you are younger than me, so what?
seriously sometimes you must learn how to give in to others.
you just can't tolerate others.
do you think we can.
sometimes we just don't want to say it.
i dunnoe if you are reading this.
i just want to say it out once and for all.
maybe its just that im only looking at your bad points.
but i think your good points are alr blending in into the bad.
and how do we change you?
we tried talking to you.but it seems like its not working.
think about it la.
shall continue in the next post.
[this is not bias, im stating the fact!]

STRESS IS COMING AGAIN!
AHHH!common test.
went out with anying today.
i knew a new friend EVA
EVA IS CUTE K!haha.
she super funny la.
we are like laughing non-stop.haha.
den anying was kind enough to treat us our "lunch".
den we went seperate ways.
went to tm.
ate our proper lunch.
and suddenly after i saw that msg.
im so disappointed in her la.
was suppose to catch a movie.but was too late.
so walked ard.was quite bored.
so went over to some place that starts with A.haha.
someone cannot even guess where am i.when im like downstairs.
ahah.nvm.den cabbed home.
DOING HOMEWORK!
to:dk
take care of yourself.
we will be here supporting you.
you must be strong through this ordeal k.
take care.take care.

to that someone
you did not tell us earlier that you are not meeting us.
all these will not happen la.
we spend time there rotting and waiting for you.
we dun mind wasting our time waiting for you but i think you are quite irresponsible la.
maybe its because we have drift further from each other.
its time we should sit down and talk it out.
im not angry or whatever.its just that im disappointed in you.
its you that change seriously.
and its a BIG change.
i don't know if i should believe in what you say now.
that includes the recent incident.
forget it lor.but i think you should learn how to compromise also.
take care.

just came back from school like finally!
super tired la.and almost finish the 3 sticks or sweet k.haha.
my leg is turning into another colour la.
disgusting la.eew!
i shall be off to do my work now.
anying:
we shall go spam her blog.haha.
but KIMBERLY LOPEZ LOO KUN MING is going to get into trouble.
haha.but seriously.i think that girl abit very funny also.
she's guilty must be!
delete and create, delete and create. den let us found out bout her blog url.
haha.yay!
anw, i will not post the photos here.
i will send to you.
im going to see you tmr.yay!
since yixin having class till 4.
we shall meet first k?
and so kind of you to get her a wallet.
ahhh!and know what her walllet is not in the general office.
i got something very very important to tell you.
call me after you read this k.
loves.

its saturday!finally!
but still there's so many tutions and homeworks waiting for me to do.
was cca fair ytd.
i admit the cca ytd was horrible.
but den everybody tried their best,
practising, practising, practising.
we do our very best, set our goals high.
we did it for our commitment to guides, seniors and juniors, guiders and miss lim, miss yeo.
we really put in alot of effort.
we do not feel good either seeing it turning out this way.
but still, nvm. we are still the best in my heart
cheerup girls.
den had sing-a-long at the booth. ahah.cheering and stuffs.
and halfway through. someone just spoils it.
THANK YOU MISS TEO FOR YOUR CHOCOLATE!
and seniors for those encouragement.
for now, i think i should only put our hopes in the sec3s and strive our very best tgt.
we can do it.
and most importantly, must study!
was in the guide room till 6 plus.
SAUYAN CAN BE A PART TIME SINSEH!
haha. my leg now super colourful.haha.
i think after a while it will be alright.
and it rained.
went home with Q
im going to slack at home the whole day today.
IM SOOOO BORED!

had a period off early today from school
went for temasekpoly 's open house.
it will be even ok if we were allowed to move ard ourselves.
but i like our guide.haha
she was an ex-sjcian.so cool la.haha
met anying after that at tm.
WE ATE AJISEN TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME!
haha.yay.she's like so retarded la.ok nvm.
she's entertaining me at the same time.
THANKS ANYING(:
den walked ard up and down up and down.
and we saw familiar faces.haha.
can't believe it.she actually knows a friend that know my friend.haha
and we ended up talking happily.
and that friend is STEFFI AND MIAOHUA.
ya.they become so pretty la.ya.den we were like talking for maybe 15 min.
time seems to pass very slow in tm.
den decided to go home at 7 plus.
ahah.and we saw zj's house.
went over.talked and rot for like about 2 hrs.
WE ARE SO PRO LA.
haha.
there's cca fair tmr.
shall go and rest early.
byebye

anying:
CHEERUP(:
hope my CHEERUPs really cheer you up.
my hand really aches after typing so many CHEERUPs to you.
but i think its worthwhile.
no matter what happen we will stand by you.
rmbr that pretty girls cannot get angry k.
or not they will not be pretty anymore.
so must be happy.
my line" tomorrow will be a better day".
i love you.

cherly:
all i can say is you are such a nice person.
i know your teacher teaches you to care for others.
but still, you cannot neglect your own feelings la.
haiyo.like that everybody will not be happy want lor.
CHEERUP:)
all this will be over soon k
concentrate on your Os
[i thinki sounded as naggy as rx.haha]

ruixin:
i miss you can.
faster faster come back.
tmr's cca fair.
we'll try our best k.
dun worry too much.
loves and take care.

FINALLY THE COURSES ARE OVER!
had grooming course ytd.
hais.i did not reach the target of 200 of course.
11 more.haha
this 3 days i've been like taking photos non-stop.
and this 3 days brought us all tgt as a class.
i can say its really worth it.
did not have time to elaborate on the other 2 events.
learning journey quite fun la.haha.
the scenary from the top of the supreme court
its like so so so nice la.
its like a once in a lifetime chance to go there.
den next day CIP.
kids! actually not very paranoid of them.
but ya, my purpose of going there is just deco-ing.wth rights.
the performance is really really nice.haha.
den went back sch ard 1230.
i really love the photos.ahha
i think we should have more class outings next time.
and i shall be the photographer ok?
ahah.
anying, sorry ah.
i did nt meet you in the end.
i went back to sch.
anw, you saw the picture rights.
but im willing to wear it another time specially for you k.
haha. but only for 5 min.
im seeing you tmr.yay!
haha.i love you.

PHOTOS FOR TODAY'S CIP:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2096796733

i cannot upload the video here.
so sorry. erm ya.
went to the child care today for some CIP.
den deco the room for like 1.5 hours.
we were like chiong-ing all the way.
it was quite nice den before actually.
the dancers did a very great job.
went back sch at bout 1230.
and kendra can't make up her mind.haha
there's grooming course tmr.
shall upload the photos tmr.

had some learning journey thing today
i pity our legs man.haha
but was quite fun actually TAKING PHOTOS!
haha. can you believe it 107 photos.
haha.going to take more with the kids tmr.
learned that zui jing and it just simply can't get into my mind.
ruoyu and kendra were like teaching me.haha.
they make good teachers!
I ADMIT IM SLOW!
den im like telling mrs liau.
i will have a concert next time open to everybody.haha
free seating, free admission.haha
but pls rmbr to bring plastic bags.haha.
ppl i've upload the photos in another website.
ya.if you all want me to send to you personally.

PHOTOS FOR LEARNING JOURNEY:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2096837039
P.S
i've change the caption for some.
the others i will do it next time.

had lessons today
as usual went up to hall for prayer session.
lessons were like far much more interesting than sitting in the hall.
for the first time, i love lessons so much.
ok, i learnt sth new today.haha.
after sch took bus with mummy!
she's like so excited that her internet's going to be ok.
den alighted same stop as sam.
we din go home tgt for like centuries.
we are like talking, talking and talking.
den reached home, called lover.
i din talked to her for like a million yrs.
and she's super funny la.
just because she dun see me in sch. she assumes that i din go sch today.haiyo.
talked to her for like quite long.
den talked to anying just now.
she asked me to blog bout her.
ok, im so like looking forward to see her.
and dun get influence k. i dun want to make such a big sacrifice.
haha.ok. she's like making me laugh without fail.
anying you rock too.but i think i rock more.haha
i love you.

third day since sch reopens.
and i almost got book cause of my hair.
the one and only, pathetic first time of my entire life.
talks and talks and talks everyday.
i can't deny that it helps us alot but i think it bores us out for some.
had cca ytd.
and rushing for time in the morning.
I WORE THE WRONG SHOES.
how dumb can i get man?
i wore my sister's shoes which is completely cannnot fit that kind and i din realise.
that explains the blisters on my leg.pain like hell.
den after i got into the car den i realised.
my legs are like suffering big time because of that damn shoe.
twin looks very nice after her haircut,of course.
cause she's always pretty.
i din see my lover/daughter/audience/patrick/moron/cousin for like centuries.
i miss you la!haiyo
school's going to start again on friday.
and finally we are having lessons.
can't believe it. im actually craving for lessons.
but i just can't stand those talks in the hall except for some.
and we can sit up to hours.haha.
shall end here.byebye

was quite lazy to blog about the countdown.
this few days was like.omg.
i din get really enough sleep.
but i can say it was really fun.
met cherly at hougang mall.
and i can she say she was really patient to wait for one hour ++.
den went over her hse in a mercedes cab.haha
so formal. her perfume was like so so so strong la.
can smell it from a few metres away.
den watch death note 2.ahaha. was quite nice actually but VERY long.
and almost fell asleep.
misa very pretty.ok.and i smelled cherly again.haha.ok sounded very wrong but her perfume was like so strong.
after that went over to meet yixin they all with anying.
so that moment when i stepped in to the lift.
i got a shock out of my life la. i spotted xinglin and yixin.
i did not see the rest until i turn and haha.
they saw my worst moments.but nvm i dun care my image in front of them anw.
den went over to icon to sit, talk, scare and took alot of photos.
went over to esplanade.
and found ruixin and cherly.
and i started by drinking one venom.
it tasted so medicine.haha
and the rain was like such a spoiler.
but after that was okay.
we still got to see the fireworks.
very very very nice.
we are like so so so high.
anying got even higher.haha
and we sat on the stairway for the crowd to disperse.
and we started to drink again.
anna and ruixin so funny la.their face is like so red.
ya den over to hougang and waited for them to finish their dinpper[dinner and supper]
so nice of them to walk me home.haha.
den next morning met them again to buy ruixin's stuffs.
ruixin faster come back hor.
and just buy a few stuff back can alr.
we will miss you.

to:zj
i will think about it seriously.
i just hope that my decision will be what you expected.
i can tell you trufully that i kept avoiding the question.
until ytd, i was quite stunned.
but till now.i will take every minute and second into consideration.
i will try to tell you asap.
no matter what the ending is we will still be the best of friends.
and pls TAKECARE of yourself .

to:dk
i think you are like so brave la.
just hope that her ans. will be what you expected lor.
don't worry so much la.
no matter what the ending is. both of you will still be friends right.

to:yixin
yixin, give both of you a chance.
to me, you are still that lil' kid that needs our concern.
we will never abandon you and leave you alone.
you might still get abit worked up about that day.
sorry!
im sure no matter what decision you make you will never regret.
and we will stand by you always.
we love you